You Don't Understand the Mechanics of Creation
Michael wakes at 2 AM in intense fear over something trivial, and sees the real mechanic: the event is not the problem. His mind is addicted to the fear, and if it couldn't pick this, it would pick something else. That is where the episode turns, on an admission almost no one will make. Like the first step in AA, my life has become unmanageable, the gate here is to admit you do not understand the mechanics of creation and cannot govern your own life. Can you admit it? Anyone who claims otherwise, Michael included, is in deep self-deception.
Why it matters: the frequency you hold all day, the ratio of fear, self-hatred, and struggle to self-love, abundance, and bliss, is what you broadcast to create your reality. You are doing it to yourself. Awareness unlocks the loop the mind is caught in, and that admission is the spark of the yes toward freedom, what Audree calls self-mastery, your real safety net. Even the veil is a feature, not a problem: the truth stays hidden because life is a training program, the pile of shit that turns out to be the gold.
Then they live it on-mic. Audree listens back to Michael's 2 AM recording and gets really angry, breathes through it, and finds the root: they have zero
active students. Michael's glitch, he built profound, proven worcarry it, and missed the words through our organization. "I'm the problem and I'm the solution," he says. "There's no one doing anything to us. We're doing it to ourselves."
The last word is the Shii's one transmitted message: sell the house. Audree loves it, a derelict mansion they brought back to life, and names her fear of never having a place like this again. But letting go, Michael la Try, and you are still doing something. It is a happening, whatarrives when you rest in your own being.
00:00 Frequency Creates Reality
01:48 Identity Shapes Outcomes
03:47 Awareness Unlocks Choice
06:30 Jealousy and Attack Thoughts
10:35 Admit Life Unmanageable
12:39 Freedom Through Self Mastery
16:40 Root Cause Self Hatred
18:22 Life as Video Game Feature
20:45 Gratitude and Enlightenment
23:31 New Mechanics of Awakening
25:14 Perception Jokes and Training
27:46 Alchemy Turning Lead to Gold
29:05 Fear Addiction Pattern
30:03 Choosing Curiosity
30:41 Arrival Moment Choice
31:26 Life Training Program
32:29 Deprogramming Struggle Beliefs
33:42 Frequency Creates Reality
34:38 Rewiring Neuroplasticity
35:49 Purging and Body Symptoms
38:14 Anger and No Students
41:18 Organization Glitch Insight
44:25 Invitation and Identity Frequency
45:53 Call to Build Now
47:42 Sell the House Letting Go
52:29 Letting Go as Happening
52:59 Closing Transmission
Why it matters: the frequency you hold all day, the ratio of fear, self-hatred, and struggle to self-love, abundance, and bliss, is what you broadcast to create your reality. You are doing it to yourself. Awareness unlocks the loop the mind is caught in, and that admission is the spark of the yes toward freedom, what Audree calls self-mastery, your real safety net. Even the veil is a feature, not a problem: the truth stays hidden because life is a training program, the pile of shit that turns out to be the gold.
Then they live it on-mic. Audree listens back to Michael's 2 AM recording and gets really angry, breathes through it, and finds the root: they have zero
active students. Michael's glitch, he built profound, proven worcarry it, and missed the words through our organization. "I'm the problem and I'm the solution," he says. "There's no one doing anything to us. We're doing it to ourselves."
The last word is the Shii's one transmitted message: sell the house. Audree loves it, a derelict mansion they brought back to life, and names her fear of never having a place like this again. But letting go, Michael la Try, and you are still doing something. It is a happening, whatarrives when you rest in your own being.
00:00 Frequency Creates Reality
01:48 Identity Shapes Outcomes
03:47 Awareness Unlocks Choice
06:30 Jealousy and Attack Thoughts
10:35 Admit Life Unmanageable
12:39 Freedom Through Self Mastery
16:40 Root Cause Self Hatred
18:22 Life as Video Game Feature
20:45 Gratitude and Enlightenment
23:31 New Mechanics of Awakening
25:14 Perception Jokes and Training
27:46 Alchemy Turning Lead to Gold
29:05 Fear Addiction Pattern
30:03 Choosing Curiosity
30:41 Arrival Moment Choice
31:26 Life Training Program
32:29 Deprogramming Struggle Beliefs
33:42 Frequency Creates Reality
34:38 Rewiring Neuroplasticity
35:49 Purging and Body Symptoms
38:14 Anger and No Students
41:18 Organization Glitch Insight
44:25 Invitation and Identity Frequency
45:53 Call to Build Now
47:42 Sell the House Letting Go
52:29 Letting Go as Happening
52:59 Closing Transmission
Creators and Guests
Host
Audree Tara Sahota
I was born with mystical gifts I learned to hide from a world that wasn't ready, the weird kid teaching Samadhi at slumber parties while trying to make sense of being different. Almost a decade in formal healing training, a graduate of the Barbara Brennan Collage of Healing. Five years on a Chicago medical team, healing what Western medicine couldn't touch. In 2009 I received Evolutionary Energetics, yet discovering it and embodying it are completely different. I've done the messy work: dissolved my ego, healed my deepest patterns, trusted guidance I couldn't see when everything rational screamed not to. I'm not a guru with all the answers. I'm a real person who happened to be born remembering cosmic truth, walked the uncomfortable path of living it, and learned how to make it practical.
Host
Michael K Sahota
Raised with logic and science, I started as the ultimate skeptic. In my AI PhD program, I discovered that human vision and cognition is controlled hallucination; we literally make up reality. After years in software architecture and management roles leading organizational transformations, the pattern became clear: the consciousness of the leader creates culture, culture creates outcomes. I hit the truth: I was the limiting factor in every change initiative. Meeting Audree transformed everything as our opposite approaches unlocked something extraordinary. Through 100+ leadership trainings, we didn't create this work, we received it, download by download, in an unfolding evolutionary process. I've done the messy work: learned to trust direct experience over logic, followed guidance that made no rational sense. I'm not a guru with all the answers. My passion is the mechanics of creation. I'm the bridge between worlds, translating cosmic downloads into step-by-step practical tools.
