The Right Relationship Won't Make You Whole

Michael: So I guess this, in the
end, is about, 'cause where I ended

up was a transformational audio for
balancing the masculine and feminine

and a deeper understanding what
that, that kind of really means in

a way that I haven't had before.

Um, so it started in this dream.

Like, I don't-- Like, parts
of the dream are sketchy.

Like, th- like, we're in this hotel,
and then we left the hotel, and we're

kinda going on this kind of hike, and
it was like a nature trail, and it was

dark, and we were going down this…

And I didn't realize this till afterwards.

We're going down this steep, steep path,
and it was snowy, and it's like, I'm

just going like, "Oh, but this is easy.

You just, you just keep
on going with the flow.

You don't try to control it or stop it.

You just kinda just go with
what the path wants you to do,

and you can just run down."

And then I just ran down
and everything, you know.

And then people were like, "Aah."

And then, and then, um

So then this is where it
get, kind of gets weird.

And then at the end, there was, like,
my friend who was kind of like this

Olaf kind of style friend or whatever.

And then, um, you know, but then she
opens up her chest and says, "Oh, look,

I, I, I, you know, I'm trying to…

I really want this attention from
this woman who's on this trail.

And like, you know, I'm gonna kinda reveal
my breasts and kind of attract her."

And it's like, which doesn't make
any sense, but that's what happened.

And then, and then I'm, I'm
like, "Yeah, you know, whatever.

Like, I'm not, not interested in that."

You know, like…

And, and it's like, you know, there's
also like, "Well, okay, we need

to settle up for, you know, who
paid for what and sort that out."

And, and it's kinda like this person
was kind of saying, "Well, that can be

part of the, you know, the barter or
whatever," like, you know, making herself,

himself, itself, whatever, available or…

And, uh, like I don't, don't
really understand that whole part.

And then, um, okay, then it ended.

Then I'm like, "Okay, well,
like, what does this mean?"

And then I just started to, like,
I basically had a life review of

all sexuality and all, like, sexual
limitations and experience and, and

distortion and blah, blah, blah, blah,
blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, right?

And then so I went on this whole trail
of, of, like, looking at everything

And then

You know, w- I don't, I don't remember
all of it, but there, there's one aspect

of like, oh, well, you know, there's
this aspect of me that's, that wants to

receive, like, love from a man, right?

And there's this, you know,
sexual arousal, these…

And I remember that s- situation in
Asheville where the, you know, the

guy thought I was hitting on him.

And well, you know, what
if it's true, right?

And then, like, looking, you know,
just really fully, what if it's true?

You know, where's the judgment?

Where's the resistance?

Where's the…

And just going through and
through and through and through.

And then, like, just being okay with that
of, you know, being homosexual or bisexual

or whatever the sexuality is or, or, and
like, just, uh, like, where's the part

that is a no to having an experience?

Like, what's that about?

Where's the part that wants it?

What's that about?

And just going deeper
and deeper and deeper.

And then where I got to was layer after
layer after layer going into like,

oh, well, this is just the feminine
with me wanting to receive from the

masculine me, and the masculine me
wanting to receive the feminine me.

And then I also saw that all of like,
you know, bondage and discipline and,

like, domination and, and everything
that happens in relationships is really

just about, just a, a fractal of what's
happening within us, of us repressing

our own being, dominating our own being.

You know, the feminine trying to
dominate the masculine or the masculine

trying to dominate the feminine.

And it was just seeing that
everything that plays out in

relationship is just about the
relationship within our own being

And

And then there was all sorts of things
like, you know, okay, well, you know,

oh, I'd like to have sex with Audrey
and, you know, but then I can't.

And then, and then there's
like, you know, will I initiate?

And, you know, then she says no, then
I feel rejected, and what's that about?

And like, why do I feel that?

And, and then I was just going through
the whole thing, and then I'm seeing

this, and this is where it gets deeper,
the, the, the other aspect of the

whole thing, which you already know.

But this whole aspect of where am I in
relationship with action and receiving?

Where am I in receiving?

Where am I really in receiving
and operating from the

feminine aspect of being?

It's like, oh, well, if I wanna sit down
and go do something, whether anything,

like a project or something like that, you
know, it's not about jumping into action.

That's a masculine approach.

And it's like, well, the feminine
approach is, well, let me just feel this.

What would it be like?

You know, let me pull, like
pulling, and then I was like, then

I started pulling into creation

through the, which is a receiving aspect.

And then so it's like, well, yeah, there's
a masculine aspect and a feminine aspect,

but there's, there's a whole distortion
in my field about what comes first, right?

Mm.

And what the real…

And it's like, well, I'm supposed to do
something and then receive what I, what

I'm getting out of what I'm doing, right?

That's what we're taught.

You know, you work and then
you receive from it, right?

Which is very, very distorted.

Whereas what I was getting is like, well,
first I receive, and then when the, the

situation arises, then I take action.

It's the, completely the other way around.

As a, as a, as a generator where I'm
designed to respond, where I'm supposed

to take, you know, get, listen to
guidance and take some sort of action,

then wait to receive, you know, and wait.

Like, there's a, there's a, not
wait to receive, but respond

to whatever's in the field

And then so

Yeah.

So then, so it basically this whole
balance thing, it ties in with all of

us taking any action we take in the
world, any action we take in the world.

And then so parts of what were
coming up were this, you know,

this, this fear of the feminine.

Like, the fear of like how the, the
feminine within me dominate, tries to

dominate the masculine or the masc-
fear of the masculine, the masculine

tries to dominate the feminine.

And just seeing that, that all
that we see play out with us in

relationship with other people.

And then so what I got to with
the whole thing is, well, all

sexuality is just the desire for
the connection within our own being.

Like, there's nothing else outside.

Like, you know, like, you know,
we don't really want that.

Like it's, like there are, well, there's
different layers, but it's n- like that,

that, "Oh, I really want this," you
know, let's say with, let's say with you.

It's actually really I want that
relationship in my own being

between the feminine and masculine
to be there and be whole, which is

really coming back into, into, into

I don't know.

What's the right word for it?

Audree: Balance?

Michael: Balance, yeah

Audree: Unity

Michael: Unity, yeah, obviously

Audree: Can't use the word
harmony anymore- Yeah … 'cause

it has the word harm in it.

Michael: Yeah.

So-

Audree: Duh.

Michael: No wonder why it's false harmony.

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: Ha ha.

So

Audree: Hmm.

Michael: Yeah, so it's really
just coming to this place of

Well, so what happened then was all
this falling away started happening

of, okay, well, I want this or I
want that, or I want this kind of

relationship, or I want that, or I
wanna have sex, or I don't want…

Like, it just, all of it just
sort of dissolving away and just

realizing, well, I just want
the balance within my own being

I just wanna be able to give
and receive with a human being.

Speaker 3: That's my share

Michael: I don't know if
you wanna say anything.

Speaker 3: Am I on pause?

Michael: Um, let me see.

Yeah, you did it correctly.

Good.

Now you're on pause.

Audree: Okay.

Very good.

So as you're talking about this, so-

You know, I've, uh, I've explored this
often, many times for many, many years

about the, the patterns of my childhood
where I grew up and I could see my mom

not, you know, uh, not, you know, uh,
not respecting my father, not trusting

him, thinking he's not y- worthy or
not working hard enough and I saw that

she gets that from, um, my grandfather,
her father, who didn't like my dad

And then I could see how his wife

Has the same sense and
feelings about my grandfather.

This is 'cause it was my step…

They weren't even married,
but we thought they were.

Anyways, longer story.

Um, that she always treated him like that.

Like he didn't work hard
enough, he didn't…

Y- you know, there was always
this he wasn't smart enough.

He was a CPA and owned his…

He had his own little firm,
and they worked together.

But there was this relationship, and
then I saw that the relationship p-

pattern repeating, and then I see that
relationship pattern repeating with me.

The fear of the, the, the man in,
in my life, my partner can't support

me, won't support me, isn't gonna be
enough, isn't strong enough, powerful

enough, ambitious enough, da-da.

You know, so I'm, I've been watching this,
all these patterns play out, and then

as you're talking, I'm like, "Oh, yeah.

It's the play between my masculine
and my feminine, or my feminine

and my masculine," and it's
the same pattern within me.

Like, it was just like this,
you know, like a light bulb went

off while I was listening to you

And then taking in account that I'm a
projector waiting for an invitation.

So my masculine doesn't take action
in the world from, you know, having,

making a, a plan and, uh, you know,
having a goal and achieving a goal.

I wait for the invitation.

And so this whole entire time, this
is my sudden, like, spontaneous

insight that I had in a flash, was
that my feminine is demanding of the

masculine to take action in the world,
but that's not the nature of my being

And, and at the same time, I've been, you
know, my parents when I was 12 years old

told me I have to go get a job because
they're not paying for me anymore.

I'm an adult now.

Could you imagine?

Like, I was 12 years old.

The trauma, the fear, the
shock, the like, like…

So I've been in this do, do, do, achieve,
achieve, achieve, 'cause nobody's

gonna take care of me, and doing it all
wrong from a, from a place of fear and

survival and not in balance, not even
flowing with the universal life force

of the way I was created specifically

You know, that's what they say, like
projectors, it takes them longer because

the conditioned behavior is so profound.

So on this planet, we have one
conditioned behavior, and that is achieve.

Set a goal, achieve it.

Set a goal, achieve it.

Your whole identity is built around it.

Your survival mechanisms
are built around it

Michael: Are you turning
this into a podcast?

Audree: Maybe, I don't know.

But no, the whole…

I'm just sharing this whole
thing, this, you know.

It was like in a flash

Maybe we are.

Is my coffee ready?

Michael: Yeah

Audree: Anyways

Michael: So

Audree: let's just do
non- I, I wanna go deeper.

Michael: Yeah.

Audree: Do you wanna hear
the deeper- Yeah … piece?

Michael: Yeah.

Audree: The masculine and the
feminine, or the feminine and the

masculine, the balance and the
harmony is just an internal reflective

state of the egoic consciousness
and source conscious- Cancel.

You said

Michael: harmony.

Audree: Sorry.

Michael: Balance.

Audree: The balance is just an
internal reflection of the egoic

consciousness and source consciousness

I think it doesn't even have
anything to do with the masculine

and feminine aspects of our being.

It's the complete separation
or the illusion of separation

Michael: Yeah, that's why there's
this duality between balancing the

masculine and feminine and union
between ego conscious- or the, you

know, realizing the misperception of,
of lack of union, separation from the

ego consciousness and source, right?

Audree: And so there is- I
wonder if it even goes between

mind and creator consciousness

Michael: The, the way it feels is
mind is just a mechanism of creation

that got caught up in the mass, in
the crossfire and needs some cleanup

Audree: But it also feels like
its thoughts are its thoughts

Like there seems to be
a larger distortion.

And what I'm getting at, it's not the ba-
it's not the balance between two aspects.

It's-

Michael: It's a balance
of one aspect with itself

… Audree: three.

Michael: Oh.

' Audree: Cause mind, creator
consciousness, source

masculine, feminine, divine or source

There's always some sort of-- There's

The, even in electronics
or el-electricity isn't

Michael: Go on.

Audree: In electricity, aren't there
two currents that create one current?

Do two currents come together
and create a third current?

Michael: Sometimes with trains
they call it the third rail because

there's two rails that are ground
and then the electrical rail.

Mm-hmm.

But it's-- But there's only,
there's only ground and electrical.

It's just the two bottom
ones are the same.

So there's no third, third current.

Anyway, um, so y- what I got, like when
I-- So just feel into it right now.

What does it mean, take to be incarnated?

You need source

You need the creator consciousness
creating this material plane,

and you need the mind to govern
and direct this incarnation.

And so we need all three
operating in six phase frequency

out of the deviated patterns

to function according to
the original intention.

We don't just need source
and creator consciousness.

That's good for the whole universe.

But for our incarnation, we need
the mind, and that is the trinity.

The trinity-- So the, the, oh my
God, where you stand is holy ground.

Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

Michael: Because our existence is an
aspect of the holiness of creation because

we're holding and bringing together

Source consciousness and creator
consciousness together in this incarnated

form within this material plane

Audree: It's miraculous

Michael: And then the within the mind

There's a fractal of the separation,
which is what we perceive and experience

and is a aspect of physical creation of
the masculine and the feminine, right?

There's a masculine power line feminine.

I mean, there, you know, it's there in
the energetic anatomy that this is part

of the design of the incarnated vehicle.

And so what happened with the separation
is there's all these distortions

in the mind that create imbalance.

And we're talking about coming back into
balance within the incarnational being

And with that balance, we're no longer
in the separated distortions, and as a

result of moving towards balance, there's,
there's automatic convergence towards

the unity and the correct functioning.

Audree: That's why when evolutionary
energetics- That's it … turns on in

your system, there's three power currents.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Audree: There's three main chakra
systems that run horizontal

There are three components to a chakra.

A front or back or a up or down.

Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

Audree: And the merkabah in the center.

Three is the magic number, honey.

Mm-hmm.

They wrote a song about it

Michael: So this is why going back to,
to oneness, why Bhagwan says, "Oh, the

imprint of your mother and your father
is the basis for all relationships."

Mm-hmm.

What he wasn't-- He didn't me- I
mean, it's, you know, he's Indian, so

there's translation issues and so on.

But what he, I think what he was
trying to express is the, the

relationship with the masculine, the
relationship with the feminine within

your own being is the imprint, is
the kind of the clear undistorted

version of that, that teaching.

I mean, yes, there's literal stuff
from your father, and yes, there's

literal stuff from your mother, but
that's not the full complexity of it.

It's like all the past lives and-

Audree: It's just the psychological

Michael: imprint

… Audree: multidimensional experience.

Yeah.

The modeling of behavior
of your parents is

Michael: imprinted- Right.

But I'm saying

Audree: that's- … beyond the DNA.

Michael: Yeah.

And so what I'm saying is there's a,
there's, there's many, many aspects

that form what's needed to come
into balance between the masculine

and feminine within our being.

It's not just our parents and our
relationship with our parents.

Like, that's the thing.

Like, it's a big…

It's like a-- It's kinda like in, you
know, human design, the sun is really

important, but the sun is not everything.

Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

Michael: Yeah.

Right.

And so when I think about, you know, even
some of our advanced students, you know,

you know, really s- seeking relationship
and wanting relationship and, and that

you know, there's nothing wrong
with that, and at the same time

that this-- there's a signal there.

There's a much deeper signal
that can be listened to, to

support the evolutionary journey

And, and I don't think it's an easy
one to find 'cause our, you know,

our, our students have not been
very successful at finding it with

the level of training they have.

Um

And, and I think there's also this, this,
this fractal to it of, uh, of like rel-

you know, we're here for relationship.

We're supposed to be in relationship.

We're h- here to co-create with
others, so there's a, there's

an essence of truth to it.

But we can't get to the truth
of co-creating the way we're

meant to co-create- And-

until we're clear of the distortion or to
the extent we're clear of the distortion.

Right, until

Audree: there's balance in our own being.

Michael: Yeah, how can we

Audree: have- Because then your
perception changes of the other.

Michael: Right.

How can we be in a balanced relationship
with another human being when we're

n- we do not have that balance
within our own being, with our own

relationship with our own being?

The love of the masculine aspect of
our being, of the feminine aspect,

you know, it, you know, I mean,
for me, it's not even just love.

I mean, you know, the starting place
of that relationship is fear, you know,

fear of the feminine projected outwards.

' Audree: Cause I'm scary.

Michael: Yeah.

Nothing to do with Audrey.

She's just joking, of course.

But I take it literally, so
doesn't register that the joke.

I'm

Audree: hard on you.

But that's not- Because I'm hard
on, because that's the patterning

of my family, and that's the,
the first imprint that I had.

Even the first imprint I had was my
mother was not married to my father.

Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

Audree: and the imbalance in my own being

I want to get back to something as well.

We have to understand that we're animals

You call it the meat suit

Michael: I remember in the, the
level one leadership training,

I'd say, "You are a mammal.

I'm not trying to insult anyone,
but you're a mammal, and because

of that you have a fight or
flight sys-" Remember that?

Audree: Right.

Michael: That was really funny.

Uh-huh.

People go like, "What?

He's calling me a mammal."

Like, "Wait, I am a mammal.

What?"

You,

Audree: you, I, I just, you're such

Michael: a- That cracks me up

… Audree: you are such a brilliant teacher.

I just want you to know
how brilliant you are.

Michael: Well,

Audree: I just, like Chris-

Michael: That is a pure, great
example … oh, that's why

Audree: it's coming up, 'cause

Michael: one of our students
is doing a class today.

Audree: Oh, really?

Michael: Yeah, yeah,
today and tomorrow, yeah.

Audree: Oh, no wonder.

Michael: Yeah.

And so, uh-

Audree: So we're taking a-

Michael: I wonder if
he, I won- I wonder if

Audree: that- … leading
evolutionary organizations

training … I wonder if that, I

Michael: wonder if that person says it.

You're a mammal.

Audree: So we're, we're, you know,
we're talking about you're, you

started this with, like, the whole
sexual thing, and I remember in, uh,

my, uh, university science class, my
teacher came in and she said, "You

know, humans are direct descendants
of a certain, uh, species of, of-

Not apes, monkeys.

I forgot the name

Michael: The aliens?

N- Non-Terrans?

Audree: No, th- like Neanderthal.

Uh, like going back
even further than that.

Mm-hmm.

Like the Neanderthal is, is, uh,
a direct descendant genetically,

g- g- a genetic lineage of a,
a certain species of monkeys.

And this certain species
of monkeys are, uh

Not asexual, not homosexual.

They are, they have, these monkeys
have sex with the, the males

have sex with each other, the
females- Oh, bono, bono … Yes.

Yes.

I forgot.

Then- Bono

Michael: something?

Audree: Bono somethings, yeah.

And she said, "You have to remember
that we are animal in nature."

Like, the, our, our physical, physical
bodies are still very primitive, and

we have primitive genetic dispositions,
and this is the, the species that

we are genetically related to.

It's-

Michael: Bonobos.

Audree: Yeah.

And she said, she's, she said, "So being
homosexual is not a label; it is just a,

an animal, a, a, an animalistic instinct
or a primal instinct within your being."

And when I think about that, it's our
bodies are seeking, you know, we have

sex for many different reasons, but for
dominance, for pleasure, for connection.

Yes, go ahead.

Michael: So just, I mean, I'm,
I'm looking, I, I'm looking up

in this, you know, on, on Google.

Audree: See, I think we should turn
this into a- Yeah … a w- a, a podcast.

Well,

Michael: it already did.

You're gonna figure out later
where to start it and so on, but,

um- … maybe it's the whole thing.

Anyway.

It's the whole thing.

Ni- It's fine

98, 90, bono- bonobos- Mm-hmm … uh,
this class of monkey, sharing 98.7%

of their DNA with humans.

Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

Michael: Um, in fact, bisexual and
same-sex behavior is a fundamentally

widespread characteristic of
their society, functioning far

beyond reproduction, right?

Um, so up to 75% of bonobo sexual
behavior is non-reproductive and

purely for pleasure or social bonding.

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: Oh, conflict resolution.

I don't, I…

They famously use sexual contact
to diffuse tension, greet each

other, and reconcile after fights.

Audree: Oh.

Michael: There you go.

There you go.

Make up sex for the win.

Audree: Make up sex for the win.

It's the best kind of sex.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Audree: Speaking as an Italian

Michael: Anyway, so.

Mm-hmm.

So, but, and I think, so what's
happening here is that, you know,

as, you know, a meat suit, there's an
aspect of your being that's incarnated

for being in the world to enjoy the
pleasures of being in this world.

You know, eating the
food, seeing the vistas,

experiencing-

Audree: Listening, listening to music

… Michael: yeah, experiencing
touch, creating art, experiencing

art, you know, sexual pleasure.

Like, it's just part of the, you
know, I think the, the she talked

to about it, you know, we're
designed to live like gods, right?

And if you think about gods, they
were just doing whatever they

wanted for their own pleasure.

Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

Michael: And so, you know, when we
start to understand that, that's what,

that's what the sexuality's about.

It's not about survival.

It's not about the, the
deviated, distorted lack that

we experience or the neediness.

It's not about that.

It's just like, "Oh, I wanna have sex now.

Okay, great.

Let's have sex."

Like, it's like, it's
like that kind of thing.

It's like, just like, "Oh, I
wanna have a piece of fruit.

I'll have a piece of fruit."

Like, there's no-

Audree: And enjoying the mango.

Michael: Yeah.

Mm.

Audree: Juicy, sweet.

Mm-hmm.

Yeah.

The texture is soft.

Michael: And so, so the point's
not to go out and have this, you

know, orgasmic mango experience,
which you could, and some people do.

That's not the point.

The point is to use the tools
to look within for where is

the imbalance in my being.

Where is the lack?

Where is the ur?

Where is the, the survival?

Right Where is the

Audree: neediness?

Michael: So

Audree: you're not, you're not seeking
outside of yourself to- … to tr-

to try to heal or fill- … fill
or transform, transmute something.

You're doing it internally first so
that when you do have the experience

outside of yourself, it's not distorted.

Michael: Right.

So everybody goes like,
"Oh, I wanna be whole.

I wanna be whole.

I wanna be whole.

But I gotta go have this relationship
because I don't feel whole."

It's like, what?

What?

Like, what?

Like, I- I'm just looking at
it kind of on the surface.

It's like, whoa.

You know, well, I, I guess you don't
really wanna focus on being whole.

That's not the priority, which is okay.

Mm.

The priority is, is using a
relationship to feel more complete.

Audree: I wanna go back to something that-

Michael: I've done that.

You've done that.

Mm.

That's technical term.

Audree: Normal.

I did it with you.

Sorry

Michael: It's all right.

You're perfect.

Audree: I wanna go back to something

Michael: Oh wait, I'm perfect too.

That's a harder one, but
I think I'm getting there

Audree: Mm.

You are perfect

Michael: Right?

We can't accept that we're perfect

so much judgment

or self-hatred

feel that

Bill runs with it and says, "Okay,
I'll think I'm perfect all the time.

I'm perfect.

I'm perfect.

I'm perfect."

It's like, "No, no, no,
no, no, no, no, no."

We're just saying just
see where you're not.

Just keep on looking where
you don't think you're perfect

That's the journey.

Because when you realize you
are perfect, then you're whole

I think I'm talking to myself now

Audree: Well, Michael's doing this
all We tell our students this journey

is about transmuting, healing, and
transforming the egoic consciousness

back into its original intention

which is creator consciousness

Where it understands
completely, fully, 100%

Michael: Yeah, and

yeah.

And, and then the, uh, what
we've been in for, I guess, for

the last week is understanding.

And when you're done with that
then you can deal with the mind.

Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

Michael: Then you're,
like, in the next phase.

Audree: What, and the reason being is
because the mind is physical, physical.

The way your neurotransmitters
in your brain are formed

That is what the mind is dependent on

And so it's the most
dense aspect of our being.

And how, how amazing is it?

Like, this is miraculous.

Our brain has neuroplasticity,
means that it, it changes.

It's malleable.

Neurotransmitters are designed
to shut off, dissolve, and reform

based on frequency

Speaker 3: Mm-hmm

Audree: That's like miraculous

It's like the computer, the
hardware in the computer can change

Michael: I, I'm just getting something
else, which is the energetics come first.

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: Right?

That there's a wholeness at the
level of source consciousness and

the ego consciousness purified
into creator consciousness.

Audree: I'm

Michael: like- And when that's whole-

Audree: I'm like, I'm like
whispering, "Do you hear that?

Um, do you hear that?"

What?

I'm just teasing.

I'm teasing one of my students right now.

Michael: Oh, okay.

' Audree: Cause I love her so much.

Michael: By my pay grade.

So

Audree: It's weird to
say students, by the way.

They're not students.

Michael: No, they're
ascended masters in training.

Audree: Yeah.

I am a-

It's our group of ascended masters.

That's what I was trying to get at.

Where-

Michael: I think we
should get rid of students

… Audree: yeah.

Where you stand- Just fire them

Michael: all

… Audree: where you stand is holy ground

That's what I wanted to get at And
just have ascended masters in training.

Well, people can't enter into that.

It's hard for them to hold.

Or the ego goes on a ride, so I don't,

I don't like that.

Anyways, I wanna … This is very
important, 'cause this is part of it.

Joel Goldsmith would say this:
"Where you stand is holy ground."

Do you live your life in this truth?

Where you stand is holy ground

Speaker 3: I once

Audree: had this dream where I was walking
on the earth, and every step that I took,

this beautiful crystalline flower would
rise up from the earth underneath my feet

Could you imagine if we walked the
earth like this every single moment?

Where you stand is holy ground,
and you take the next step.

Where I stand is holy ground,

and take the next step

Where I stand is holy ground

That's how I see the people
that come to this work.

They're not our students.

They are ascended masters in training,
or they're ascended masters that

are just having a life experience,
experience in the physical realm.

Like we are that

And we're just veiled up for a moment
so we can have these experiences and

this work is about coming back to that
knowing where I stand is holy ground.

Like that's been my prayer for so long

Michael: And that's the understanding
of the perfection of our being

And it is the perfection of our being
in the sense of that's what and who

we are right now and have always been

And as we let go of the
misperceptions that we're not

that, the perceptions,
misperceptions held in the egoic

consciousness, misperceptions held

within the mind

I was thinking even about this,
this technology we call Get Clear.

It's a bit of a misnomer

If you think about the term
get clear, it's biased towards

the mask and action side.

I'm gonna do something here

Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

Michael: Whereas you know, if you truly
look at all the, the different versions

of the technique it's really just about

Doing nothing and just being in awareness.

Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

Michael: So I don't know what the
correct, you know, reading would

be for that, but be in awareness.

Like,

Even, even like the, uh, or
even like nervous resets.

Like, you know, don't do anything,
just be in awareness of breath

Audree: Well, all the tools are
just deep awareness techniques.

Because awareness, blah, blah,
blah, awareness is the primary

mechanism for evolution.

Michael: Y- y- yes, and,
and also energetics.

Like, that's the whole,
you know, weird binary.

Like, remember the, the, the, where
we talked about the ratchet one?

You have to

Audree: understand that awareness is-

Michael: Is energy

Audree: is energy.

Michael: And energy is awareness,

Audree: and- It's mind, and it's physical.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Audree: It's all … There we go.

It's the magic three

When you come into awareness, that
aspect- Uh-huh … that in- Yeah … in

psychology they call it the observer,
that observer is higher consciousness.

It's source consciousness.

So it's a higher vibrational frequency
coming in, and the awareness is that lower

vibrational frequency that, that shows
up as pain in the body, so it's physical.

Hurt and wounding, it's emotional.

It's the mind

And awareness is that energy
frequency that dissolves the

crystalline structures energetically.

It unlocks the, the physical clenching
or the whatever the, the, the

imbalance is in the physical body.

It releases the emotions

That's why awareness is the
technology to shift consciousness.

Michael: The primary technology-

Audree: Yeah

… Michael: of evolution.

Audree: And that's why every single
teacher teaches it, yet nobody actually

talks about what the mechanics are.

I don't even know if they know

Michael: what the mechanics are.

Right.

Well, we don't really
teach people to be in

We don't, we never tell
people to be in awareness.

No.

We teach people mechanics of awareness.

Audree: Yeah.

And then we say, "Did you notice
this is what you're doing?"

Then we unpack it

Even the transformational audios

are part awareness, part just letting go

Michael: Oh

Oh, actually they are awareness too.

I'll tell you how

What does she do for us?

Hmm.

Is what they say.

Is they say, "Look, we're just
gonna hold you in this awareness."

That awareness is the frequency, right?

They're holding--
They're-- That awareness-

Audree: And they just point
out things to us- Yeah.

Let, let- … so we have deeper awareness

… Michael: slow, slow, slow,
slow, slow, slow down.

Okay.

Audree: I'm excited.

Michael: You are excited, yeah.

Audree: Hmm.

Michael: Like everything's
just opening and unfolding

right now live on the podcast.

Well, it's not live, but recorded.

All right.

So, and so what I got right now
is in the transformational audios

we with our vibrational frequency
are holding the awareness of what is

going on for everyone listening to it.

And so it still is awareness
that's unbinding, and the awareness

unfolds through the energetic.

So people experience
these audios as energetics

Right?

And that comes back to what you said
with Joel's when we understand that

we're perfect and we truly can recognize
the perfection of every being on this

planet, regardless of in the deviation,
out of the deviation, and so on

Audree: The truth of what and who they are

… Michael: then at that point, that
frequency is being transmitted

through our awareness alone.

There's nothing to do.

You don't need to pray for anyone.

You don't need to send them energy.

You don't need to, you know, heal
the body with an energetic technique.

You can just hold the
frequency of awareness

And so this reminds me of, I mean,
it feels like this is like the

everything's integrating right now.

And this is the step-by-step
journey of refining our awareness,

is the step-by-step journey
of increasing our frequency.

And that, that's why the energy tools
alone do not work, because we need--

Those are just there to help us boost
our awareness so we can apply the

awareness, so the system can unfold to
higher levels of energetic frequency.

Audree: It also holds you in the frequency
and dissolves some of the patterning

that's in the way so you can do the work.

Like, it's the-- It--
What I, what I see is

Somebody comes in and
they're deeply unstable

And they're stuck in the, in the lie.

And what the, the transformational
audios do or the light codes, what

they do is they clear away all the shit

So the person can stabilize and
their vibration is higher because

things are cleared out enough

So they could start the journey

Speaker 3: Uh-huh

Audree: Me working tech.

Michael: This is what we need
the evolution of conscious for.

So, Bobby could learn how to mute the
microphone- Mm-hmm … for sneezes.

Speaker 3: Well,

Michael: I guess we're successful.

Check.

Yeah, so what's going on for me is
I'm, uh, I don't know if anyone can

feel this, but just really tuning into

The awareness that exists right now
of the aspect of my being that's

fully healed and transformed in s-

Audree: Yeah

… Michael: higher frequency.

Audree: You have to understand,
I'm not talking to you, I'm

talking to the audience.

You've never done anything wrong.

I'll repeat this

You've never done anything wrong

You've never done anything wrong

And you may look upon your life
and say, "Well, I did this, and

I did this, and I did this."

You're gonna argue

That you deserve eternal punishment

And you can choose that if you'd like

Or you can choose something different

You can choose another journey.

You can choose another perspective.

Speaker 3: Mm.

Audree: You can choose to let go
of the guilt and the shame and the

misperception of your own being

And in the beginning,
it might be difficult or

challenging m-- and that's okay

And you'll come in and out

Yet eventually your
neurotransmitters will change

Michael: I'm just looking at,
uh, how I've, in my life, held

this deep allegiance to having
done so many things wrong

You know, in the Christian teaching,
you know, it's alleged that Jesus

said, "Turn, turn the other cheek."

You know, if someone slaps
you, turn the other cheek, let

them slap your other cheek.

And, you know, I've always said, "Well,
this is not humanly possible," right?

You need elevated consciousness for this.

And, uh

And you know, in a similar way,
you know, looking at your own life

And being able to see
the perfection in them

Audree: It's difficult
to, to actually see that

Michael: Well, that's what I'm saying.

It's, you know, not-- It's like, you
know, seemingly not humanly possible.

And, and there's a truth to that
because, you know, really what we

define as humanly possible or human
capability is the deviated, distorted

allegiance to limitation human being.

Um, so, uh, I think the, you
know, part of the lie is that

human is limitation, right?

And I think I'm just se-seeing right
now there's this deep allegiance

to, well, you know, all humans are
flawed, and we're just struggling,

and, you know, we screw up our lives
and do all sorts of things wrong.

This is a

Audree: prison planet.

Michael: Yeah.

You know, also, and, uh, and,
you know, we have such a deep

allegiance to that belief system.

You know, what we're saying,
you know, what if it were true?

Audree: Oh, don't touch that.

Michael: What if it were true

That we just need to see

That we're limiting our own being.

And we're limiting others That we're just
choosing, we're just choosing to believe.

Like, like who, who, who are you to
judge your life to say you made this

mistake and you did this stupid thing
and this thing turned out badly?

Well, yeah, at a surface level,
yes, and yet do you know the

gift that was in there for you?

And I think, you know, there's
a, I- Or do you know the

Audree: complexities of creation, how
that might have had to have happened?

You don't know.

Michael: And like I'm looking at this
now and I'm seeing, of course, you can

only see the challenge of the situation
because until you open up with your

awareness to receive the gift, you
don't have the gift of that situation.

You don't have the gift
of that experience.

You don't have the lesson that was
there for you in that moment that

you've been so busy fighting that
you haven't opened up to receive it

And we're caught up in this maze of the
mind and the conditioning of society,

and life is supposed to be like this,
and this is how I figure things out, and

You know, I'm just thinking of a couple of
our dance students right now are in this

situation, and they're, they- you know,
'cause they're, they're realizing that

they're, they're chasing their own tails

And they're going, "What?

This doesn't make any sense.

What am I doing?"

Well, we're coming up to time

It's a big joke, of course

Audree: It's time

It's me.

Speaker 3: Oh

Michael: Would it take three
minutes for the two mantra?

Thank you for joining us.

Bless Be Evolutionary

Creators and Guests

Audree Tara Sahota
Host
Audree Tara Sahota
I was born with mystical gifts I learned to hide from a world that wasn't ready, the weird kid teaching Samadhi at slumber parties while trying to make sense of being different. Almost a decade in formal healing training, a graduate of the Barbara Brennan Collage of Healing. Five years on a Chicago medical team, healing what Western medicine couldn't touch. In 2009 I received Evolutionary Energetics, yet discovering it and embodying it are completely different. I've done the messy work: dissolved my ego, healed my deepest patterns, trusted guidance I couldn't see when everything rational screamed not to. I'm not a guru with all the answers. I'm a real person who happened to be born remembering cosmic truth, walked the uncomfortable path of living it, and learned how to make it practical.
Michael K Sahota
Host
Michael K Sahota
Raised with logic and science, I started as the ultimate skeptic. In my AI PhD program, I discovered that human vision and cognition is controlled hallucination; we literally make up reality. After years in software architecture and management roles leading organizational transformations, the pattern became clear: the consciousness of the leader creates culture, culture creates outcomes. I hit the truth: I was the limiting factor in every change initiative. Meeting Audree transformed everything as our opposite approaches unlocked something extraordinary. Through 100+ leadership trainings, we didn't create this work, we received it, download by download, in an unfolding evolutionary process. I've done the messy work: learned to trust direct experience over logic, followed guidance that made no rational sense. I'm not a guru with all the answers. My passion is the mechanics of creation. I'm the bridge between worlds, translating cosmic downloads into step-by-step practical tools.
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