The Right Relationship Won't Make You Whole
Michael: So I guess this, in the
end, is about, 'cause where I ended
up was a transformational audio for
balancing the masculine and feminine
and a deeper understanding what
that, that kind of really means in
a way that I haven't had before.
Um, so it started in this dream.
Like, I don't-- Like, parts
of the dream are sketchy.
Like, th- like, we're in this hotel,
and then we left the hotel, and we're
kinda going on this kind of hike, and
it was like a nature trail, and it was
dark, and we were going down thisâ¦
And I didn't realize this till afterwards.
We're going down this steep, steep path,
and it was snowy, and it's like, I'm
just going like, "Oh, but this is easy.
You just, you just keep
on going with the flow.
You don't try to control it or stop it.
You just kinda just go with
what the path wants you to do,
and you can just run down."
And then I just ran down
and everything, you know.
And then people were like, "Aah."
And then, and then, um
So then this is where it
get, kind of gets weird.
And then at the end, there was, like,
my friend who was kind of like this
Olaf kind of style friend or whatever.
And then, um, you know, but then she
opens up her chest and says, "Oh, look,
I, I, I, you know, I'm trying toâ¦
I really want this attention from
this woman who's on this trail.
And like, you know, I'm gonna kinda reveal
my breasts and kind of attract her."
And it's like, which doesn't make
any sense, but that's what happened.
And then, and then I'm, I'm
like, "Yeah, you know, whatever.
Like, I'm not, not interested in that."
You know, likeâ¦
And, and it's like, you know, there's
also like, "Well, okay, we need
to settle up for, you know, who
paid for what and sort that out."
And, and it's kinda like this person
was kind of saying, "Well, that can be
part of the, you know, the barter or
whatever," like, you know, making herself,
himself, itself, whatever, available orâ¦
And, uh, like I don't, don't
really understand that whole part.
And then, um, okay, then it ended.
Then I'm like, "Okay, well,
like, what does this mean?"
And then I just started to, like,
I basically had a life review of
all sexuality and all, like, sexual
limitations and experience and, and
distortion and blah, blah, blah, blah,
blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, right?
And then so I went on this whole trail
of, of, like, looking at everything
And then
You know, w- I don't, I don't remember
all of it, but there, there's one aspect
of like, oh, well, you know, there's
this aspect of me that's, that wants to
receive, like, love from a man, right?
And there's this, you know,
sexual arousal, theseâ¦
And I remember that s- situation in
Asheville where the, you know, the
guy thought I was hitting on him.
And well, you know, what
if it's true, right?
And then, like, looking, you know,
just really fully, what if it's true?
You know, where's the judgment?
Where's the resistance?
Where's theâ¦
And just going through and
through and through and through.
And then, like, just being okay with that
of, you know, being homosexual or bisexual
or whatever the sexuality is or, or, and
like, just, uh, like, where's the part
that is a no to having an experience?
Like, what's that about?
Where's the part that wants it?
What's that about?
And just going deeper
and deeper and deeper.
And then where I got to was layer after
layer after layer going into like,
oh, well, this is just the feminine
with me wanting to receive from the
masculine me, and the masculine me
wanting to receive the feminine me.
And then I also saw that all of like,
you know, bondage and discipline and,
like, domination and, and everything
that happens in relationships is really
just about, just a, a fractal of what's
happening within us, of us repressing
our own being, dominating our own being.
You know, the feminine trying to
dominate the masculine or the masculine
trying to dominate the feminine.
And it was just seeing that
everything that plays out in
relationship is just about the
relationship within our own being
And
And then there was all sorts of things
like, you know, okay, well, you know,
oh, I'd like to have sex with Audrey
and, you know, but then I can't.
And then, and then there's
like, you know, will I initiate?
And, you know, then she says no, then
I feel rejected, and what's that about?
And like, why do I feel that?
And, and then I was just going through
the whole thing, and then I'm seeing
this, and this is where it gets deeper,
the, the, the other aspect of the
whole thing, which you already know.
But this whole aspect of where am I in
relationship with action and receiving?
Where am I in receiving?
Where am I really in receiving
and operating from the
feminine aspect of being?
It's like, oh, well, if I wanna sit down
and go do something, whether anything,
like a project or something like that, you
know, it's not about jumping into action.
That's a masculine approach.
And it's like, well, the feminine
approach is, well, let me just feel this.
What would it be like?
You know, let me pull, like
pulling, and then I was like, then
I started pulling into creation
through the, which is a receiving aspect.
And then so it's like, well, yeah, there's
a masculine aspect and a feminine aspect,
but there's, there's a whole distortion
in my field about what comes first, right?
Mm.
And what the realâ¦
And it's like, well, I'm supposed to do
something and then receive what I, what
I'm getting out of what I'm doing, right?
That's what we're taught.
You know, you work and then
you receive from it, right?
Which is very, very distorted.
Whereas what I was getting is like, well,
first I receive, and then when the, the
situation arises, then I take action.
It's the, completely the other way around.
As a, as a, as a generator where I'm
designed to respond, where I'm supposed
to take, you know, get, listen to
guidance and take some sort of action,
then wait to receive, you know, and wait.
Like, there's a, there's a, not
wait to receive, but respond
to whatever's in the field
And then so
Yeah.
So then, so it basically this whole
balance thing, it ties in with all of
us taking any action we take in the
world, any action we take in the world.
And then so parts of what were
coming up were this, you know,
this, this fear of the feminine.
Like, the fear of like how the, the
feminine within me dominate, tries to
dominate the masculine or the masc-
fear of the masculine, the masculine
tries to dominate the feminine.
And just seeing that, that all
that we see play out with us in
relationship with other people.
And then so what I got to with
the whole thing is, well, all
sexuality is just the desire for
the connection within our own being.
Like, there's nothing else outside.
Like, you know, like, you know,
we don't really want that.
Like it's, like there are, well, there's
different layers, but it's n- like that,
that, "Oh, I really want this," you
know, let's say with, let's say with you.
It's actually really I want that
relationship in my own being
between the feminine and masculine
to be there and be whole, which is
really coming back into, into, into
I don't know.
What's the right word for it?
Audree: Balance?
Michael: Balance, yeah
Audree: Unity
Michael: Unity, yeah, obviously
Audree: Can't use the word
harmony anymore- Yeah ⦠'cause
it has the word harm in it.
Michael: Yeah.
So-
Audree: Duh.
Michael: No wonder why it's false harmony.
Audree: Yeah.
Michael: Ha ha.
So
Audree: Hmm.
Michael: Yeah, so it's really
just coming to this place of
Well, so what happened then was all
this falling away started happening
of, okay, well, I want this or I
want that, or I want this kind of
relationship, or I want that, or I
wanna have sex, or I don't wantâ¦
Like, it just, all of it just
sort of dissolving away and just
realizing, well, I just want
the balance within my own being
I just wanna be able to give
and receive with a human being.
Speaker 3: That's my share
Michael: I don't know if
you wanna say anything.
Speaker 3: Am I on pause?
Michael: Um, let me see.
Yeah, you did it correctly.
Good.
Now you're on pause.
Audree: Okay.
Very good.
So as you're talking about this, so-
You know, I've, uh, I've explored this
often, many times for many, many years
about the, the patterns of my childhood
where I grew up and I could see my mom
not, you know, uh, not, you know, uh,
not respecting my father, not trusting
him, thinking he's not y- worthy or
not working hard enough and I saw that
she gets that from, um, my grandfather,
her father, who didn't like my dad
And then I could see how his wife
Has the same sense and
feelings about my grandfather.
This is 'cause it was my stepâ¦
They weren't even married,
but we thought they were.
Anyways, longer story.
Um, that she always treated him like that.
Like he didn't work hard
enough, he didn'tâ¦
Y- you know, there was always
this he wasn't smart enough.
He was a CPA and owned hisâ¦
He had his own little firm,
and they worked together.
But there was this relationship, and
then I saw that the relationship p-
pattern repeating, and then I see that
relationship pattern repeating with me.
The fear of the, the, the man in,
in my life, my partner can't support
me, won't support me, isn't gonna be
enough, isn't strong enough, powerful
enough, ambitious enough, da-da.
You know, so I'm, I've been watching this,
all these patterns play out, and then
as you're talking, I'm like, "Oh, yeah.
It's the play between my masculine
and my feminine, or my feminine
and my masculine," and it's
the same pattern within me.
Like, it was just like this,
you know, like a light bulb went
off while I was listening to you
And then taking in account that I'm a
projector waiting for an invitation.
So my masculine doesn't take action
in the world from, you know, having,
making a, a plan and, uh, you know,
having a goal and achieving a goal.
I wait for the invitation.
And so this whole entire time, this
is my sudden, like, spontaneous
insight that I had in a flash, was
that my feminine is demanding of the
masculine to take action in the world,
but that's not the nature of my being
And, and at the same time, I've been, you
know, my parents when I was 12 years old
told me I have to go get a job because
they're not paying for me anymore.
I'm an adult now.
Could you imagine?
Like, I was 12 years old.
The trauma, the fear, the
shock, the like, likeâ¦
So I've been in this do, do, do, achieve,
achieve, achieve, 'cause nobody's
gonna take care of me, and doing it all
wrong from a, from a place of fear and
survival and not in balance, not even
flowing with the universal life force
of the way I was created specifically
You know, that's what they say, like
projectors, it takes them longer because
the conditioned behavior is so profound.
So on this planet, we have one
conditioned behavior, and that is achieve.
Set a goal, achieve it.
Set a goal, achieve it.
Your whole identity is built around it.
Your survival mechanisms
are built around it
Michael: Are you turning
this into a podcast?
Audree: Maybe, I don't know.
But no, the wholeâ¦
I'm just sharing this whole
thing, this, you know.
It was like in a flash
Maybe we are.
Is my coffee ready?
Michael: Yeah
Audree: Anyways
Michael: So
Audree: let's just do
non- I, I wanna go deeper.
Michael: Yeah.
Audree: Do you wanna hear
the deeper- Yeah ⦠piece?
Michael: Yeah.
Audree: The masculine and the
feminine, or the feminine and the
masculine, the balance and the
harmony is just an internal reflective
state of the egoic consciousness
and source conscious- Cancel.
You said
Michael: harmony.
Audree: Sorry.
Michael: Balance.
Audree: The balance is just an
internal reflection of the egoic
consciousness and source consciousness
I think it doesn't even have
anything to do with the masculine
and feminine aspects of our being.
It's the complete separation
or the illusion of separation
Michael: Yeah, that's why there's
this duality between balancing the
masculine and feminine and union
between ego conscious- or the, you
know, realizing the misperception of,
of lack of union, separation from the
ego consciousness and source, right?
Audree: And so there is- I
wonder if it even goes between
mind and creator consciousness
Michael: The, the way it feels is
mind is just a mechanism of creation
that got caught up in the mass, in
the crossfire and needs some cleanup
Audree: But it also feels like
its thoughts are its thoughts
Like there seems to be
a larger distortion.
And what I'm getting at, it's not the ba-
it's not the balance between two aspects.
It's-
Michael: It's a balance
of one aspect with itself
⦠Audree: three.
Michael: Oh.
' Audree: Cause mind, creator
consciousness, source
masculine, feminine, divine or source
There's always some sort of-- There's
The, even in electronics
or el-electricity isn't
Michael: Go on.
Audree: In electricity, aren't there
two currents that create one current?
Do two currents come together
and create a third current?
Michael: Sometimes with trains
they call it the third rail because
there's two rails that are ground
and then the electrical rail.
Mm-hmm.
But it's-- But there's only,
there's only ground and electrical.
It's just the two bottom
ones are the same.
So there's no third, third current.
Anyway, um, so y- what I got, like when
I-- So just feel into it right now.
What does it mean, take to be incarnated?
You need source
You need the creator consciousness
creating this material plane,
and you need the mind to govern
and direct this incarnation.
And so we need all three
operating in six phase frequency
out of the deviated patterns
to function according to
the original intention.
We don't just need source
and creator consciousness.
That's good for the whole universe.
But for our incarnation, we need
the mind, and that is the trinity.
The trinity-- So the, the, oh my
God, where you stand is holy ground.
Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.
Michael: Because our existence is an
aspect of the holiness of creation because
we're holding and bringing together
Source consciousness and creator
consciousness together in this incarnated
form within this material plane
Audree: It's miraculous
Michael: And then the within the mind
There's a fractal of the separation,
which is what we perceive and experience
and is a aspect of physical creation of
the masculine and the feminine, right?
There's a masculine power line feminine.
I mean, there, you know, it's there in
the energetic anatomy that this is part
of the design of the incarnated vehicle.
And so what happened with the separation
is there's all these distortions
in the mind that create imbalance.
And we're talking about coming back into
balance within the incarnational being
And with that balance, we're no longer
in the separated distortions, and as a
result of moving towards balance, there's,
there's automatic convergence towards
the unity and the correct functioning.
Audree: That's why when evolutionary
energetics- That's it ⦠turns on in
your system, there's three power currents.
Michael: Mm-hmm.
Audree: There's three main chakra
systems that run horizontal
There are three components to a chakra.
A front or back or a up or down.
Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.
Audree: And the merkabah in the center.
Three is the magic number, honey.
Mm-hmm.
They wrote a song about it
Michael: So this is why going back to,
to oneness, why Bhagwan says, "Oh, the
imprint of your mother and your father
is the basis for all relationships."
Mm-hmm.
What he wasn't-- He didn't me- I
mean, it's, you know, he's Indian, so
there's translation issues and so on.
But what he, I think what he was
trying to express is the, the
relationship with the masculine, the
relationship with the feminine within
your own being is the imprint, is
the kind of the clear undistorted
version of that, that teaching.
I mean, yes, there's literal stuff
from your father, and yes, there's
literal stuff from your mother, but
that's not the full complexity of it.
It's like all the past lives and-
Audree: It's just the psychological
Michael: imprint
⦠Audree: multidimensional experience.
Yeah.
The modeling of behavior
of your parents is
Michael: imprinted- Right.
But I'm saying
Audree: that's- ⦠beyond the DNA.
Michael: Yeah.
And so what I'm saying is there's a,
there's, there's many, many aspects
that form what's needed to come
into balance between the masculine
and feminine within our being.
It's not just our parents and our
relationship with our parents.
Like, that's the thing.
Like, it's a bigâ¦
It's like a-- It's kinda like in, you
know, human design, the sun is really
important, but the sun is not everything.
Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.
Michael: Yeah.
Right.
And so when I think about, you know, even
some of our advanced students, you know,
you know, really s- seeking relationship
and wanting relationship and, and that
you know, there's nothing wrong
with that, and at the same time
that this-- there's a signal there.
There's a much deeper signal
that can be listened to, to
support the evolutionary journey
And, and I don't think it's an easy
one to find 'cause our, you know,
our, our students have not been
very successful at finding it with
the level of training they have.
Um
And, and I think there's also this, this,
this fractal to it of, uh, of like rel-
you know, we're here for relationship.
We're supposed to be in relationship.
We're h- here to co-create with
others, so there's a, there's
an essence of truth to it.
But we can't get to the truth
of co-creating the way we're
meant to co-create- And-
until we're clear of the distortion or to
the extent we're clear of the distortion.
Right, until
Audree: there's balance in our own being.
Michael: Yeah, how can we
Audree: have- Because then your
perception changes of the other.
Michael: Right.
How can we be in a balanced relationship
with another human being when we're
n- we do not have that balance
within our own being, with our own
relationship with our own being?
The love of the masculine aspect of
our being, of the feminine aspect,
you know, it, you know, I mean,
for me, it's not even just love.
I mean, you know, the starting place
of that relationship is fear, you know,
fear of the feminine projected outwards.
' Audree: Cause I'm scary.
Michael: Yeah.
Nothing to do with Audrey.
She's just joking, of course.
But I take it literally, so
doesn't register that the joke.
I'm
Audree: hard on you.
But that's not- Because I'm hard
on, because that's the patterning
of my family, and that's the,
the first imprint that I had.
Even the first imprint I had was my
mother was not married to my father.
Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.
Audree: and the imbalance in my own being
I want to get back to something as well.
We have to understand that we're animals
You call it the meat suit
Michael: I remember in the, the
level one leadership training,
I'd say, "You are a mammal.
I'm not trying to insult anyone,
but you're a mammal, and because
of that you have a fight or
flight sys-" Remember that?
Audree: Right.
Michael: That was really funny.
Uh-huh.
People go like, "What?
He's calling me a mammal."
Like, "Wait, I am a mammal.
What?"
You,
Audree: you, I, I just, you're such
Michael: a- That cracks me up
⦠Audree: you are such a brilliant teacher.
I just want you to know
how brilliant you are.
Michael: Well,
Audree: I just, like Chris-
Michael: That is a pure, great
example ⦠oh, that's why
Audree: it's coming up, 'cause
Michael: one of our students
is doing a class today.
Audree: Oh, really?
Michael: Yeah, yeah,
today and tomorrow, yeah.
Audree: Oh, no wonder.
Michael: Yeah.
And so, uh-
Audree: So we're taking a-
Michael: I wonder if
he, I won- I wonder if
Audree: that- ⦠leading
evolutionary organizations
training ⦠I wonder if that, I
Michael: wonder if that person says it.
You're a mammal.
Audree: So we're, we're, you know,
we're talking about you're, you
started this with, like, the whole
sexual thing, and I remember in, uh,
my, uh, university science class, my
teacher came in and she said, "You
know, humans are direct descendants
of a certain, uh, species of, of-
Not apes, monkeys.
I forgot the name
Michael: The aliens?
N- Non-Terrans?
Audree: No, th- like Neanderthal.
Uh, like going back
even further than that.
Mm-hmm.
Like the Neanderthal is, is, uh,
a direct descendant genetically,
g- g- a genetic lineage of a,
a certain species of monkeys.
And this certain species
of monkeys are, uh
Not asexual, not homosexual.
They are, they have, these monkeys
have sex with the, the males
have sex with each other, the
females- Oh, bono, bono ⦠Yes.
Yes.
I forgot.
Then- Bono
Michael: something?
Audree: Bono somethings, yeah.
And she said, "You have to remember
that we are animal in nature."
Like, the, our, our physical, physical
bodies are still very primitive, and
we have primitive genetic dispositions,
and this is the, the species that
we are genetically related to.
It's-
Michael: Bonobos.
Audree: Yeah.
And she said, she's, she said, "So being
homosexual is not a label; it is just a,
an animal, a, a, an animalistic instinct
or a primal instinct within your being."
And when I think about that, it's our
bodies are seeking, you know, we have
sex for many different reasons, but for
dominance, for pleasure, for connection.
Yes, go ahead.
Michael: So just, I mean, I'm,
I'm looking, I, I'm looking up
in this, you know, on, on Google.
Audree: See, I think we should turn
this into a- Yeah ⦠a w- a, a podcast.
Well,
Michael: it already did.
You're gonna figure out later
where to start it and so on, but,
um- ⦠maybe it's the whole thing.
Anyway.
It's the whole thing.
Ni- It's fine
98, 90, bono- bonobos- Mm-hmm ⦠uh,
this class of monkey, sharing 98.7%
of their DNA with humans.
Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.
Michael: Um, in fact, bisexual and
same-sex behavior is a fundamentally
widespread characteristic of
their society, functioning far
beyond reproduction, right?
Um, so up to 75% of bonobo sexual
behavior is non-reproductive and
purely for pleasure or social bonding.
Audree: Yeah.
Michael: Oh, conflict resolution.
I don't, Iâ¦
They famously use sexual contact
to diffuse tension, greet each
other, and reconcile after fights.
Audree: Oh.
Michael: There you go.
There you go.
Make up sex for the win.
Audree: Make up sex for the win.
It's the best kind of sex.
Michael: Mm-hmm.
Audree: Speaking as an Italian
Michael: Anyway, so.
Mm-hmm.
So, but, and I think, so what's
happening here is that, you know,
as, you know, a meat suit, there's an
aspect of your being that's incarnated
for being in the world to enjoy the
pleasures of being in this world.
You know, eating the
food, seeing the vistas,
experiencing-
Audree: Listening, listening to music
⦠Michael: yeah, experiencing
touch, creating art, experiencing
art, you know, sexual pleasure.
Like, it's just part of the, you
know, I think the, the she talked
to about it, you know, we're
designed to live like gods, right?
And if you think about gods, they
were just doing whatever they
wanted for their own pleasure.
Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.
Michael: And so, you know, when we
start to understand that, that's what,
that's what the sexuality's about.
It's not about survival.
It's not about the, the
deviated, distorted lack that
we experience or the neediness.
It's not about that.
It's just like, "Oh, I wanna have sex now.
Okay, great.
Let's have sex."
Like, it's like, it's
like that kind of thing.
It's like, just like, "Oh, I
wanna have a piece of fruit.
I'll have a piece of fruit."
Like, there's no-
Audree: And enjoying the mango.
Michael: Yeah.
Mm.
Audree: Juicy, sweet.
Mm-hmm.
Yeah.
The texture is soft.
Michael: And so, so the point's
not to go out and have this, you
know, orgasmic mango experience,
which you could, and some people do.
That's not the point.
The point is to use the tools
to look within for where is
the imbalance in my being.
Where is the lack?
Where is the ur?
Where is the, the survival?
Right Where is the
Audree: neediness?
Michael: So
Audree: you're not, you're not seeking
outside of yourself to- ⦠to tr-
to try to heal or fill- ⦠fill
or transform, transmute something.
You're doing it internally first so
that when you do have the experience
outside of yourself, it's not distorted.
Michael: Right.
So everybody goes like,
"Oh, I wanna be whole.
I wanna be whole.
I wanna be whole.
But I gotta go have this relationship
because I don't feel whole."
It's like, what?
What?
Like, what?
Like, I- I'm just looking at
it kind of on the surface.
It's like, whoa.
You know, well, I, I guess you don't
really wanna focus on being whole.
That's not the priority, which is okay.
Mm.
The priority is, is using a
relationship to feel more complete.
Audree: I wanna go back to something that-
Michael: I've done that.
You've done that.
Mm.
That's technical term.
Audree: Normal.
I did it with you.
Sorry
Michael: It's all right.
You're perfect.
Audree: I wanna go back to something
Michael: Oh wait, I'm perfect too.
That's a harder one, but
I think I'm getting there
Audree: Mm.
You are perfect
Michael: Right?
We can't accept that we're perfect
so much judgment
or self-hatred
feel that
Bill runs with it and says, "Okay,
I'll think I'm perfect all the time.
I'm perfect.
I'm perfect.
I'm perfect."
It's like, "No, no, no,
no, no, no, no, no."
We're just saying just
see where you're not.
Just keep on looking where
you don't think you're perfect
That's the journey.
Because when you realize you
are perfect, then you're whole
I think I'm talking to myself now
Audree: Well, Michael's doing this
all We tell our students this journey
is about transmuting, healing, and
transforming the egoic consciousness
back into its original intention
which is creator consciousness
Where it understands
completely, fully, 100%
Michael: Yeah, and
yeah.
And, and then the, uh, what
we've been in for, I guess, for
the last week is understanding.
And when you're done with that
then you can deal with the mind.
Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.
Michael: Then you're,
like, in the next phase.
Audree: What, and the reason being is
because the mind is physical, physical.
The way your neurotransmitters
in your brain are formed
That is what the mind is dependent on
And so it's the most
dense aspect of our being.
And how, how amazing is it?
Like, this is miraculous.
Our brain has neuroplasticity,
means that it, it changes.
It's malleable.
Neurotransmitters are designed
to shut off, dissolve, and reform
based on frequency
Speaker 3: Mm-hmm
Audree: That's like miraculous
It's like the computer, the
hardware in the computer can change
Michael: I, I'm just getting something
else, which is the energetics come first.
Audree: Yeah.
Michael: Right?
That there's a wholeness at the
level of source consciousness and
the ego consciousness purified
into creator consciousness.
Audree: I'm
Michael: like- And when that's whole-
Audree: I'm like, I'm like
whispering, "Do you hear that?
Um, do you hear that?"
What?
I'm just teasing.
I'm teasing one of my students right now.
Michael: Oh, okay.
' Audree: Cause I love her so much.
Michael: By my pay grade.
So
Audree: It's weird to
say students, by the way.
They're not students.
Michael: No, they're
ascended masters in training.
Audree: Yeah.
I am a-
It's our group of ascended masters.
That's what I was trying to get at.
Where-
Michael: I think we
should get rid of students
⦠Audree: yeah.
Where you stand- Just fire them
Michael: all
⦠Audree: where you stand is holy ground
That's what I wanted to get at And
just have ascended masters in training.
Well, people can't enter into that.
It's hard for them to hold.
Or the ego goes on a ride, so I don't,
I don't like that.
Anyways, I wanna ⦠This is very
important, 'cause this is part of it.
Joel Goldsmith would say this:
"Where you stand is holy ground."
Do you live your life in this truth?
Where you stand is holy ground
Speaker 3: I once
Audree: had this dream where I was walking
on the earth, and every step that I took,
this beautiful crystalline flower would
rise up from the earth underneath my feet
Could you imagine if we walked the
earth like this every single moment?
Where you stand is holy ground,
and you take the next step.
Where I stand is holy ground,
and take the next step
Where I stand is holy ground
That's how I see the people
that come to this work.
They're not our students.
They are ascended masters in training,
or they're ascended masters that
are just having a life experience,
experience in the physical realm.
Like we are that
And we're just veiled up for a moment
so we can have these experiences and
this work is about coming back to that
knowing where I stand is holy ground.
Like that's been my prayer for so long
Michael: And that's the understanding
of the perfection of our being
And it is the perfection of our being
in the sense of that's what and who
we are right now and have always been
And as we let go of the
misperceptions that we're not
that, the perceptions,
misperceptions held in the egoic
consciousness, misperceptions held
within the mind
I was thinking even about this,
this technology we call Get Clear.
It's a bit of a misnomer
If you think about the term
get clear, it's biased towards
the mask and action side.
I'm gonna do something here
Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.
Michael: Whereas you know, if you truly
look at all the, the different versions
of the technique it's really just about
Doing nothing and just being in awareness.
Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.
Michael: So I don't know what the
correct, you know, reading would
be for that, but be in awareness.
Like,
Even, even like the, uh, or
even like nervous resets.
Like, you know, don't do anything,
just be in awareness of breath
Audree: Well, all the tools are
just deep awareness techniques.
Because awareness, blah, blah,
blah, awareness is the primary
mechanism for evolution.
Michael: Y- y- yes, and,
and also energetics.
Like, that's the whole,
you know, weird binary.
Like, remember the, the, the, where
we talked about the ratchet one?
You have to
Audree: understand that awareness is-
Michael: Is energy
Audree: is energy.
Michael: And energy is awareness,
Audree: and- It's mind, and it's physical.
Michael: Mm-hmm.
Audree: It's all ⦠There we go.
It's the magic three
When you come into awareness, that
aspect- Uh-huh ⦠that in- Yeah ⦠in
psychology they call it the observer,
that observer is higher consciousness.
It's source consciousness.
So it's a higher vibrational frequency
coming in, and the awareness is that lower
vibrational frequency that, that shows
up as pain in the body, so it's physical.
Hurt and wounding, it's emotional.
It's the mind
And awareness is that energy
frequency that dissolves the
crystalline structures energetically.
It unlocks the, the physical clenching
or the whatever the, the, the
imbalance is in the physical body.
It releases the emotions
That's why awareness is the
technology to shift consciousness.
Michael: The primary technology-
Audree: Yeah
⦠Michael: of evolution.
Audree: And that's why every single
teacher teaches it, yet nobody actually
talks about what the mechanics are.
I don't even know if they know
Michael: what the mechanics are.
Right.
Well, we don't really
teach people to be in
We don't, we never tell
people to be in awareness.
No.
We teach people mechanics of awareness.
Audree: Yeah.
And then we say, "Did you notice
this is what you're doing?"
Then we unpack it
Even the transformational audios
are part awareness, part just letting go
Michael: Oh
Oh, actually they are awareness too.
I'll tell you how
What does she do for us?
Hmm.
Is what they say.
Is they say, "Look, we're just
gonna hold you in this awareness."
That awareness is the frequency, right?
They're holding--
They're-- That awareness-
Audree: And they just point
out things to us- Yeah.
Let, let- ⦠so we have deeper awareness
⦠Michael: slow, slow, slow,
slow, slow, slow down.
Okay.
Audree: I'm excited.
Michael: You are excited, yeah.
Audree: Hmm.
Michael: Like everything's
just opening and unfolding
right now live on the podcast.
Well, it's not live, but recorded.
All right.
So, and so what I got right now
is in the transformational audios
we with our vibrational frequency
are holding the awareness of what is
going on for everyone listening to it.
And so it still is awareness
that's unbinding, and the awareness
unfolds through the energetic.
So people experience
these audios as energetics
Right?
And that comes back to what you said
with Joel's when we understand that
we're perfect and we truly can recognize
the perfection of every being on this
planet, regardless of in the deviation,
out of the deviation, and so on
Audree: The truth of what and who they are
⦠Michael: then at that point, that
frequency is being transmitted
through our awareness alone.
There's nothing to do.
You don't need to pray for anyone.
You don't need to send them energy.
You don't need to, you know, heal
the body with an energetic technique.
You can just hold the
frequency of awareness
And so this reminds me of, I mean,
it feels like this is like the
everything's integrating right now.
And this is the step-by-step
journey of refining our awareness,
is the step-by-step journey
of increasing our frequency.
And that, that's why the energy tools
alone do not work, because we need--
Those are just there to help us boost
our awareness so we can apply the
awareness, so the system can unfold to
higher levels of energetic frequency.
Audree: It also holds you in the frequency
and dissolves some of the patterning
that's in the way so you can do the work.
Like, it's the-- It--
What I, what I see is
Somebody comes in and
they're deeply unstable
And they're stuck in the, in the lie.
And what the, the transformational
audios do or the light codes, what
they do is they clear away all the shit
So the person can stabilize and
their vibration is higher because
things are cleared out enough
So they could start the journey
Speaker 3: Uh-huh
Audree: Me working tech.
Michael: This is what we need
the evolution of conscious for.
So, Bobby could learn how to mute the
microphone- Mm-hmm ⦠for sneezes.
Speaker 3: Well,
Michael: I guess we're successful.
Check.
Yeah, so what's going on for me is
I'm, uh, I don't know if anyone can
feel this, but just really tuning into
The awareness that exists right now
of the aspect of my being that's
fully healed and transformed in s-
Audree: Yeah
⦠Michael: higher frequency.
Audree: You have to understand,
I'm not talking to you, I'm
talking to the audience.
You've never done anything wrong.
I'll repeat this
You've never done anything wrong
You've never done anything wrong
And you may look upon your life
and say, "Well, I did this, and
I did this, and I did this."
You're gonna argue
That you deserve eternal punishment
And you can choose that if you'd like
Or you can choose something different
You can choose another journey.
You can choose another perspective.
Speaker 3: Mm.
Audree: You can choose to let go
of the guilt and the shame and the
misperception of your own being
And in the beginning,
it might be difficult or
challenging m-- and that's okay
And you'll come in and out
Yet eventually your
neurotransmitters will change
Michael: I'm just looking at,
uh, how I've, in my life, held
this deep allegiance to having
done so many things wrong
You know, in the Christian teaching,
you know, it's alleged that Jesus
said, "Turn, turn the other cheek."
You know, if someone slaps
you, turn the other cheek, let
them slap your other cheek.
And, you know, I've always said, "Well,
this is not humanly possible," right?
You need elevated consciousness for this.
And, uh
And you know, in a similar way,
you know, looking at your own life
And being able to see
the perfection in them
Audree: It's difficult
to, to actually see that
Michael: Well, that's what I'm saying.
It's, you know, not-- It's like, you
know, seemingly not humanly possible.
And, and there's a truth to that
because, you know, really what we
define as humanly possible or human
capability is the deviated, distorted
allegiance to limitation human being.
Um, so, uh, I think the, you
know, part of the lie is that
human is limitation, right?
And I think I'm just se-seeing right
now there's this deep allegiance
to, well, you know, all humans are
flawed, and we're just struggling,
and, you know, we screw up our lives
and do all sorts of things wrong.
This is a
Audree: prison planet.
Michael: Yeah.
You know, also, and, uh, and,
you know, we have such a deep
allegiance to that belief system.
You know, what we're saying,
you know, what if it were true?
Audree: Oh, don't touch that.
Michael: What if it were true
That we just need to see
That we're limiting our own being.
And we're limiting others That we're just
choosing, we're just choosing to believe.
Like, like who, who, who are you to
judge your life to say you made this
mistake and you did this stupid thing
and this thing turned out badly?
Well, yeah, at a surface level,
yes, and yet do you know the
gift that was in there for you?
And I think, you know, there's
a, I- Or do you know the
Audree: complexities of creation, how
that might have had to have happened?
You don't know.
Michael: And like I'm looking at this
now and I'm seeing, of course, you can
only see the challenge of the situation
because until you open up with your
awareness to receive the gift, you
don't have the gift of that situation.
You don't have the gift
of that experience.
You don't have the lesson that was
there for you in that moment that
you've been so busy fighting that
you haven't opened up to receive it
And we're caught up in this maze of the
mind and the conditioning of society,
and life is supposed to be like this,
and this is how I figure things out, and
You know, I'm just thinking of a couple of
our dance students right now are in this
situation, and they're, they- you know,
'cause they're, they're realizing that
they're, they're chasing their own tails
And they're going, "What?
This doesn't make any sense.
What am I doing?"
Well, we're coming up to time
It's a big joke, of course
Audree: It's time
It's me.
Speaker 3: Oh
Michael: Would it take three
minutes for the two mantra?
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