B Evolutionary: The Podcast

Audree: We've not had a crow
ever do anything like this

And my, my shaman hat is on

Here comes another crow

Speaker 3: What's that all about?

Well, i-

Audree: crows eat snakes, I think.

Remember they were up on, on the s-
the like the s- the sunroof or on

the, on the third floor of the house,
and they were, like, playing with

the- Right … the weather stripping-
Right … 'cause it looks like a snake.

Speaker 3: Yeah.

Okay.

Audree: And- I

Speaker 3: thought the snake
we have here is a big snake.

Audree: It is…

Well, no, this one's not as big, so
I'm wondering if it's a new snake.

Speaker 3: Oh, okay.

Audree: I don't know how long snakes last,
or maybe if this was a baby of that one.

Um- Who

Speaker 4: knows?

Audree: But I mean, it was outside
this morning, early this morning-

Mm-hmm … sunning itself, and then it…

I went to look for the hole.

It moves through this super,
super, super teeny-tiny hole.

Like- Mm-hmm … it's crazy

And at the same time,

the crows are a messenger from spirit.

Speaker 4: Mm-hmm.

Audree: And you were saying something.

I forgot totally what you were saying,
but it was like right when you said the

thing, the crows started going crazy.

Speaker 3: I think what I was talking
about was that I had this intention to…

I've been in the lab for a while.

I had this intention to have a
working product, even though, like,

that seemed like a ridiculous,
completely ridiculous goal.

Like, you know, I hadn't even
started on the app really.

I just had a data collection app.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Speaker 3: And then, you know, by end of
day, I've got, you know, a working app,

and I'm looking at it this morning, seeing
the data, seeing the metrics collected,

and seeing what's happening with my
internal state, and it's like, wow.

And it's like, and what's
interesting is, like, it's not

like my mind decided to do that.

It's just like I just
decided, oh, I want this.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Speaker 3: And I didn't think about,
oh, well, what do I need to do to get it

done, and how do I do this, and will I
be successful, and maybe it's too much.

There was, like, a tiny bit of that, but
it was just like, I just wanna do it.

Let me just try and see what happens.

Let me just do it.

And it was, like, a very different
way for me than I've ever functioned

my whole life, and it, and it's like
really this almost, like, you know,

extraordinary, like, thing to get
done in just one day, to go from I'm

researching metrics to, okay, now
I have a, a running, running app.

Audree: Well, you know what?

I'm surprised about that it even
has a, a number level of what

number level process you're in.

Huh.

That's crazy.

Speaker 3: You know, I
am, am good at what I do.

Audree: I know.

That's why I'd rather have you in the lab.

Yeah.

Because you're … It, it,
it's like taking your, your

abilities, your capabilities, your
genius, and underutilizing it.

Speaker 3: I'm more excited about the,
um, that it's showing, showing when

I'm in a coherent state and what my
state, overall state functioning is.

See, 'cause, like, what happens,
what's interesting … Yeah, I'm

not gonna talk about this, actually.

No.

I'm gonna file the patents first.

Yeah.

Anyway, so okay.

So, uh-

Audree: Great.

You have a working app.

Speaker 3: Boom.

Y- boom.

Done.

Audree: After three months.

Yeah.

That's what I said.

I said, "Well, two months ago,
it wouldn't have been working

the way it is working now."

And I took off a

Speaker 3: month, I mean, to do, like,
all the house stuff and, like, so it

doesn't, it's not even really two months.

Audree: Yeah.

Speaker 3: I think it's, you know,
probably days in the lab is, I

don't know, less than 30 days.

Audree: Yeah.

Speaker 3: Yeah.

Well,

Audree: yeah, 'cause you were working
on the house, working on the book.

Speaker 3: Yeah.

We- Congratulations … we worked on
the course for a while, the Level 2 and

… Audree: Are you eyeballing the
fly to see where it's going

in case you- No, something

Speaker 3: else.

Anyway.

What?

All right.

So, so right.

So what was I gonna talk about?

So I was gonna share with Audrey,
and then Audrey thought we should mic

up 'cause I think she heard part of
the, the share when I was recording

it just for my own audio collection.

Audree: Well, it's funny because you're
like, "Well, we have so many podcasts."

I'm like, it's not about
the number of podcasts.

It's about our evolutionary journey, and
we're sharing what happens when you evolve

your consciousness, what the, the whole

Not just the roadmap of it, but it-
it's like what is the experience?

Michael: Right.

Audree: And so it's not
about the number of podcasts.

It's about, you know, there's
been some pivotal changes.

Even for me this morning, there's
been some pivotal changes.

So it's good to … It's
good just to record them.

Speaker 3: Yeah.

So, so, so I'll start here.

Like, there's this reminder that I
had, I just, just coming in while

Audrey was talking, that, you know,
one beautiful exemplar of a high

consciousness being is Ricardo Semler.

And, you know, he was in these various
documentaries narrating, you know, this

idea that, you know, you know, everyone's
getting all worked up at the workplace.

He, he's this, you know, the, the
CEO or, you know, co-CEO or whatever,

the founder of Semco and, uh, created
this extraordinary organization.

He was- He took it

Audree: over from his father.

Yeah.

Speaker 3: Got it.

And so it, it's really interesting
where he's saying, "Look, you know what?

You know, everyone's worried
about do we get it working and

all these problems," and so on.

He says, "Look, it, it doesn't matter.

Nothing, there's nothing
really going on here.

We'll just figure it out.

Like, everything's okay.

We'll just figure it out."

And so when we have that stance-

As a vibrational frequency, as a,
a held energetic structure, as a

held consciousness and knowingness
in our being, not a belief, like

a, like a visceral knowingness of
that reality, everything changes.

And that's what really is
the, the tipping point.

And I remember the-- three days ago
now, the Xi channeling, they were

talking about, look, you know, when…

Just imagine, I'd already been watching
these shows on couture in, in, uh, in

Paris, and they said, "Look, you know,
if you're in a, in a, in a salon in Paris

and, you know, you make the dress and
you put it on the model or the person

purchasing it, and you look at it and you
say, 'No, no, no, no, this is not right.

We need to change this.

We need to change this.

We change this,' and you just go
change it, and then you, you go again."

It's not a big deal.

And when you have that stance
towards creation, the things going

on inside of you, things going on
outside of you, you can just relax.

This is what the Xi
said, you can just relax.

And what I got, this is
again a shower moment, is…

Oh, I guess there's a backstory
here, 'cause I, I got up late today.

I was really, really just lying in bed
for, I don't know, like an hour, an

hour and a half, and I wasn't getting
out of bed because, you know, the egoic

consciousness was just picking all
sorts of things to beat me up with.

And I'm like, "Why are we doing this?"

I'm having a cri-- Like, like, what?

Like, why are we do- Like, really,
like, I'm tired of all this.

Like, why are we doing this?

Like, why are we doing this to ourselves?

Like, y-you know you're source
consciousness, you know you're made

of light codes, you recognize the, the
source consciousness flowing through you.

You know I'm source conscious experiencing
all this, that you're not separate.

Like, why are you still doing this?

Like, this is making no sense.

It's not good for us.

Like, what are you doing?

So this is like, you know, a s-
you know, kind of a flavor of the,

you know, hour, hour and a half
dozing in and out and, you know.

And, um, and then, you know, finally
I was like, "Okay, I'll just get

up now," and everything-- and I
didn't think anything about it.

Okay, I'm not gonna
worry about this problem.

And then, and then in the
shower, that's when this kind

of, this, this all came to me.

It's like, oh, wait a second.

It's my stance towards the
whole thing, 'cause I'm at some

level resisting what's going on.

I'm resisting the experience, and I feel
like I'm caught in this endless loop, and

I feel like I'm in this endless struggle.

And it's like, oh my gosh, it's that
understanding, that belief, that

perspective, that is the problem

That is the struggle.

And it's like, wait a minute, I
already know from the mechanics

of creation that if something
isn't right, I can just change it.

I've done it so many times.

I have the tools and technology to
recognize the deviated light codes and

dissolve them almost instantaneously

And then I, and so there was this,
this, this, this realization.

It wasn't a thinking, it was a realization
where suddenly I was like, "Oh, I

don't have to worry about anything."

And I'm not…

Like, the only struggle is the
struggle I'm choosing to have right now

And even if I don't have the tools
and technology or the vibrational

frequency to, to overcome
something, I'll just get it.

Because, and I think this came
in as well, I know whether it was

lying in bed or in the shower, is
coming back to the movie The Matrix.

You know, where Neo goes,
"Why didn't you tell me?

Why didn't you tell me?"

She goes, "Look at the sign.

You decide.

You decide."

And they go, "Wait, I'm deciding this.

Why am I deciding to stay in this loop?

Why am I deciding to, to, you know,
be in this place where the ego or

consciousness keeps on doing this thing?

I'm deciding this.

I am the one deci-" And, and I
think that's this thing, is that

there's this deep layer, and we talk
about it from moving through this,

you know, self-disempowerment or
victimhood to self-empowerment, where

we s- to take ownership and realize that
we're the ones creating our reality.

And so I was, I was kind of getting it
at that, this deep, visceral level of,

oh, I, I'm just the one deciding it.

And, and like, and so everything
just in my whole being, like all the

struggle, all the, "Oh, this isn't quite
right and I want this to change," and

blah, blah, blah, has just gone away.

Now it's like, oh, if something
comes up, I'll just, I'll just

dis- dissolve it, like no problem.

I may not know how to do it yet, but I'll
figure it out soon, so it'll just, it'll

just happen I think it's tying in with
this, you were saying about inevitability

Audree: Right.

Evolution's inevitable

Speaker 3: And not only that, this,
this kind of, this validation of

like, well, you know, you're right.

It's not like you're wrong.

When you see this low frequency
in your system and you, and you

don't like it being there and you
think it should go, that's actually

correct because that's evolutionary.

That's life enabling to, to drop
these low frequency vibrations.

We-- And it-- And I think this
is the, the, the decision.

It's not the, the recognition that
something that's low frequency

in your system is unhelpful and
unproductive and needs to go.

That's kind of this, I think in, in
oneness they call it a discernment.

It's when we get caught up in it and, you
know, we try to struggle with it and we,

you know, get bent out of shape around it.

And then I was brought back to my
days of recognizing of a, of a product

owner or product manager working with
a delivery team or a Scrum team, and

what healthy and unhealthy was like,
and realizing that, oh, we're just

top-trapped in the unhealthy mode.

And in, in, in…

Maybe I'll do unhealthy first.

So in, in unhealthy, like, so,
so it's like you're the product

manager of your life, right?

Essentially the metaphor here.

And your kind of mechanics
of creation that make up your

consciousness is the de-delivery team.

That's kind of the, the analog-
That's the analogy here.

It's not kind of.

That is the analogy here.

And what happens in the unhealthy
mode is the product manager

says, "I want this feature.

This is what it's like."

The delivery team talks to them.

They build exactly what they, the product
manager asked for, and then at the end of

the two weeks, they do a, a review where
they show, "Well, this is how it works

and this is how the feature works and this
is how the user will interact with it."

And then usually what happens in those
meetings is the product manager or other

people say, "Hey, this isn't quite right.

We shouldn't do it this way.

This isn't working correctly.

We need to make these changes to it."

And then the unhealthy product
manager scenario is like, "You

guys didn't build this right.

This is not what I asked for," even
though they didn't specify it, right?

You know, they blame the team and they
throw them under the bus and so on.

"We need to change this.

This isn't good.

And now y- this is a defect, and
you need to fix this, and it's your

fault, and it's on you, so the plan
doesn't change, and you need to add

this to your, you know, already, you
know, probably excessive workload."

And what happens is this antagonistic
relationship builds, you know,

delivery by delivery between the
product manager and the delivery team.

And, you know, this is k- this is kind
of like our relationship with ourselves.

Like we, we, we in-- we run into
these parts of ourself, you know.

We're in the sprint review meeting
of our life, and we're looking

at these parts of ourselves
saying, "This isn't quite right."

And then we get really angry about
it, and we get frustrated about it.

We get hopeless about it.

So let's move on to the delivery scenario.

What happens is healthy, and this is
what I realized, this is the shift

internally within me this morning.

The healthy scenario there, and
this is what we, you know, I taught

to, to, to people in this role.

The healthy role is, "Oh, look,
we're in the review meeting.

Oh, look, look, you, you delivery
team have done an extraordinary

job," says the product manager.

"You built exactly what we talked
about, exactly what we, we discussed.

There's a whole bunch of things that
we didn't talk about, and now that

we're, now that we're looking at
the work product, it's pretty clear

here that this needs to change.

This is not quite right.

You've done-- You get full credit.

You've built exactly what we talked about.

It's been delivered successfully, and now
that I see this, I want something new.

I want a new thing.

I want us to work together to build
this new thing that will fix some

of the things that are going on here
and make the, make it work better."

And so the team feels good.

They get full credit, and now they get to
engage in building an even better product,

so they feel good about building a really
good product, and everyone's just aligned.

And th-the only difference here
is that the product owner has the

understanding that there's nothing wrong.

No one, no one did anything wrong.

Everything just happened the
way it did, and that's why

things are the way they are.

And then seeing that it would be
better to change things and saying,

"Oh, let's just change this.

We can just change this.

There's no problem here.

There's no problem here."

So that's the, that's the kind of
the, that's kind of the headline

is there's no problem here.

The only problem is you thinking it's
a problem, creating the problem, and

then getting bent out of shape about it.

I think that's going back to, uh,
Revolver and John Mark S-Stroud's comment

around there's no, there's no problems.

There's just situations.

Audree: Or Umaji saying,
"Why does this disturb you?"

Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

So that's the, uh, that's the insight.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Speaker 3: The shower moment, as it were.

Audree: Well, it's interesting
because when s- you're in the shower

and then I'm down here meditating,
and I'm, I'm having almost the same

kind of insights and awakening.

Speaker 3: Like, it's almost like
we're connected or something.

Audree: Almost.

So don't get crazy.

Speaker 3: Denial of reality, folks.

Audree: So I've been in this place
of like our work's not working,

nobody's buying it, we can't get
anybody to, to help us work for

our company to market 'cause we…

We're like, we built the product, but
it's like now it's time to go to market

and we have no go-to-market strategy, we
have no motivation, no desire to do it.

We have no generator to do

Speaker 3: the go to market.

Audree: Yeah, yeah.

We don't have that.

Um, and so it's, uh, taken a huge
financial toll on us, and now we're

in a position where we're, you know,
selling the house, like all these things.

Like, and I'm really angry.

So I'm kind of in this
place of like, what do I do?

Do I need to like just totally
pivot and go do something else?

But w- what does that mean for me?

Like, what do I wanna do?

Where do I wanna go?

Like, what, you know, what can I do?

So I've been doing these, since January
actually, doing these little exercises

with the AI, giving it like all my,
my life experience, my education,

all my work experience, and like
who am I and what I, what can I do?

And the AI is very generous with its…

Like, "Oh, you could do this.

Oh, you could do this, or you
could, you could do this."

And, and I really can't.

That's the bottom line.

I really, I really can't.

Like every, you know, keeps telling me to
go do this thing and this thing and, and

um, and building these beautiful resumes.

And I look, I look amazing on paper, b-
and the truth is, is that if I went into

a company and they'll say, "Well, how did
you, you know, how did you manage this?"

Or, "How did," you know, "when you worked
through this situation, what did you do?"

And it's like, well,
I've never led a team.

Um, you know, the, the company that,
that we built together where we started

off with, you know, you doing maybe
like, you know, 12-person classes

every couple months or something
like that, I mean, we did go to 30

people three times, uh, a month.

I mean, we…

And we were working like
that for, for a few years.

So like we really, you and I, built
this amazing- teaching, um, an amazing

body of knowledge and work together.

You know, I wrote four books.

We co-wrote two books together.

I mean, and at the same time, we
never took this work to its potential.

And, and then COVID hit, and then
da, da, da, da, da, and all these

things changed, and then we moved,
and, you know, I almost died.

Like, there was, like,
all these things going on.

And, and so technically, we've been
building, still building the work

and evolving it and not marketing it

So I find myself in, like, this
kind of, like, fear-based approach

of survival mode going, "Oh, God, I
got … I, I have to go get a real job."

Like, I really … Like, I'm like,
"Okay, well, you know, if you're in

the lab doing this thing, that's great.

The house isn't selling, so there's
… the money is not there, you know?

And, uh, okay, well,
nothing else is happening.

I'm gonna … I, I need to go get a job.

Like, I, I'll go make money so we can
live and pay the bills and, you know,

and, and we'll figure it out, you know?"

So I'm looking at, like, okay, where,
where can I go to work, and talking

with the AI, and, you know, well,
I could reach out to this person

or that person and do this thing.

And, and when I do reach out to
people, it's never the right … it

feels like it's never the right thing.

And

So last night I had this dream, and
in the dream there was this kind of

like I was telling this woman, you
know, about like our, the, like the

financial stuff that's going on and
the position that we're in and, you

know, and I'm kind of in blame mode.

I'm blaming you and, and um,
and she goes and tells everybody

And you're like, "Why did you
tell everybody, like, what's

going on with us financially?

Like, what are you, what are you doing?"

And then, and then all of a sudden
you and I were sitting down with,

like, the devil, and the devil's like,
"Well, you know, if you're in financial

trouble, you just need to go get a job.

Like that, I mean, that'll
take care of your finances.

You just go to work, you know, and
forget what you're doing over here

and, you know, because you're not
working on the business and you're

not making it financially sustainable,
so you n- you just need to go work."

And so I'm like, "Okay, I'll, I'll
go get a job," and my job was,

like, doing massage therapy, and
I, like, was doing massage therapy

at one place and another place, and
then I was trying to juggle all the

Like, I was getting clients, but I was
getting clients at this place, and then

I was getting clients at this place,
and there was, like, this, you know,

nobody was communicating with each other.

So I was, like, under
all this stress about

You know, oh, I have to coordinate this
calendar, and I have to coordinate this

calendar, and the schedules were getting
mixed up, and I didn't know where to be.

And I was totally, totally
under massive amounts of stress.

And it's interesting because throughout
my life, when I'm not on the right path,

I will have a, I will have dreams that I'm
lost or confused or nothing's working out.

And so I woke up from this
dream, and I was like, "Shit.

Why am I going backwards?"

And it's interesting because the AI
is prompting me to reach out to old

clients that I've coached and say,
"Hey, I'm opening up my coaching

practice again," da da da da da.

And I was like, "I can't do that.

That feels icky for me."

What I can do is reach out to them
and, and see what, what they're up to,

reconnect, and, and, you know, maybe
get a testimonial from them about my

coaching so I can open up my coaching
practice, but I have testimonials.

That I feel comfortable with.

Speaker 4: Mm-hmm.

Audree: Then the other prompt
was, you know, reach out…

I…

So I, I had reached out to…

You know Travis?

We met him in- on the boat,
on Swimming With the Whales.

Speaker 4: Mm-hmm.

Audree: He has this really cool business.

I love his business.

He…

I, I won't talk about it, but, um, I was
always like, "Oh, I can go work for him."

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Audree: So I did.

I, uh, I like, I said, "Hey, you know,
I'm, I'm looking for a new position.

Um, here…"

You know, and he's like, "Oh, wait.

Great.

Send me your resume."

So I send him my resume, and I send
him the resume of everything that

I've been doing for the last 10 years.

And on the back end, I said, you know,
"Look, I've, I've worked with v…"

He- 'cause he works with
really, like, high-level people.

Mm-hmm.

Like, um, I don't know what you would call
it, but high-wealth individuals, and he

takes care of their, their properties,
their art, their boats, da da da da da.

And I said, "You know, I have
experience working with high-income,

high w- you know, high-wealth people.

Um, you know, and, and here's
some of the other stuff that

I've done throughout my life."

And he wrote back to
me, and he goes, "Great.

You know, I'm, I'm not sure.

I don't really have any positions open
or available, but what I am interested

in is your cooking experience."

And I sent him back a thing
saying, you know, "You're looking

for Michelin star chefs," and
that's what he has on his website.

He has Michelin star experiences.

And what he does is he hires Michelin star
chefs to do private events for people.

Like they go out on their boat
or they have, you know, whatever.

I go, "You're not look--
That's not where I'm at.

You know, I'm not prof- I'm
not professionally trained.

I'm not a Michelin star chef.

I'm, you know…

And what I can do for you is
this, this, this, and this."

And the AI said, "Oh, you know, I think
you oversold yourself and sold a- yourself

a role that he wasn't interested in.

He just specifically asked for
somebody with cooking experience.

You have that.

Why don't you go back and just share
with him a short message with some photos

of your, of your culinary experience?"

And so I did that, but it's not
sitting well with me because I

feel like I'm going backwards.

And I'm going backwards, this is where it
all comes together, I'm going backwards

because I'm in survival mode of instead
of moving forward with my real work in the

world that I'm excited about, I'm moving--
I'm trying to, you know, hustle for money

and get a position that I'm not really…

It's not what I wanna do.

It's not who I am.

It's not what I wanna do.

I don't wanna serve people.

I don't wanna be in a
service position in that way.

And, and so I was just sitting
here this morning going

In, in inspired by the, the, you, you
did this, I don't know, you, you had

me listen to this memo that you took
yesterday morning when you had an

insight, and it was very, very profound
about going all the way through and not

being fear-based, not being in survival
mode, not, you know, coming, not moving

through life or trying to create your
life from this low vibrational frequency.

And that's, I think that's where I've been
and, and at the same time I'm not stepping

into my role as, like, who I truly am
and what I'm really doing on this planet.

Instead I'm, I'm looking at

Where I don't wanna be instead
of where I do wanna be Mm-hmm

I don't know if that makes any sense

Speaker 4: Mm.

Audree: But when I started to do
that, I started to really, like…

And I was just sitting in meditation
and being with this realization.

It's like, wait a minute,
I don't wanna cook.

I don't wanna chef.

I mean, it sounds amazing, chef on a
boat on somebody's yacht or, you know.

Like, it's not what I
wanna be doing though.

Like, it sounds incredible.

It sounds like, oh, yeah, and
I, and I'll be making money

But it's, it, it probably won't be
the kind of money that I wanna make.

And where's our work in the world?

And why aren't I committed to that,
putting that out into the world?

Why am I not, and this is where I got to

Having gratitude for our work and
gratitude for what's been given, you know?

Speaker 3: I think that's what
the she said, uh, 10 days ago.

We just look at, look at that.

And I think I sh- shared my
list that I went through.

Audree: Mm-hmm

Well, it's like I have little spurts
of it, but it's like, it's not about

gratitude, it's taking full ownership

I don't know.

It was this- Well, you know
what'll help- … feeling

… Speaker 3: what'll help with this is when
you go through the new chapter one of, of,

of, uh, Evolution and Energetics because
that's, that's the full ownership, right?

And, and I was looking at the old
version, the chapter two which is new,

the new chapter one in the refactor.

But, um, and looking at it and
going, "Oh, well you're saying

everything here in this, you know,
poetic language," but there's no

actual saying the thing fully, right?

It's like going … It's like kinda like
going, you know, 80% of the way or 90%

of the way and then stopping with the
last 10% that's gon- is that the unlock.

That's the full … And so the new
version is just gorgeous and bold.

And so once you do your magic
it'll, it'll be finished.

Um, so but I think that will help
because that's about as bold as you

can get is to say, "Look folks, the
mechanics of creation have changed.

There are the before times, there's
the now, and you know, the, the

energetic climate has changed on
the planet and you can either adapt

or you can, you can not adapt, and
there are consequences to that."

And you know, and this is the technology.

It's not like it's a better technology.

It is the technology for this
time in humanity's evolution.

And you know, that, that's what it is.

No apologies, no, no playing it
down, no … And it's just like-

Audree: Well, I think, I
think- … you know, it's, it's a

Speaker 3: very, very different
stance than we've ever had

with The Work generally.

Audree: Okay.

So here's the, the, the real thing.

Mm-hmm.

It's … 'Cause it's not about that

It's about the very, the, the
deeper, deeper thing, and it's

The devil is in the details

And what that means really truly is
that when you look deeper and deeper

and deeper, there is this energy

that has hijacked creator consciousness
and shifted it into the egoic

consciousness that is the doubter, you're
not worthy, you know, you need to survive.

Like I was … I … Even this morning
what came up was there's, uh, Survivor,

this TV show, this reality show where
there's all these people on a, on an

island and, and, you know, everybody get

Whoe- uh, you know, they
get voted off the island.

And who gets voted off the island is the
one who's not producing enough, doesn't

make themselves useful, or doesn't
form an alliance with the other people.

You know, it's like this whole kind
of every man for themselves and,

and … You know, there's just this
like fear-based, struggle-based, pain

and suffering-based way of being.

And even in our work we call that
traditional ways of doing business, where

we're moving everybody into these new
ways of functioning that's evolutionary.

And it's more open and expanded.

It's more collaborative.

It's … There's, there's
a, a different feeling.

It's like this high
vibrational way of living.

And it's like when we look deep down
into what is driving the very mechanisms

that's, that are the drivers that are
creating our reality is this fear-based

survival mode way of being that is
continuously hammering you constantly.

It's like the angel and the, the devil
sitting on your shoulder kind of thing.

It's the critic saying, "No,
no, no, you can't do this.

No, no, no, nobody will
understand what you're saying.

No … " You know

Speaker 4: Hmm.

Audree: It's like these deep
places of unworthiness, you know?

So, you know, go to
the lowest denominator.

You know, take the, the, the shitty
job that doesn't make you feel good,

but at least you're making money.

Or, you know, or who do you think you
are, you know, trying to be successful or

ask for that, that position of maybe, you
know, the, the next level in your career,

or the position of authority, or, you know

Or even, you know, like with us,
it's like putting your work out,

the work out into the world.

It's like why am I just not doing that?

So nobody else is here to help
me do that, then I, I'm it.

You know, and, and, and just being
in that place of the, the commitment

of just saying, "Okay, this is
what I've been given by source

consciousness, a universe," or whatever.

It's extraordinary.

The body of knowledge, this body
of work is extraordinary, and it's

like I'm … It's not good enough.

I'm gonna go over here.

It's not good enough.

I'm gonna go over here.

Even like one of my old clients that
I went back to and said, "Hey, you

know, do you have a role for me?"

He's like, "Why aren't, you know,
why aren't you working on your book?

Why aren't you-" "… putting evolutionary
energetics out into the world?"

Message from spirit.

Right?

Speaker 3: Right there.

Audree: You know?

And, and I'm just like, "Well, I'm
working on that, but un- until that gets,

you know, going, I, I need, you know,
I need to make money and this is how

I c- you know, I know I can help you."

And it's like it's very obvious.

"Well, I don't want you in, in that role.

I want you in this lesser role."

You know?

It's been over and over the same message.

I want you in a lesser role, or why don't
you just give me your, all your clients?

It … I'll let you work here
if you give me all your clients.

Or, oh, I'll let you work here, but
not in the role that you're asking

for, which is a l- kind of a taking the
bus- this business to the next level.

I, I just want you to, to start,
you know, washing the deck of

the, of the boats kind of thing.

And-

I don't know.

I'm like, am, can I do that?

Yeah, I can do that

What's going on?

Speaker 3: I think it's just the, the
garbage collection of the neighbors.

Audree: Like I, I'm, I'm willing
to do the work to start at the

bottom, and at the same time,

I wrote four books.

Like, we developed all this
work that's incredibly profound.

So when I was doing my meditation and I
was using the tools and the techniques

I had, I got an idea when I was clear

Speaker 3: Oh.

Audree: It's not a money-making idea
or anything like that, but it was like

my next step of who to reach out to.

But it's about the work, not moving to
a different company- Mm-hmm … not,

you know, going to work somewhere else.

But it's like, what can I do to energize
this work- Mm-hmm … in my capacity?

Speaker 3: Very good.

Audree: But there, with all of
this was this realization that

I gave up on what I'd been given

And I think that's what we do.

We give up on the truth
of what and who we are

We give up on

You know, this, the extraordinary
ability or the, the extraordinariness

of, of being human, of being in this
incarnation and living in this life

and, and creating from joy and bliss.

You know, we give up on that and
we try to create from scarcity and

fear and survival-based ways of
being, and it causes a lot of damage

Instead of seeing our, our brilliance
and the truth of who we are

Anyways, this is like what's
my, my process has been it feels

like for the last couple weeks.

And I think listening to that,
that, um, recording that you made

yesterday morning, early yesterday
morning, was really profound for me.

Speaker 3: It was profound for me.

Audree: Oh my God.

Like, I need to listen to that
every single day because it's

There's so much truth in that.

Maybe we should, um-

Speaker 3: Do a podcast
on it or something?

Audree: Not do a podcast.

We'll just put it out.

Speaker 3: No, no.

We can, we can just start with
a podcast with that, and then

pick up the podcast after that.

Audree: Well, how long is it?

Speaker 3: It's 10 minutes.

Audree: Oh, really?

Yeah.

Felt much longer than 10 minutes.

Speaker 3: Oh, it's a long 10 minutes.

Audree: Sh- can we play it now?

Speaker 3: Uh, I don't wanna
play it now because we're,

we're coming up on, on time.

Audree: No, I think it's a good … I
think we should play it now.

Speaker 3: Okay.

Um, so I don't know what will happen.

Audree: We'll just end, and then
you'll add it to this podcast.

We'll, we'll end this.

Okay.

And then you'll just
add it to the podcast.

And just splice it together.

Splice it together.

Speaker 3: Okay.

I'll pause.

Audree: Yeah.

You already paused, and it's too late.

Okay.

Well, I'm unpausing now.

No, it's not too late.

Oh, okay.

So what we're gonna do-

I'm making an executive decision here

Is that Michael yester- early yesterday
morning, I don't know if it was like

5:00 or 6:00 in the morning, you
woke up and you had these insights.

And he shared them with me yesterday,
and it was profound and inspiring

and deeply triggering, and it shifted
something in me that, that took me

into this realization this morning.

And so I want all of you
to-- I want you to hear this.

Speaker 3: Hmm.

Oh, actually, I, I, I got a, just
got an idea, which is we'll close

with that, and that'll just be
the end- Yeah … of the podcast.

Mm-hmm.

Audree: That's what I was thinking.

Um,

Speaker 3: and what I also got is that
there's something I wanted to share-

Audree: Mm-hmm

… Speaker 3: uh, before we do that.

Audree: Okay.

Speaker 3: While you were sharing
your story, I was, I was going into

a state and, uh, I got this r- this,
this realization of, of this confusion

that isn't maybe in the world or
maybe just in me and my system.

And I've been kind of like getting
closer to the understanding of this for

I don't know, years now.

So, um, I went to my favorite Billy
Idol song of, you know, you know,

you know, I spent so much time--
I'm thinking about Do Your Story.

I spent so much time believing all the
lies to keep the dream alive, right?

Um, and, uh, you know, I
spent-- And this is true for me.

Like, I feel like I spent so much time
believing all the lies and keeping this,

the, the, the, you know, the, you know,
the, the ego consciousness alive and

so on, staying in that, that frequency.

And what, what came up for me
then was this spontaneous insight

that, oh, you know, there's all
this talk about, you know, reality

is a dream and stuff like that.

It's-- no, people have got it wrong.

You wanna hear what the dream is?

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Speaker 3: And this is where the
Course in Miracles actually states it.

It is the dream of separation.

It's not the dream of material reality.

Material reality, you existing
on planet Earth, is real.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Speaker 3: And you are here to live
as source consciousness here on Earth.

You're not supposed to go into light.

Enlightenment is gone.

That was an old mechanic that existed
before the pivot of 2024, 2025, 2026,

where the deviation ended, eh, ended,
and we entered the fifth, fifth

phase frequency of Earth, and, you
know, we entered the Aquarian Age.

Like, we're in a different
energetic structure, and so

there's no more enlightenment.

It's not even possible with the mechanics.

It just isn't, because it's not correct.

Enlightenment was how to recognize
that the ego consciousness could never

go away and just kind of sidestep it.

That's what it was.

That's not what's happening.

The mechanic now is learning to come
to love and be in peace and harmony

and evolve the ego consciousness
through love, through high vibrational

frequency, into the truth of what it
is as creator consciousness, so you

can function as creator consciousness,
creating not through distorted

patterns, but through creating through
high vibrational frequency as source

consciousness incarnated in the
material plane, creating through joy.

So the dream is the dream of separation,
not the dream of being on planet Earth.

Audree: Yeah.

Speaker 3: I finally got it.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Speaker 3: So people say life is a dream.

That is 100% misperception of reality.

It is completely 100% a wrong teaching.

Wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong.

The dream is that you are separate
from source consciousness.

The dream is that you're
imperfect and inadequate.

The dream is that you're unworthy.

The dream is that it will never work.

The dream is that it's an endless journey.

That is the dream.

That is the hallucination.

That is the lie.

That's the illusion.

That-

Audree: It's makes you ill … ill
The action that makes you ill.

Speaker 3: Yeah.

Audree: So- It's right there in the word.

Yeah.

Ill- Yeah … you in action.

Speaker 3: Yeah.

Audree: You're making yourself sick.

Speaker 3: Yeah, so that's, that's
what I got while you were sharing.

Audree: Yeah.

Speaker 3: And according to my
device, I went into a very high state.

I think it's so much fun.

It's like having, seeing the feedback.

Audree: Yeah.

Speaker 3: And it's like, oh
yeah, that's what's going on now.

Mm-hmm.

Oh, yeah, that's…

I feel like it's- Yeah … been
so missing in our work.

Audree: Well, even, even…

And I've said, I've said this before,
maybe not here, that the virus, the

epidemic of humanity, the virus is
the egoic state of consciousness.

It's not the ego.

The

egoic state of consciousness
is a low vibrational frequency.

The high vibrational frequency is
you as creator consciousness, the

state of being creator consciousness,
where you're in unity consciousness.

You know the truth of
what and who you are.

Source consciousness having an
experience of physical reality.

That's why it's like we are
physical, physical beings.

Yeah.

Good one, Michael

Speaker 3: Okay.

So anything more before
we start the recording?

Audree: No.

Enjoy the recording.

Mm-hmm.

And my, my … Well, it's just my
hope for me, I'm gonna listen to

it again today, is that I shift.

Mm-hmm.

That I'm inspired and I'm
triggered, and I do the clearing

work to live the reality of

Knowing who and what I am

Speaker 3: Okay.

Thanks for joining us today.

Enjoy

Speaker: There is a plan for your life

You're the one who created it.

Well, you as your higher self,
the truth of who you are, created

this plan to help you move

out of

the destructive egoic pattern
and consciousness that

you're operating from now

You see every challenge

every problem

Everything your mind
tells you, you do not like

is the plan

is the gateway of your transformation,
is your purification process

into the truth of who you are

Now here's where it gets interesting

the very mind causing your suffering

is the one telling you, "You
do not wanna do this plan."

And let's just look at the scorecard here

Your mind, the thoughts in your head

Did you notice?

How the thoughts of self-hatred,
telling yourself you're

stupid, you don't know enough.

How those thoughts are creating
toxic emotions in your system of

fear, anger, jealousy, unworthiness.

How those thoughts in your
head are causing you to take

Poor life choices and throw red arrows
in the world, damaging those around

you that you wanna work with and
you need to work with and that are

there for you to enjoy life, but you
destroy it with all these red arrows.

Do you notice it's your
mind doing these things?

The very same mind that's telling you,
"No, I don't wanna go on the journey."

The very mind saying,
"No, life is good now."

The very mind telling you,
"I don't wanna look at this.

I wanna go do something else.

I'm gonna go enjoy this
other thing over here.

That'll be much more pleasurable for me.

Really, it will."

That mind.

You're gonna trust that mind

Well, that's what you've been doing

What if somehow, in the midst of
everything, you just remember that every

challenge, every problem, everything
you hate or do not like about your

life is the gateway, the transformation

Each of those events, when we look
deeply into what's actually happening

at the mechanics of creation, is
actually the part of you that is in

pain and suffering, calling out for help

Each of these events, these challenges,
these problems, these pains in your life

is really the deeper aspect of you crying
out for help to end the pain and suffering

of this endless loop of consciousness

that you've been trapped in

And what are you gonna do?

You can ignore it

You ignore this cry for
help from your own being

But that's what we do

We just say, "Oh, I'll go do this other
thing over here that's more enjoyable."

And then we repeat the
same day over again.

That's why our lives
are like Groundhog Day.

We just keep on repeating the same
energetic imprint again and again until

we do look inward, until we do clear the
challenge, until we do clear that pain

And yeah, there's a lot of it

When we keep on clearing and
keep on clearing, we think,

"When will this ever end?

This is endless.

This will never end."

Wait a second.

Who's saying that?

It's your mind telling
you this will never end.

The part of the mind that doesn't
want to go on the journey,

that doesn't want to heal.

And you go, "Oh, yeah, this will
never end," and you believe it, and

then you stop doing the work, and
you don't make the choice to look

deeper than you've ever looked before

And then

Inevitably, eventually, the pain will
escalate and escalate, the call for

help will get greater and greater,
and then you'll turn inward again.

It's just a matter of timing.

It's inevitable because the plan is there.

This is the plan for your life.

There's no getting around it

The plan for your life is to go
through these challenges, this

pain, these experiences, and learn
from them and transcend them.

That's what the journey is.

Not to stay stuck in them, not to
stay in this endless loop of Groundhog

Day repeating each day of our life
over and over again with different

clothing and different circumstances

And we all face this, this
trap of when will it ever end?

This seems endless.

I can't keep doing this.

And then we have to look
at, well, who's saying that?

Who is saying that?

And where has that voice taken us?

Oh, yeah, into challenge,
into pain and suffering.

So really, it's just a choice.

Do you wanna stay with
the pain and suffering?

That's it.

That's it

There's no right, there's no
wrong because it's all inevitable

If we don't pick up the phone call

You know, then there'll be someone
knocking at the door, and we don't

answer the door, then a tree's gonna
come crashing through the roof,

and eventually we'll pay attention.

It's all inevitable.

Question is, how much pain, extra
pain do we want to experience

before we answer the call?

Do we want the easiest path or the
easiest path, the shortest path?

Or do we wanna take the long scenic
road and tour various different,

you know, aspects of the pain and
suffering before we transcend it?

And your higher self doesn't care.

It'll just wait.

It's there now.

It loves you.

It is you

We just can't see it.

So it's all okay from that perspective.

You see, our higher self has this
eternal perspective where they know

the plan will succeed eventually.

It's just a question of time.

And yes, you are in control.

You're in control of when you follow the
plan, how you follow the plan, how much

distraction you take, how much extra
time you spend in pain and suffering.

This is all your choice

I keep on reminding myself of the
journey that I'm on, this part from

The Matrix where Neo says to the

Oracle, why didn't you tell me?

Why didn't you tell me?

You knew this.

Why didn't you tell me?

And then she points to the sign above
the door saying, "Know thyself."

It's we know, and we find out, and we
see the truth when we're ready to see the

truth, and the only one deciding is us.

When we are ready, we will see.

When we're ready, support will be there.

When we're ready, everything will happen.

And if it's not happening, it
means that we're not really ready.

And we gotta look at that pain and that
thing, and that's gonna be at the unlock

That all of creation, it's hard to
understand this, but I can feel it

right now as I say this, all of creation
is there for us to make this journey.

All of creation is excited and
energized and in support, because when

we make the journey, we're in alignment
with the highest form of nature

And when we don't, that's okay too.

It's just nature quietens down.

It's like, oh, we wanna stay there.

Okay, all good.

Let us know when you're ready.

We're here.

We're standing by

It's almost like that television
commercial they used to have when I was

a kid where they said, "Our operators
are standing by to take your call,"

when they were selling some sort
of product or something like that.

And it's true, all, all the support
of nature is right there, poised,

waiting to support your saying yes to
your own evolution, to saying yes to

using the tools, saying yes to going
farther than you've ever gone before

It's your choice

It's your life.

It's your, yeah, destiny.

Well, the plan's there.

What you do with it is up to you