Why and How You Resist the Plan for Your Life
Michael spends an hour and a half lying in bed while the egoic consciousness picks things to beat him up with. He finally just gets up, and in the shower it comes to him: it's his stance toward the whole thing. He's been resisting the experience, and that perspective is the problem. That is the struggle. The only struggle is the one he's choosing right now. And he already knows the mechanics. If something isn't right, you just change it.
From there comes the metaphor that runs the episode. You are the product manager of your own life, and the mechanics of creation are your delivery team. The unhealthy manager blames the team and calls the work a defect. The healthy one says: you built exactly what we talked about, full credit, and now that I see it I want something new. The only difference is that one of them thinks there's a problem. There's no problem here. The only problem is you thinking it's one.
Then Audree takes it somewhere rawer. The work isn't selling, the house isn't moving, and she's angry. So she does the responsible thing and goes hunting for a job, building a beautiful resume she can't stand behind. Then a dream of going backwards stops her cold: every move she's making is away from her real work, not toward it. The unwelcome answer she lands on, live, is that she gave up on what she was given and called survival mode being responsible.
The episode closes on the memo it's named for. There is a plan for your life, written by your higher self, and every challenge you hate is the gateway, not the obstacle. The catch: the same mind generating your suffering is the one telling you not to do the plan. You've been trusting that mind. That has been the whole problem.
00:00 Crows And Snake Signs
From there comes the metaphor that runs the episode. You are the product manager of your own life, and the mechanics of creation are your delivery team. The unhealthy manager blames the team and calls the work a defect. The healthy one says: you built exactly what we talked about, full credit, and now that I see it I want something new. The only difference is that one of them thinks there's a problem. There's no problem here. The only problem is you thinking it's one.
Then Audree takes it somewhere rawer. The work isn't selling, the house isn't moving, and she's angry. So she does the responsible thing and goes hunting for a job, building a beautiful resume she can't stand behind. Then a dream of going backwards stops her cold: every move she's making is away from her real work, not toward it. The unwelcome answer she lands on, live, is that she gave up on what she was given and called survival mode being responsible.
The episode closes on the memo it's named for. There is a plan for your life, written by your higher self, and every challenge you hate is the gateway, not the obstacle. The catch: the same mind generating your suffering is the one telling you not to do the plan. You've been trusting that mind. That has been the whole problem.
00:00 Crows And Snake Signs
01:51 Building The App Fast
04:24 Why Record The Journey
05:09 Ricardo Semler Mindset
07:06 Shower Breakthrough
09:29 Matrix Choice Moment
11:31 Product Manager Metaphor
16:06 Audrey Financial Anger
20:12 Dream Of Going Backwards
22:34 AI Prompts And Reaching Out
23:25 Pitching a New Role
24:36 Michelin Chef Mismatch
25:47 Survival Mode Realization
29:23 Owning the Work Boldly
30:58 Fear Based Ego Drivers
37:00 Meditation Next Step
39:51 Sharing the 10 Minute Memo
41:46 Dream of Separation Insight
46:22 Closing Intent and Goodbye
Creators and Guests
Host
Audree Tara Sahota
I was born with mystical gifts I learned to hide from a world that wasn't ready, the weird kid teaching Samadhi at slumber parties while trying to make sense of being different. Almost a decade in formal healing training, a graduate of the Barbara Brennan Collage of Healing. Five years on a Chicago medical team, healing what Western medicine couldn't touch. In 2009 I received Evolutionary Energetics, yet discovering it and embodying it are completely different. I've done the messy work: dissolved my ego, healed my deepest patterns, trusted guidance I couldn't see when everything rational screamed not to. I'm not a guru with all the answers. I'm a real person who happened to be born remembering cosmic truth, walked the uncomfortable path of living it, and learned how to make it practical.
Host
Michael K Sahota
Raised with logic and science, I started as the ultimate skeptic. In my AI PhD program, I discovered that human vision and cognition is controlled hallucination; we literally make up reality. After years in software architecture and management roles leading organizational transformations, the pattern became clear: the consciousness of the leader creates culture, culture creates outcomes. I hit the truth: I was the limiting factor in every change initiative. Meeting Audree transformed everything as our opposite approaches unlocked something extraordinary. Through 100+ leadership trainings, we didn't create this work, we received it, download by download, in an unfolding evolutionary process. I've done the messy work: learned to trust direct experience over logic, followed guidance that made no rational sense. I'm not a guru with all the answers. My passion is the mechanics of creation. I'm the bridge between worlds, translating cosmic downloads into step-by-step practical tools.
