There's No One Left to Blame
Michael is about to nudge Audree toward something, and he can already feel himself bracing for the reaction he is sure she will have. Then he stops and looks at the thought itself. It is not about Audree. It is a structure in his own being, holding a frequency that quietly tells her how to show up. And if he is the one creating her that way, the floor drops out: there is no one left to blame.
From there the mechanic opens out, and Michael calls it brutal. The judgments you carry about your kids, your partner, your boss are not descriptions. They are instructions. The frequency you hold signals the people around you into the very behavior you resent, and only clearing what is inside you ever hands them a real choice. Audree takes it down a layer: underneath the projection sits the ego's self-hatred, and the monkey mind firing off its attacks is not the enemy but the map, pointing straight at what wants to heal.
Then the hardest turn. As a healer, Audree has sat with people in stage four and asked what no one asks: do you actually want to heal this? Some do not, and she has watched them choose to go. Not cruelty. Sovereignty. What are you holding onto that some quiet part of you is not ready to give up?
The same truth runs through the rest: the consumption treadmill that never fills you, the book that is outgrowing them both, and the turn in their own marriage, where Michael finally does his own flow instead of saying yes when he means no, and Audree sees she can step out into the world on her own and still be held. If you are not being you, she tells him, you are no good to me.
Nobody is doing this to you. Which is the worst news, and the only good news there is.
00:00 Hermit House Banter
From there the mechanic opens out, and Michael calls it brutal. The judgments you carry about your kids, your partner, your boss are not descriptions. They are instructions. The frequency you hold signals the people around you into the very behavior you resent, and only clearing what is inside you ever hands them a real choice. Audree takes it down a layer: underneath the projection sits the ego's self-hatred, and the monkey mind firing off its attacks is not the enemy but the map, pointing straight at what wants to heal.
Then the hardest turn. As a healer, Audree has sat with people in stage four and asked what no one asks: do you actually want to heal this? Some do not, and she has watched them choose to go. Not cruelty. Sovereignty. What are you holding onto that some quiet part of you is not ready to give up?
The same truth runs through the rest: the consumption treadmill that never fills you, the book that is outgrowing them both, and the turn in their own marriage, where Michael finally does his own flow instead of saying yes when he means no, and Audree sees she can step out into the world on her own and still be held. If you are not being you, she tells him, you are no good to me.
Nobody is doing this to you. Which is the worst news, and the only good news there is.
00:00 Hermit House Banter
01:23 Creating Your Reality
04:44 Clearing Self Hatred
11:25 The Surrender Paradox
12:09 Monkey Mind as Roadmap
15:24 Some Choose to Exit
20:56 House Inspection Anxiety
22:21 Heating Bills and Fear
27:51 Ego Consumption Treadmill
31:11 Freedom to Be Yourself
32:07 Impact on the Other
32:56 Projections and Assumptions
34:08 Relationship as Mirror
35:02 Blame and the Maze
38:00 Healing Through Self Love
40:45 Stay or Exit
42:05 Whose Voice in the Book
46:31 Marketing Paths Ahead
49:06 Back to the Lab
52:03 Have To Versus Want To
53:25 Closing Yacht Tangent
Creators and Guests
Host
Audree Tara Sahota
I was born with mystical gifts I learned to hide from a world that wasn't ready, the weird kid teaching Samadhi at slumber parties while trying to make sense of being different. Almost a decade in formal healing training, a graduate of the Barbara Brennan Collage of Healing. Five years on a Chicago medical team, healing what Western medicine couldn't touch. In 2009 I received Evolutionary Energetics, yet discovering it and embodying it are completely different. I've done the messy work: dissolved my ego, healed my deepest patterns, trusted guidance I couldn't see when everything rational screamed not to. I'm not a guru with all the answers. I'm a real person who happened to be born remembering cosmic truth, walked the uncomfortable path of living it, and learned how to make it practical.
Host
Michael K Sahota
Raised with logic and science, I started as the ultimate skeptic. In my AI PhD program, I discovered that human vision and cognition is controlled hallucination; we literally make up reality. After years in software architecture and management roles leading organizational transformations, the pattern became clear: the consciousness of the leader creates culture, culture creates outcomes. I hit the truth: I was the limiting factor in every change initiative. Meeting Audree transformed everything as our opposite approaches unlocked something extraordinary. Through 100+ leadership trainings, we didn't create this work, we received it, download by download, in an unfolding evolutionary process. I've done the messy work: learned to trust direct experience over logic, followed guidance that made no rational sense. I'm not a guru with all the answers. My passion is the mechanics of creation. I'm the bridge between worlds, translating cosmic downloads into step-by-step practical tools.
