You Are a Program Fragmented in 100,000 Pieces
Michael wakes up feeling something he has never felt before. Total mental relaxation, like every layer of background tension has dissolved. In the shower he flashes on Blade Runner. Rachel is a replicant who does not know it, and the discovery does not change her experience of being alive. He realizes the same is true here. We are running programs. Knowing it does not make us less. It liberates us, because now we can change them.
Audree tells the story of the moment her childhood with her mother fully released. Not through forgiveness, which she already had. Through one shift of consciousness, made possible by the months at Oneness and the field of a hundred monks. She names the harder question for the listener: where is the pain in your life serving the part of you that does not want to heal?
Then the scale opens. Soul retrieval recovers one fragment. The Horcruxes in Harry Potter were seven. The actual number for a human being is closer to 100,000, split across timelines, dimensions, parallel realities. What this work is actually healing is the soul inception crystal itself, the first structure that holds source consciousness in the material realm, with its 42 binding points. Nothing else on the planet has the concept. What people call enlightenment is roughly three percent of what is available.
00:00 Quiet After the Storm
00:22 Mind Massage Breakthrough
01:24 Upgrading the Inner Program
03:17 Blade Runner Awakening
07:07 Source Consciousness in a Body
08:37 Limits, Longevity, and Memory
10:11 Letting Go of Mom Story
15:11 Rotten Potatoes Metaphor
19:31 Projection and Inner Healing
20:42 Pain Identity and Trauma Release
24:51 Soul Retrieval and PTSD
29:01 Fractal Purification Labyrinth
30:58 Labyrinth Walking Rules
31:49 Recording Glitch Reset
32:49 Harry Potter Letting Go
35:23 Soul Fragmentation Mechanics
40:19 Trust the Evolution Process
41:30 Teaching From the Beginning
44:43 Community Without Cult Vibes
48:19 Everything Counts Self Mastery
52:30 Revisiting Gratitude Themes
54:14 No Shortcuts Closing Thoughts
Creators and Guests
Host
Audree Tara Sahota
I was born with mystical gifts I learned to hide from a world that wasn't ready, the weird kid teaching Samadhi at slumber parties while trying to make sense of being different. Almost a decade in formal healing training, a graduate of the Barbara Brennan Collage of Healing. Five years on a Chicago medical team, healing what Western medicine couldn't touch. In 2009 I received Evolutionary Energetics, yet discovering it and embodying it are completely different. I've done the messy work: dissolved my ego, healed my deepest patterns, trusted guidance I couldn't see when everything rational screamed not to. I'm not a guru with all the answers. I'm a real person who happened to be born remembering cosmic truth, walked the uncomfortable path of living it, and learned how to make it practical.
Host
Michael K Sahota
Raised with logic and science, I started as the ultimate skeptic. In my AI PhD program, I discovered that human vision and cognition is controlled hallucination; we literally make up reality. After years in software architecture and management roles leading organizational transformations, the pattern became clear: the consciousness of the leader creates culture, culture creates outcomes. I hit the truth: I was the limiting factor in every change initiative. Meeting Audree transformed everything as our opposite approaches unlocked something extraordinary. Through 100+ leadership trainings, we didn't create this work, we received it, download by download, in an unfolding evolutionary process. I've done the messy work: learned to trust direct experience over logic, followed guidance that made no rational sense. I'm not a guru with all the answers. My passion is the mechanics of creation. I'm the bridge between worlds, translating cosmic downloads into step-by-step practical tools.
