Your Deepest Longing Is Your Deepest Wound
Audree wakes up from a vivid dream with an overwhelming longing to be with her godson, a child she has a deep energetic connection to going back before his birth. Michael reads the energy from a still place and says it feels like spending a week with him. Audree's system says it feels like forever. She raises her voice. He catches it without reaction. She stops, goes inside, and finds the ego running a full narrative: Michael is controlling you, he's blocking you, be careful of him. She sees through it. What's actually there is a wound that traces back through lifetime after lifetime of separation, all the way to the original moment Source Consciousness individuated. The pain dissolves live on mic.
From there, Audree shares two stories from before she met Michael: a drunk guy on a New York street whose mind went blank when their eyes locked, and a mover who had his heart burst open on the drive home after quoting her move. Both mistook the energetic connection for sexual attraction. The pattern is always the same: high frequency transmission gets confused for something personal when it's actually evolutionary.
Michael lands the thread: the subconscious runs you because you don't know it's running you. That's the only reason it has power. And the ego's trick is always the same: take something true, wrap it in lies, and loop.
00:00 Mic Toss Reflexes
00:48 Superpowers And Clear Mind
03:09 Dream About Godson
03:53 Soul Family Backstory
07:59 Jealousy And Longing
11:06 Reading The Energetic Call
13:26 Charge And Raised Voice
14:56 Ego Story Versus Sensation
17:30 Adoption Wound To Source
28:16 Subconscious Runs The Show
31:21 Initiation And Transmission
33:27 Precision Awareness Tech
35:21 Unlocking Ego Mechanisms
37:47 India Initiations Gift
39:11 Organization Blocks Mission
40:48 Exercise Alters Consciousness
43:36 NYC Mind Shutoff Story
50:44 Attraction Versus Evolution
54:14 IHA Training Confusion
57:05 Ego Truth Lie Loop
58:53 Horoscope To Healing
01:00:31 Mantra Transmission Close
Creators and Guests
Host
Audree Tara Sahota
I was born with mystical gifts I learned to hide from a world that wasn't ready, the weird kid teaching Samadhi at slumber parties while trying to make sense of being different. Almost a decade in formal healing training, a graduate of the Barbara Brennan Collage of Healing. Five years on a Chicago medical team, healing what Western medicine couldn't touch. In 2009 I received Evolutionary Energetics, yet discovering it and embodying it are completely different. I've done the messy work: dissolved my ego, healed my deepest patterns, trusted guidance I couldn't see when everything rational screamed not to. I'm not a guru with all the answers. I'm a real person who happened to be born remembering cosmic truth, walked the uncomfortable path of living it, and learned how to make it practical.
Host
Michael K Sahota
Raised with logic and science, I started as the ultimate skeptic. In my AI PhD program, I discovered that human vision and cognition is controlled hallucination; we literally make up reality. After years in software architecture and management roles leading organizational transformations, the pattern became clear: the consciousness of the leader creates culture, culture creates outcomes. I hit the truth: I was the limiting factor in every change initiative. Meeting Audree transformed everything as our opposite approaches unlocked something extraordinary. Through 100+ leadership trainings, we didn't create this work, we received it, download by download, in an unfolding evolutionary process. I've done the messy work: learned to trust direct experience over logic, followed guidance that made no rational sense. I'm not a guru with all the answers. My passion is the mechanics of creation. I'm the bridge between worlds, translating cosmic downloads into step-by-step practical tools.
