B Evolutionary: The Podcast

Michael: Well, here we are
back in our living room

Audree: Star date

These are the voyages of
the Starship Enterprise

To boldly go where no man has gone before

Michael: Well, that's the
whole experiment, right?

You know, can you take these

beings born into low frequency into
separation and pull them out of it

Audree: Hmm.

Michael: The answer is yes

Audree: Yes we can

Michael: Do you wanna go first?

Audree: Well, we were starting to have
a, this conversation and, and then I

thought, "Oh, f- feels like we're gonna
go into something very deep here."

And now I kind of … It's
all fading away.

Michael: Hmm.

Audree: We were talking about tuning
forks and vibrational frequency

In the movie Tomorrowland

Michael: Mm-hmm

So my epiphany this morning

Well, you know, there's a bit of
backstory that, that she said, "Well,

like the, the door's right there.

You know, you got everything.

You just need to, just, just
you need to go through it."

And I'm like-

Audree: The door's open.

It's unlocked

… Michael: the door's, the
door, the door's unlocked.

It's open.

You just gotta go through it.

And I'm going like, "Okay.

Well, you know, great.

Sounds good.

You know, what do I do?"

Mm.

Right?

You know, how do, how do
I go through the door?

And then, um, so like, I mean, it's not…

And y- I mean, this is where, you
know, I kinda remind everyone that,

you know, this is a, you know,
sometimes I would've described myself

as the worst student, but you know.

Really, it's just the nature of
the puzzle game that we're in.

It's not that I'm a terrible student.

That's kind of a judgment
and a limiting belief system.

So if you think you're a, you know,
poor student of this work, you're not.

It's just a limiting belief system you
may be holding that maybe you wanna get

rid of 'cause it's gonna slow you down.

Um, but really, it's a, it's a, it's a,
it's a very sophisticated puzzle game.

It's a very, uh, you know, you're running
a really, like an ultramarathon, like-

Audree: And there's highs and lows,
like you run out of steam, and then

you get- … your wind back and-

Michael: Yeah

… Audree: you know, you, your legs start
to hurt, and then you run through it.

Michael: And you think you can't do it
anymore, and then you push through and-

Audree: Yeah

… Michael: yeah.

Or not really push through, but
make the choice to keep going.

And so, so yeah.

So they were saying, "Okay,
you just gotta do this."

And I'm like, "Okay, well,
okay, this has been, you know,

probably more than a week now."

And I'm like, "Okay, well, I, you
know," you know, s- still nothing's

dawning in my consciousness.

And then, uh

You know, they, they keep
on saying this thing.

They're very insistent, like,
"You are source consciousness.

You are source consciousness.

You are source consciousness."

But, but the thing is here, you know,
that's not aligned with everything

internally, within my internal-

Audree: State

Michael: of being … thinking
structure, state of being.

That's not the truth.

That's an idea that's
starting to have experiences.

You know, and I'm experiencing, like,
the light, and I'm experiencing the

is-ness, and the being-ness of my
being, and love of source consciousness.

Audree: The stillness.

Yeah.

Michael: But-- And all of
that is still from this place

of I am separate from that.

This is not me.

And so, so the realization this
morning is, is, oh, well…

And then there's also this other stuff
of taking help from source consciousness.

Well, if I am source consciousness, why am
I taking help from source consciousness?

Like, the whole structure of
it doesn't make any sense.

Unless I'm separated, and I think
I'm separated, or my allegiance is to

separation, then of course it makes sense
to take help from source consciousness,

which is a really good idea, by the way.

Um, and then-

And then it kind of dawned on me

Wait a minute If I am s-
I mean, what if we're two?

Okay, okay.

If I am source consciousness,
there's nothing to do

If I am source consciousness, the
love of source consciousness, the

love of all creation is just there

If I am source consciousness I'm
just experiencing not the light,

but the light of my own being

If I'm source consciousness,
I am the is-ness

I am source conscious.

I am the beingness.

And that anything other than that

is the separation

And there's nothing to do with it.

There's nothing to solve.

There's nothing to fix

They're just staying

What do they say?

When to staying with the what is?

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: Not, not a grade one step

And so what I saw is this deep
loop of this kind of secret hidden

belief system or this secret

understanding within my being of what I am

of the struggle of, you know, finding
these, you know, wounded or separated

parts and bringing them back and blah,
blah, blah, yada, yada, yada, yada,

like the endless kind of purification
loop that gets more and more refined.

But it's still this loop

But when we're just what we
are, there's no more doing.

It's like an end of, end of the
doing, and we're just being.

We're being the truth of what and
who we are as source consciousness,

as the isness, as the light, as
the, the love of all creation

And then anything other than that,
these drops in frequency, we're just

going, "Well, you know, that's not me."

Not even thinking it, but just knowing it

And, and part of how we got here is
we were, um, we were doing our level

two course and we're talking about
evolutionary design and, you know, there,

there's this profound understanding
I've had of evolutionary design of,

of using human design as a way to, to
burn through all the misperceptions

and, and, and lies of, of what we are
to disc- to, to, to understand what

is our incarnational reality, what is
the, you know, what is this machine

we're operating and designed to do.

And the statement is, well, if we don't--
if we-- you know, it's, it's like, it's,

it's a beautiful, beautiful gift to
live our incarnational design because

if we can't live our incarnational
design, if we can't live the blueprint

of our body, of what our beingness is
meant to do here on this planet, how

can we possibly step into the truth
that we are source consciousness?

It's kinda like a, a baby step.

You know, it's kinda like an easier,
easier step to, to achieve now.

I don't know whether there's a, there'll
be a shorter way in, in the future or

not, or I, I really don't know what'll
happen because, you know, this, this

all, all this stuff is so complex and
the energies are shifting so fast.

But right now, that, that
certainly has been true

you know, if I can't accept myself as, you
know, what my, my actual design is, which

I can test out in, in the world around me
how can I really accept that, you know,

I am source consciousness as this, this,
this eternal source of love and beingness?

Which means letting go of
all the identity Mm-hmm.

Audree: So I think that she
also talk about this too, is

that purification is required

Michael: Mm-hmm

Audree: Which means in, in other terms,
I mean, we've heard this before, shadow

work or … I, I don't like to use those
terms 'cause it's not what our work does

Michael: Clearing the triangles

Audree: We call it clearing
the triangles, and it's a very

different than shadow work.

And at the same time it has a component
of you have to walk through the

darkness because when you c- so I have
this … When I was little, my cousins,

I, we used to go visit my cousins every
weekend on Sundays, and they lived in a,

like a two-flat, and the basement had a,
had a, like a play room in the basement.

But half the basement was the
boiler room and where they did

laundry, and it was unfinished.

And then it had a door to the backyard.

And we would play a game, who can
walk from one side of the room

all the way to the back door.

And the back door had … The only
light was coming from the back

door because there was a window.

And it … Other than that, it
was pitch black, and it was scary,

and you had to walk next to the
boiler and, and it was terrifying.

And I remember my sister couldn't do it.

My cousin couldn't do it.

I think my older cousin did
it once, and then he's like,

"This is dumb," or something.

But I stayed with this until I
could walk all the way through.

But we used to like walk, get to
the way, where the boiler was.

It was so scary we'd run back, you
know, to where we started from.

And, and I see this
over and over again is-

Michael: Well, that's
the whole thing, right?

Walk through the darkness
to get to the light

Audree: Right.

It's a, it was a practice game.

Who knew?

Michael: Who knew?

Audree: I just remember, and
even now, it, it, it's likened

to the same journey of evolution.

When you can confront and be with
the darkness, be with whatever,

whatever your thoughts, those negative
thoughts, whatever your behaviors

were in the past, all … You know,
if you can just be with it, and I

think that that's stay in the is-ness.

It's like it, it was you.

It was your belief system.

It was your perception.

It was your behavior that came from this
state of separation or this state of

survival or the state of fear, whatever
the, the reasons behind why you had

those perception, beliefs, and behaviors.

If you can confront that and just
be with it, and that's what Get

Clear does with, with triangles.

Like you're looking … You're really,
really, okay, you know, I do this

thing or I feel this way or this
happened to me or you go even deeper,

I'm the one that's creating my reality
and it's a shit show , you know?

If you can be with it in this, in this
observer state that doesn't have any

judgment about it, doesn't have any
thoughts about it, it just is an is-ness.

It is, oh yeah, I did this thing or I do
this thing and you can … And that's your

darkness and you can stay with it and then
you can walk through it to the other side,

to the light, to the truth of who you are.

And there's another point that you make,
made that I've come to this conclusion

through my own contemplation many times
for many years and I've said this.

There … When
there … Truth never changes.

It always remains the same.

That's how you know it's true.

So if you go into your own being
and see your thoughts, you observe

your thoughts, you observe your
behaviors, you observe how you shift

and change consistently based on your
environment, based on the situation,

based on the person that you're with

You're constantly shifting and changing.

All that is shifting and changing
is not the truth of who you are

because it's always changing.

It's just as like a simple fact.

There's nothing more
than it's just factual.

There's no judgment.

There's no justification

And the isness is, is that
the light is always there

The light never changes.

In fact, the light that's in
me is the light that's in you.

Michael: Namaste.

Audree: Namaste.

Right?

And if you think about the creation
of the universe came from one source.

I remember, oh, I remember being in
Glastonbury and walking at night, and I

came upon this, like, road or driveway.

And I had, I had to pass by it
on my walk back to the bed and

breakfast, and it was so scary.

It was dark.

It felt h- oh my God, it
felt creepy and scary.

And I was like ca- I, at that time I
was, like, calling in, like, Archangel

Michael and, like, every sense of
protection, and it wasn't enough.

And I called upon the darkness.

I, I was just like, "Okay, dark beings,
whoever you are, come protect me too."

And I was like, "That's a
weird thing that I just did.

Why would I call upon a, a
dark being to protect me?"

But I felt protected, and then
I just, like, continued my walk.

And I came back and I, I think I was
showering or something, and I was just

like, "Everything comes from one source.

The dark and the light
come from the same place.

How could everything be bad?"

And that's when I downloaded this
whole entire thing about, about dark

beings and w- they're just here to
give us an experience of separation.

Like, that's what they signed up for.

Like, and there was this … My
whole entire perspective-

Mm … changed and shifted in that
moment through that experience.

And I was like, "Wow."

Like everyth- there's one
source of all there is.

You can call it God, although I
have some thoughts about that.

But it's like-

Michael: Well, actually, the she
have a very specific recommendation.

Bad idea, 'cause it's a loaded term.

Audree: It's a loaded term
because it's been hijacked.

Michael: Yeah.

And, and you can use that if that's
comfortable for you because- Yeah.

You

Audree: can say source

Michael: consciousness … e- because
eventually you'll have your own direct

experience of what creation is, and
then things may change, so it's fine.

Audree: So, so for, for me, when you
say we are source consciousness, I am

source consciousness, that is the only
one thing that will never change, ever.

And I even think Joe Goldsmith,
that's how he healed people

He didn't, he didn't go into their,
their disease or their lack of finances

or their relationship problems.

He just saw … He went into his-
himself into the state of I am source

And then he saw the other
being as source consciousness.

He never saw them in their limitations

Michael: So, so a couple
of things came up.

One is that there is about zero
value in thinking in your mind,

"I am source consciousness."

That's not what we're talking about here.

Um, we're talking about- Or you

Audree: can go into where
I'm not source consciousness.

Michael: Yeah.

Audree: Oh, is that
where you're getting to?

Well- Sorry

… Michael: y- y- so, so what we're talking
about is, is, is, is, is, you know, what

if-- We're just starting with, what if
it were true I'm source consciousness,

and then going from there, and then
being open to having experiences,

direct experiences of reality.

And what we're talking about is
this final step of it becoming a

permanent state of being, right?

And so that's, I think, a
clarification of what this work is.

So the-- this work is not about,
"Oh, I have a peak state where I

experienced I was one with everything,
and now I'm come back in-- come

back to my normal life," right?

Audree: Although those are
important states to have.

They're

Michael: important.

They're valuable.

'Cause

Audree: they shift

Michael: your neurotransmitters.

Because they're, they're helpful shifts.

However, we're talking about what is
the protocol and the procedure and

the sequence that allows me to make
that my permanent state of being.

That's what we're talking about here.

The other thing that I'll talk about,
which, which Audrey was talking about,

well, we have to go through the darkness.

There's a, there's a, there's a, a
s- a, a structure and a mechanism for

moving, uh, our perception out of, uh,
this distorted, egoic, conditioned,

uh, perceptions that we're, we're born
into and that we even may hold now on

our-- even on our, you know, as we go
on our journey, into a, a very different

perception of reality, of, of, you know,
this full embodiment of the understanding

that-- the living understanding that
we are source consciousness and that

we are just, you know, love and light.

You know, just to, just
to put, put words on it.

'Cause we understand that the light
we experience is from our own being.

The love we experience is from our
own being, 'cause that is what we are.

And that there is no,
"Oh, become the observer."

I've heard this so many times,
especially earlier on my journey.

"Oh, you just need to be an observer."

No.

Observer-ness is an emergent
property of the system.

There's never a goal
to become an observer.

That is a complete trap, distortion,
uh, and, and, and pro-- and that'll

actually s- stop your journey.

The-- What, what-- However,
observer-ness will emerge over

time as you become comfortable
with all of creation that you are.

All of the darkness, all of the
disturbances, and as you let go of the

judgment towards your own being, as you
come to a state of peace and acceptance

And of course, we're not saying cultivate
peace, cultivate acceptance, cultivate

understanding, cultivate compassion.

We're not saying that.

What we're saying is those qualities
emerge when you see where you're not,

where you're in judgment of yourself,
where you don't have compassion, where

you're angry and frustrated at your own
being, where-- And this is, you know,

why we've talked a lot about self-hatred
because this is like this pivotal anchor.

You know, where are you enacting
self-hatred towards your own being?

And when we look at that, when we walk
through that and come out the other

side, then we're in a place where, where
we not only have an experience of our

own being, the beingness as of what
and who we are as source consciousness.

We have experiences of it
from the perspective of the

separated ego consciousness.

Then we're talking about this final step.

It's almost like where these two things
are coming together, where the separated

aspect is coming together with the truth
of what and who we are, and then there's

a, a, a crystallization or a dawning
in consciousness of, "Oh, I am that."

Audree: The egoic
consciousness is the aspect

of the incarnated being

That just has a
misperception of what it is

Michael: Hmm.

Audree: It's not the ego.

Consciousness never goes away.

It just shifts its perspective to
understand that it's part of creation

That it's the very

It's the aspect or the mechanism

of what allows source consciousness to
have an experience in physical reality

And I've said this again
and again, I'll say it again

All we're doing here is we're bringing
the ego consciousness back to its truth.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Audree: It is creator
consciousness, an aspect of creation

It could stay in its perspective, in
its limited perspective of where it

is now if it chooses, and it doesn't
change the truth of what it is

Michael: Hmm

Audree: I remember, you know, I had
the moment with my son being paralyzed

and that whole experience that I
had, and I've had this even more.

I've had these experiences now
over and over again, is that

The reason why the ego is so
powerful at creating reality is

because it is source consciousness

So even while it wants to refuse
to acknowledge the truth of what it

is, by the very nature of its being

It's just obvious

Michael: I just got this cosmic joke

Audree: Go ahead

Michael: I mean, this is extraordinary.

I mean, everything's a fractal.

So, so what I'm gonna speak to is,
is we have to understand that our

consciousness is not a singular thing.

Our consciousness is, has
multiple components to it, and

there's a sophistication that I,
I don't even fully understand,

but, but there are parts to it.

And so the cosmic joke is this: until we
as awareness accept that we are source

consciousness and are, and live that
truth that I am source consciousness

as my living reality, and the light and
the love and the beingness that flows

from that, the ego-ness cannot accept
its identity as greater consciousness.

Audree: Well, it's all
connected 'cause it's all-

Michael: One thing One thing
So that's the cosmic joke.

So, you know, we're so busy trying
to get the egoic conscious to

move back to becoming the creator
consciousness and love it back to

wholeness that we're forgetting about
our, our own being as awareness and

one who, the truth of one who we are.

I think that's pretty funny

Be part of part seven
of metaphysical humor?

Audree: The ego walks into a bar.

Out

And then think about

all of this is that you can read
something, you can listen to us talk

We're holding a transmission of a state
of being or an awareness that we've had

personally, so it's our lived reality

And while it's helpful and this
will activate something within

your consciousness of remembering,
uh, an opening to explore

It's still

becomes your living reality

When you move through
the choices of evolution

So when you have profound
insights when you're listening

to this, that's some-- that's it

Or you step away from, from listening and,
and then you go about your day, and you

have a insight or an awakening moment.

That's it

Or you do the clearing work or

And then from there you have an insight or
a state or, uh, your own ex- the-- there's

a, there's a point where you take the
information and it integrates through your

being, and you harness the vibrational
frequency of a higher frequency.

And then step by step or moment to
moment, you move into the gnosis

Yet it's not finished.

Even when you have the gnosis, it's
not finished 'cause there's more,

but there's … It's a requirement.

The requirement is your own purification.

The requirement is your
own evolutionary journey.

Michael: Mm.

Audree: Nobody can do it for you.

Michael: Mm.

So, uh, I, I was getting kind of to the
same thing, but I was getting a metaphor.

It's kind of like we're, we're showing
you y- the capability you have,

let's say, to be, uh, you know, a,
a spaceship pilot and visit other

planets and galaxies and, and so on.

Solar systems, blah, blah, blah.

That this is your potential, and we're
showing you what it's like, and how

exciting it is, and what it's in- how
interesting it is to tour all these

other different solar systems and
planets and what it's like to go beyond.

And, uh, you know, but, you know, this
is the, this is the, um, this is kind

of the real-life experience to inspire
you to go to flight school, to learn

the algebra that you need in order
to, to, to run a, run the spaceship.

Audree: We're travel agents, honey.

Michael: We're travel agents, yeah.

We're, we're…

This is, like, the brochure.

The brochure is not the journey.

The journey is, is, is, is, is
again, it's, it's, it's, uh,

building up your endurance, focusing
and harnessing your awareness

and understanding and using
that to navigate this puzzle

game of what and who you are

and get yourself out of the maze

So you can be amazing

Audree: Amazing.

I love that

So does she wanna talk to us?

Michael: Okay, and we
have limited time, so.

Audree: And we have limited time.

Michael: Okay.

Well, this will be, at 32 minutes,
our shortest podcast ever.

Audree: Congratulations.

Michael: Congratulations.

We've hit a new phase.

Audree: No, it's just that we're
short on time today 'cause I have to

go pick up my friend who's visiting.

Michael: Hmm.

Or both.

Hmm.

Audree: Hmm.

Wishful thinking, darling.

Michael: No, there's no
wishful thinking here.

It's pointless.

So, uh, do you wanna just
close or do the three minutes?

Audree: Um, I'd like to do the
three minutes 'cause it's important.

Michael: Okay, so we're just going
to, um, tune into the I Ching mantra,

which is, of course, as per this
conversation, just the truth of one,

who we are as source consciousness.

Audree: That's c- how we
can have the technology

Michael: Thank you for joining us.

Let's be evolutionary