B Evolutionary: The Podcast

Michael: All right.

So I, I'm gonna just make the call to
start the podcast 'cause I know if I

start telling Audrey what's going on,
she'll want us to mic up probably.

So here we go.

So I've got about a series- When

Audree: do you ever listen to me?

... Michael: a series about five
different chairs that go in sequence.

And

I'll start with the backstory.

So the backstory, I was going through
the, the she transcripts last night,

and they, they actually have a...

It's actually a process and
a transmission of, of, of...

They didn't say this, but this is
what I got out of it, of rebuilding

the relationship with the ego
as a basis for healing the ego.

And

It reminds me that everything here
started-- remember they said that

the experience you had with Nate,
talking to the ego, is the unlock.

So that was the start of
building the relationship, right?

Audree: Right.

Understanding that it was the ego
consciousness that creates reality.

Michael: Yeah.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: And so what is happening...

So anyway, so the, the transcript
was-- it was actually very interesting.

It was actually about talking about my
human design and how I have all this

tribal circuitry, yet I'm very attached
to being a hermit and leave me alone.

And, and then so what they-- And I
didn't-- It's all, you know, it's

actually genius the way they do the, um,
the sessions because usually it's like

they're speaking in the session about
something I only get the second-- the time

I listen to it or the time after, right?

And it's like a multi-layered
communication channel that's happening,

that's energetic, um, and the words
there just kind of trigger the,

the activation energetic opening.

Audree: They were talking about the
profiles in human, in human design.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Audree: So the profiles, like
you're a two-four, I'm a three-five.

Michael: That's a statement, Audrey.

It's not a question.

You're a three-five.

Audree: Okay.

Well, I wasn't sure if it was- I know.

Yeah.

And, and what I remember from the
session, 'cause I'm, I'm aware while it's

happening, but I'm also in an altered
state, so I don't fully grasp anything.

I'm not talking to you , I'm talking
to the audience, if there even is one.

Um, and they said something
like the healing is in the

first number of the profile

Michael: Yeah.

So, so, so as a, as a two-four hermit
opportunist, you know, there, there's a

part of me that's just, "Leave me alone.

Let me do my thing.

Don't touch my stuff," right?

That's the hermit in a nutshell, and
that's the thing to be transcended.

And so, so, so this is where they
were talking about, like, five

different things, and then I saw
how they all converged to one thing.

And what that one thing was was of

really the, the, the, the s- almost the
seething loathing and, and the cynicism,

'cause that's a part of my design, the
cynicism I have for humanity and people,

this deep seething cynicism, is actually
what I hold towards my own being.

Mm.

It's actually in the structural
fabric of, of the ego consciousness

within my own being, and it's
an aspect of the self-hatred.

And so, so really the deepest
truth is we all hate ourselves,

and we all hate everybody else too,
underneath everything else going on.

I mean, that's the mechanic.

I mean, it's like spooky.

So, so there was-- So anyway, so
I was going through this and I was

realizing it's like, wait a second.

And they're also saying, well,
you can't, you can't help somebody

when you're rejecting them.

You can't help the world if
you're rejecting the world.

And I'm thinking, well, how can I possibly
bring any of this work out to the world

when all my tribal circuitry is shut down?

I'm in deep, you know,
mode of leave me alone.

Like, I'm going like, this
doesn't make any sense.

This can't possibly work.

And then that's where I started
the-- I turned inward to, well,

what's going on within me and so on.

So that was all last night.

That's kinda like the background,
the setup for the really good stuff.

He was like, "How can I get better?"

So, so yeah, so, so last night I was
coming in, sorry, in the evening when

I was going through the transcripts,
I was like, oh, I'm just rebuilding

the relationship with the ego.

Me as the kind of the conscious creator
me, the aware me, the, the, the whole,

whole-- the aspect of me that's most
whole is loving or re-parenting the

aspect of me, the egoic consciousness
that's hurt, that's wounded, that's

in pain, that's in suffering.

And so it's like that re-parenting
process of, you know, you just need

someone to love you is what you
did in your, your, your thesis.

We've talked about this before.

And so then it's like just seeing that,
well, for me as the, the conscious

creator me, I-- it's really about being
in this place of just unconditional love.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: And that's kind of
like the glitch is I wasn't

quite making that, that...

Like I was like at ninety-nine point
five percent, but not a hundred percent.

And so it's like something tipped
where I got to a hundred percent,

maybe just in that, I don't know if
it's just in that moment, but mostly.

And then it's like, oh, it's just okay.

There's no more resistance
to what the ego's doing.

There's no more...

And it goes back to your
story with Samantha when she

was angry and so, and so on.

So there's like all these, these threads
we've been talking about coming to,

and it's, it, it's kind of like until
we get to a hundred percent, a hundred

percent where we're, we're just in love.

We just have love for
the egoic consciousness.

We have love for that aspect of our
being that is wounded, that is hurt.

Until we get to that place

we can't bring that
aspect of ourself home.

We can't help it heal.

So that was the setup.

So then I went to sleep, you know,
thinking nothing of any of this.

And then in my sleep I was in this dream.

And so for me to be aware of when I'm in
a dream is not, it's actually starting

to become increasingly more common.

Audree: So first of all, when I met
you, you said you didn't dream at all.

And then at some point
you did start dreaming.

Well- Most of the time when you do
dream, you are aware of your dream-

that you're dreaming or it's the
only time you talk about dreaming.

Michael: Yeah.

So, so I mean, so I remember like
something must have been happening 'cause

I had that full-scale sequel to, you know,
Avengers: Endgame, where I was realizing

and just seeing how, you know, the reason
people like these movies is 'cause the

characters are all struggling and wounded
and like very real in a, in a way.

Mm-hmm.

Despite having superpowers and so on.

And I remember like that was my first
experience, uh, like a, maybe a few

days ago or something, a week ago.

And so anyway, so tonight or last
night, like I was in this thing

and I was so consciously vividly
aware of being in this dream.

Mm-hmm.

You know, I'm in the situation.

I'll describe the situation, then I'll
describe what was hap- what happened then.

So it was like this kind of mystery
investigation of finding like the

secret room and, and then they found
out, oh, well this is where like, it's

kinda like this, you know, I don't
know, religious or cult-like structure.

And, and, uh, they found this s- you
know, we found this, Detective E-,

I don't know, whatever it was, found
this secret room, and that's where

kind of all this stuff was held.

And there were these passageways
where, you know, the, the, the,

the tribal leaders or the priests
or whoever was in charge of this

organization would take victims to,
to perpetrate crimes on them, right?

Sexual acts and so on.

And, and there are all these little,
little like rooms and little secret places

that, that they were victimizing people.

And then, uh, and then there was this
fear coming in because there was still

one kind of, you know, overseer, old
overseer that was half human, half, you

know, upgraded cyborg kind of thing.

And then there was this fear
about what's gonna happen.

And then, and then then
I just popped out of it.

I'm going, "Okay, I see
everything going on here.

Ego consciousness, what,
what's happening here?

Why are you showing me this dream?"

Audree: Mm-hmm.

In your dream

Michael: I stopped the play.

Like, the dream is still there.

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: I popped out of it.

Audree: Ooh.

Michael: And I'm like, "Ego
conscious, why are you doing this?"

Like, my heart rate's elevated,
I'm in fear, I'm in this character.

Uh-huh.

Like, why, why are you doing this to me?

And then I was shown, 'cause I asked why.

Audree: First of all, you were...

This is a, this is a very
advanced Siddhi skill.

I,

Michael: I've never had this before.

Audree: Okay.

Yeah.

So just...

Okay, keep going.

Michael: I mean, I guess with
the Avengers one- I'll explain it

later ... I had this baby awareness-

Audree: Mm-hmm,

Michael: I'll explain it later

of, oh, what's going on?

What's happening in the situation?

I mean, so I had an experience of that.

Audree: When your waking consciousness
can bleed into your dream state, it's a

very si- it's like a very con- Well, the

Michael: Siddhi did say they're
turning the Siddhis on right now.

Audree: Right.

They're...

That's a Siddhi, and it's a, a state.

It's a, it's a thing of,
uh, high consciousness.

Yeah.

Michael: Supernatural.

So, so for those who are
non-English speaking listeners,

it's Siddhi, S-I-D-D-H-I.

It means sort of our, our, the,
the capacity we have within us for

so-called supernatural powers, which
is actually just our built-in brain

architecture coming online, according

Audree: to the Siddhi.

Okay.

So you, in the dream, you stop the play.

You

Michael: stop the play.

The dream is still there.

Everything is still there.

All the characters are still there.

And I'm like, "Okay, ego
consciousness," like, like it's almost

like we're on a movie set, right?

Mm-hmm, mm-hmm.

You know, what are we doing here?

Except, I mean, but there's an aspect
of me that's still in that, in the

fear and the struggle at the same time.

It's very interesting.

Audree: And I'll make some comments after.

Keep going.

Well,

Michael: well, there's a lot going
on, and this is only the first,

this is only the first story.

Just, just keep

Audree: going.

Michael: There's, there's four more.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Three more.

Okay.

So, so then-

So then I'm like, "Okay, egoic
consciousness, why are we doing this?

Like, why, why am I experiencing
this fear as this character?

Why am I experiencing this conflict?

Why are you having me experience this?"

Then this is the part that's probably
might, might really challenge

listeners, but what I was shown is
that all the things that have happened

in the past, all those perpetration
crimes, I was the perpetrator and I

was the victim at the same time, and
that I-- my consciousness was split.

So I was experiencing being the
perpetrator and feeling the guilt and

the shame and everything that comes
with that, and experiencing the victim

and the hatred and the anger and the
desire for revenge all at the same time.

And this was the basis of how
self-hatred got so deeply entrenched.

The s- like the self-loathing, the
self-judgment, the wanting to destroy

another aspect of my own being.

So it ties back exactly to what the
Shi had been talking about in the

evening or then the channeling the
previous day about how I don't...

I, you know, there's no love for
the other human being, right?

Even though they're-- we're all
an aspect of source consciousness,

even though they're an aspect of me.

I'm not even loving my own being
externally with the other person.

And then I was being shown in the
ego consciousness how I was actively

hating another aspect of my own being.

So I'm seeing that the whole thing's
a fractal, that what's happening

within our egoic consciousness is
just a fractal that's playing out

in the external world around us.

And then, so then, so then there
was this massive, like, love

for both aspects of my being.

And then I was realizing that all of
this was happening so I could experience.

It's like really like a cry for help.

So just wanting to be seen so it can be
released from this pain and suffering.

And just in love with the whole...

All, like all aspects and all
the whole situation, and just

complete forgiveness of everything,
and that there was no wrong.

And then getting it to look
inwards and just see that, oh, it's

just light, and there's nothing

So that's not been yet.

Audree: Wow

That's profound

So there's a few interesting things.

One is we did the, we did
the unification activation.

Michael: Oh.

Which- That was the other part.

I brought those aspects, those
aspects of me hadn't been integrated.

Mm-hmm.

So I purified them.

Oh, actually more than that.

I completed the data collection.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: I, uh, there was actually

Oh my gosh, there's actually more.

I completed all the data collection
with those aspects of my being.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: And it's like, well, actually
this is part of the, the experiment

and it's like this was actually really
important that all of this happened

and nothing wrong has happened here.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: And then purified those
aspects of them, then reintegrated them.

Thank you for reminding me.

I forgot about that.

Yeah.

Audree: So what I'm talking about
is that we created, um, three

new audios, transformational
audios in the past couple weeks.

Michael: We did

Audree: the

Michael: past-

Audree: In the past

Michael: five days, yes.

Audree: Five days.

Feels like a couple weeks.

And when we create these, these
processes, um, we h- we actually

live them, we heal through them
first before we release them out.

So there's a whole entire process
before we actually write the script

after we write the script, before we
record, we, while we're recording,

and then after recording, and then
we actually produce them and put

music to them and then listen to them

Michael: again and then again and
again, 'cause, you know, we listen

to them too because they work.

Audree: So this, first of all, this is
like evidence of what these processes do.

So first of all, it gave you the
ability to be conscious in a dream,

in the dream state, which is lucid
dreaming or the waking up in your dream.

And then, and-

Michael: Waking up to the movie.

Audree: Yeah.

And at the same time, then

using the tools and techniques

Michael: of The

Audree: Work and with full awareness
in the dream to ask what's going on.

Like, holy shit

That is so powerful

Michael: I was just
happy with the outcome.

Audree: I know.

I'm just, I'm blown away.

I'm so amazed.

It's so profound.

Wow

So the other thing is, is that,
so there's, first we did, there's

a, we call it activating self-love
process, but originally it was called

removing self-hatred because we had
this realization through our own

journey that underneath everything is
this deep, deep searing self-hatred.

Michael: Well, actually she told us.

Audree: Did they?

Michael: Fun fact, yeah.

Audree: I think-

Michael: Well, they're
here to point things out.

Audree: Yeah.

I, I think though that we were
in this, we were having this,

these kind of realizations-

Michael: It, it started to
ha- so this is how it happens.

We start to have an awareness of
something- Mm-hmm ... and then they

explain what's going on in detail.

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: It's like because we open to
that, that awareness- Mm-hmm ... that

mean, that's the signal to them that
we're ready for the information.

Yeah.

They usually don't

Audree: give us, yeah, they
don't give us information

Michael: until we- No, no, no.

It's, we're the only ones
in control of the journey.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: It's not like, you know,
they, they have some program.

It's us deciding the whole thing.

Audree: So, and, and recognizing that
we don't love ourselves is very common.

I mean, we've been going through, and I'm
sure all of you have been going through,

um, awareness at some level, cycles of
it where you notice that you don't love

yourself and you need to love yourself
more and so you try to do these things.

Um, it-

Michael: Yeah.

Good luck.

Ha ha.

Audree: And what we've learned as a
technology to shift consciousness is,

like, look where you don't have self-love.

Michael: Look where you are,
you are harming yourself.

Look where you- Yeah ... aren't
kind to yourself.

Look where the attack
thought's towards yourself.

Audree: And we've been doing this
for many, many, many years- Many

but it wasn't until maybe a month
ago where we're like, "Oh my God,

there's something even deeper there.

There's a searing self-hatred."

And then working with the ego, talking
with the ego, finding out what's going

on, really paying attention, being in
deep, deep awareness and honesty and

truth, and just seeing, seeing, seeing.

When we started doing that, our, our
consciousness really started to shift.

And, and

At the same time, it
became very, very painful.

Like, I think I can say for me, I
mean, obviously you've heard some of my

outbursts on, on this podcast of just
being super frustrated, super angry,

and, and, and not being able to hold it,
so you, like, kind of push it outward

And what's really interesting is, is that
so we, we built that transformational

audio, and while I was building the script
for that transformational audio, I kind of

write in a free-flowing of consciousness.

So I don't actually-- like, I just keep
writing, writing, writing, and I don't--

I'm not, like, thinking about what I'm
gonna write or developing it or, you know.

I'm just allowing myself to
hear what needs to be said

in the script for this audio.

And what started to come out in the
beginning of this audio was to go for

the consciousness to go very, very
deep into awareness of the self-hatred.

And even when I was doing that with
the transformational audio, what I

noticed was that there was a very,
very dark energy attached to the egoic

consciousness, in the structures of the
ego consciousness that wasn't the ego.

So the ego itself is transmuting
and healing and transforming back

to its original intention, which
is just creator consciousness.

It's the aspect and the mechanics of
creation that create physical reality.

So it changes names when it heals into

creator consciousness

But the ego actually thinks
it's separate from source.

It thinks it's not part of the
creation or not, not part of

creation, and it's its own thing.

That's what it thinks because
it s- there was a glitch.

I

Michael: think you're
going a bit too deep, but-

Audree: I know, a glitch in the code.

Michael: Yeah.

We're not teaching here.

Audree: Sorry.

What I'm getting at here- We're inspiring.

Is even in that glitch,
there was another glitch.

Michael: Yeah.

There's a glitch within
a glitch within a glitch.

Audree: Yeah.

And I found it when I was writing the
script for the transformational audio.

And so

The transformational audio
starts to address that- Mm-hmm

those deep glitches that are
hidden and multidimensional.

And so that's what we've been
going through that process.

And then on top of that

The she took us through a process
to collapse the timelines.

They said we're fractaled
and fragmented and split.

And I've heard this before.

I've had these experiences where

Michael: But we didn't have the mechanical
with the mechanical repair procedure.

We were not at the point to, to do it.

Audree: Yeah.

Depending on your incarnation,
not dep- so here's the thing.

It's not depending on your incarnation.

It's kind of like if you wanna call it the
soul, you're split into various different

physical bodies at the same time.

Michael: Experiences lifetime.

So it's actually kinda like, um, Harry
Potter with Voldemort and the Horcruxes.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: So basically everybody has, you
know, thousands of Horcruxes, that their

soul is split into thousands of pieces.

So, so- That's why it's so, that's
why there's, we have to heal

across all the timelines, all
aspects of our being and- Right.

And

Audree: what's interesting is like
even Bhagwan has said, "Oh, you could

be in seven bodies in one lifetime."

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Audree: And maybe two or 3,000
years ago, that was true.

Right now,

because of the deviation, we've
been split thousands of times.

Yeah.

And so we're so fragmented, and
part of that needed to happen.

It, it's a lot, it, it's so-
Yeah ... it's so complex.

Michael: I, I have three more stories,
so we're not gonna get to them if,

at this rate, just to let you know.

But that's

Audree: fine.

That's

Michael: okay.

I'm excited.

I just wanna get them out, 'cause
otherwise I might not remember them.

I know.

Audree: I'm just, I'm
just, I'm just trying to...

Like I, I'm also speaking
out loud for my own healing.

Michael: Oh, your own.

You're doing your own processing.

' Audree: Cause that's my, my
process as a projector, that's my

authority, is to talk about things.

That's

Michael: actually the 43, 23.

And explain.

Audree: And explain.

Michael: Right, that's
your inner authority.

Audree: So every time we're split

Our power is dissipated.

And so, but she took us through a process
to collapse all the timelines, and we

did that, and then I was like, "Oh,
we need a transformational audio for

this, but for our advanced students."

So we created one, which
is now what is instigating

Michael: this.

This.

Audree: This

Michael: is what we li- this is
what we recorded yesterday and

listened to be- as going to bed.

Audree: Last night, and then I woke up-
Uh-huh ... like an hour or two later.

Uh-huh.

And I had you put on
the, um, the self-hatred.

Michael: Oh, the self-hatred one.

Yeah,

Audree: I remember that.

Removing self-hatred, which is
now called activating self-love.

Michael: Yeah, or self-love activation.

Audree: Oof.

Michael: Yeah.

Audree: Wow, I just got the chills.

Michael: Good.

Audree: Okay.

Sorry.

Michael: No, no, no, it's okay.

It's actually really important
for you to have your...

The other thing, actually
something important came up- To

have my coffee or to- ... to go,
to stay with the first dream.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: Dream one, is that when
I was doing the data collection-

Audree: Mm-hmm

Michael: And I don't have a, a complete
emotional data collector the way you do.

I've got the minimal version, right?

The pain level was so extraordinary.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: The suffering
was so extraordinary.

Mm-hmm.

I cannot even imagine
what you're going through.

Like, I mean, really, I mean, it's just
like, I mean, you know, what, what I was

experiencing was, was so far into pain and
suffering in such a deep, profound way.

All of the, the self-hatred for being
a perpetrator, all of the hatred and

anger for being perpetrated against
and vic- and being the victim.

You know, it's just like, it was just
so incredibly and agonizingly painful.

I can't imagine what it
feels, you were experiencing.

And at that point I got like, "Yeah, maybe
we don't wanna run this experiment again."

Like, abort the mission as they say.

Audree: I keep telling you, yeah.

Michael: Yeah, like it's
just like, like wow.

Anyway.

Audree: Well, try having a baby-

Michael: Yeah

... Audree: with no drugs.

Michael: Okay.

Or not.

So that's dream one.

So then dream two was coming along,
and it was like this weird thing.

It was a house and there were guns
and there was this sort of pseudo

criminal or full criminal element and
it, you know, somehow I, I think I was

a detective or something like that.

I was part of the, you know, law
enforcement side or something.

And, you know, but it was, it, it
was very weird and strange and, um,

I'm not gonna go into the details.

They're not relevant.

But at the end it's like, you know,
there was this dramatic scene and

then, you know, the, the phone rings
and it's like, you know, the rest

of my, you know, team or department.

They go, "Oh, we're going to Hollywood.

We're not going without you."

Like, like why does no one- Wait,

Audree: wait, wait.

I, I, you talked so fast-

Michael: Okay ... I
don't know what you said.

Audree: So it was

Michael: this, this dramatic scene where
like the guns were out and people were

like everything about shooting each other.

And then- Sorry ... in the middle
of it, the whole thing got defused.

And then, you know, kind of the,
the criminal handed me his gun.

It was a beautiful gun.

It was a automatic.

I was like, "Hey, this,
you've got a really nice gun."

But somehow the situation had defused
to where the point he gave me his gun.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: Now that I think about
it, that's actually quite profound.

Audree: Yes, that is.

Michael: Right.

And I'm going like,
"Wow, what a nice gun."

And we're talking about it.

And the situation was so
resolved to the point where I

was gonna throw him his gun back.

He said, "No, no, don't throw it yet.

Turn, turn the safety on
first, then throw it."

Like, "Hey, good, good call."

Throw him his gun back.

But that's the point the whole
situation was defused to where

everything was just okay.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: And there was
no conflict anymore.

It's like all the perceived conflict that
the characters had in the situation had

been defused, where they realized there
was no conflict, that everything was okay,

and that the solution was gonna work out
for everybody Forgot about that part.

Okay.

Thanks for asking me to slow down.

So but the, the part that was
just kinda like, that wasn't, that

wasn't, that's the non-main event.

The main event is that after this
all happened, then it's like my,

my team or something calls me and
says, "Oh, we're going on this thing

and, you know, you're not coming."

And I'm like, "Why doesn't
anyone treat me like an adult?"

And I'm like, well, and suddenly
the awareness came in, I don't

treat myself like an adult.

Audree: Hmm.

Michael: I don't take myself seriously.

I'm the one treating me
this way, no one else.

And then that brought in all this,
well, I'll just go through it now,

the self-loathing, the self-judgment,

self-punishment, self-deprecation

All forms of self-hatred

It's dream number two

Audree: Can you go back to the
part where everything was okay?

Michael: Yeah, so there
was this complex situation.

There was a safe, and
inside there was this-

Audree: No, no, no.

I'm not saying the details.

Oh.

I'm saying the outcome of it.

The outcome, you said, was that the
whole entire situation became...

Michael: Right.

So the character I was playing

saw everything happening.

Audree: Mm-hmm

Michael: and said, 'Hey, well
look, we don't have to do this.

If this just happens,
everything's fine for everybody.'

Audree: Right.

Do you understand?

In the first dream you had, you woke
up in the dream and you healed your

consciousness, the egoic consciousness.

And so the next dream, the
consciousness was showing you

that the conflict was healed.

And of course you didn't need
to go to another conflict

It's like the ego was like,
"Oh, I don't get to go anywhere.

You t- why are you
treating me like a child?"

But the truth is, is that

you already solved all the conflicts.

You didn't need to go to another conflict.

Michael: It wasn't going to a conflict.

It was going on a, on a holiday trip.

Audree: Oh.

Michael: And being left out.

And I'm like, "Why doesn't anyone
treat me like an adult or involve me?"

Oh, that's

Audree: different.

Yeah.

Michael: Yeah.

Audree: So it's interesting because in the
dream, the consciousness is showing the

consciousness that everything's okay, and
then it's still insisting- That it's less

than ... or creating another experience
where it's gonna be damaged or hurt-

Michael: Mm-hmm

Audree: by something.

Mm-hmm.

Fascinating.

You see the looping cycle that,
that the egoic consciousness is in?

Michael: Yeah.

Audree: It solves-- it heals itself, and
then immediately it damages itself again.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Yeah.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Okay, go ahead.

Michael: So, so, so fast
forward to the morning.

I'm, you know, I'm doing my, having
my shower, and in the shower the

mind's going, "Okay, well, you know,
I, I spent a couple of hours doing

a, a synthesis analysis of all the
channeling sessions to working, you

know, with the AI over a period of
a couple hours and various different

versions of drafts and correcting
inputs and misperceptions of the being."

Of the past

Audree: year of

Michael: all the channeling this year.

Of the past year and going through
the channelings forward and then going

through the channelings backwards
'cause things that are true at one

point of the journey are less true now
because there's a larger paradoxical

perspective on the whole thing.

So trying to explain paradox to an AI is,
is a challenging task with the current AI.

We need better ones, but
that's another problem.

Anyway, so, uh, so what I, what I'd gotten
to was going through the report and be--

having clarity on what, what our role is.

I'm not gonna go through that here.

You can read the report, Audrey.

And it, it's so complex, I'm not gonna
try to explain it, but one of the

things that I, that I actually had
to go through was about what is, what

are the teachings around manifesting-

Audree: Mm-hmm

... Michael: and what is it specifically
around money, which is our block, right?

And, and y- you know, and so,
so that's what was kind of...

And, you know, there's this,
there's this paradox there, right?

And so it's not like having all
of what the, what they've said

resolving everything, right?

Or there's an aspect of
consciousness doesn't wanna hear it.

But I was in the shower,
and this is percolating.

Okay, well, you know, what,
what do I need to do here?

And it's kinda like this kind of
tension of, well, do I just double down

on the journey and through that the
transformation will produce the outcome?

Or, you know, is the actual thing to
do to do something responsible in the

material plane to act- activate on it
with my current level of consciousness?

Like, and there's this seeming like, like
kind of tension and dilemma between it.

And then, you know, feeling that
and trying to figure out how to get

through that and how to navigate that,
and this, you know, wanting to, you

know, really resolve this, right?

It's just so important.

And then it-- I saw the aspect of my
being that was asking the question

the aspect of being that's in
struggle, the aspect of being that

wants to be purified, the aspect of...

And I'm like, "This isn't making
any sense 'cause I already am that

And then what I saw is,
is the whole fractal.

So then I had that aspect of being
use the current kind of tool set or

protocol of loving it unconditionally
as the, you know, healed and

integrated me and just having it

recognize where it came from

And recognize that it is
light, made of light codes.

And in that moment, I saw that in
the diagram we have this purple dot,

that the egoic consciousness has
the purple dot, has the spark of

source consciousness within itself.

So it's not about me loving the egoic
consciousness back into wholeness.

It's the egoic consciousness
loving itself back into wholeness.

Audree: Mm.

Michael: And it can only-- And so I
saw a fractal of the whole thing, like

the journey that the healed integrated
aspect of I- that I have is the same

And that's the epiphany.

It's the exact same fractal.

It's whatever journey that I think
I've been on is the journey of healing.

So I'm saying like, "Yeah,
look, you can do this.

Just, this is all you do."

Audree: Remember when I said give
the ego a consciousness the mantra?

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Audree: And how that shifted?

Michael: Yeah, we've been
giving it, it all the tools.

This is like the final piece.

Audree: I, that's what I'm saying is
that when we have full self-mastery,

we have self-mastery of the tools.

We're using them, we're using
them, we know they work, and

then you turn deeper inward

Where you can, you can actually feel and
sense the, this, the egoic consciousness,

the separated consciousness.

And then you say, "Use the tools."

Michael: Yeah, so, so it's
going back to turning the egoic

consciousness back on itself.

Audree: Yes.

Michael: And so it's not about
as the whole healed aspect of me

loving the egoic consciousness.

That's the first step of having,
like, having the adult love the child.

Mm-hmm.

But the child has to love themself.

Mm-hmm.

And, and so there's a fractal where the
ego- when the egoic consciousness looks

inside to where it's come from and made
of light, and that aspect of, of source

consciousness within it, the purple dot-

Audree: Slow down

Michael: And then opening to that

It's the, the fairy
princess kiss in the mirror.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: And so it's this fractal
because we're going through it as

that healed aspect of our being.

Healing that healed, that aspect of
our being that's healed, but we're

not complete until we bring the
ego consciousness with it, like, as

like our little brother or little
sister along the journey with us.

Audree: Remember when I
was talking to my sister?

And it's like all those people
that wanna heal everybody, s- they

wanna heal the world, they wanna
share their gifts with the world.

They, you know, like, it's a
beautiful concept, yet, and then

she said this too, it's that
desperation of wanting to heal others

It's really truly only about-

Michael: You

... Audree: you.

You want to heal you.

Michael: Yeah, you- so basically, uh, what
they said yesterday is the ego's getting

you to look at how the world needs to be
healed and wanting to heal the world so

the ego can get that healing in return.

So it's actually a distraction, or
it's really a cry for help to try

to get you to see it in the outside
world to have you then look inward

to see it in your inner world.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: That's what they
said, something like that.

Audree: And the only way that
you can actually help anyone,

your partner, your children, the
people around you, your clients

is being a living, breathing
transmission of 100% healed.

And then there's really
nothing you have to do

I'm really proud of you.

And I don't know if proud's the
right word 'cause it feels weird.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Audree: But it's like
I'm, I'm actually in awe

And inspired.

And I have a lot of gratitude

And it's really beautiful to watch you

Michael: Well, it's really beautiful
to, to love my, have the ego conscious

love its own being from the inside.

That's like the really beautiful,
like, it's just like, it's like, ahh.

It is the end of the conflict

This might not be the end-end, but
it's the beginning of the end at least.

But maybe it is the end-end

Oh, so then there's this whole
other aspect of this whole

end of the whole struggle.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: It was a very, very
moving whole, whole thing.

It was like, it was really
like kind of a, you know how

In, uh, that movie we like,
um, that Christmas one, Spirit?

Audree: Spirited?

Michael: Spirited, how-

Audree: With Will Ferrell
and Ryan Reynolds.

Michael: Yeah, how

Audree: all...

Michael: Or they do this on, in theater,
at the end all the cast comes out.

Oh, yeah.

And they have a big celebration.

Audree: Uh-huh.

Michael: It's, wasn't quite like that, but
what happened was- The military ... is,

like, all the different teachings came in
all at once, I guess as a self-mastery.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: And what I was
experiencing was this, really the...

Wow.

Yeah, it was the sitting down with the ego
consciousness, like the Japanese prisoner

story and having the tea ceremony on the
beach and saying, "Look, the war is over."

Audree: Mm-hmm.

" Michael: The deviation has ended.

Look at the data.

Like, there, there's no...

It's all over, and you're
here to protect your country.

You're here to look after your
nation and make your nation great."

And the war is over.

And right now you're hurting what you
want to protect by staying in the war.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: By staying in the
self-hatred, by staying in the violence

And then it was like, well, you
know, you're the greatest hero of the

deviation, the greatest hero of the war
for everything that you've undertaken

And then, you know, bringing that
aspect home to the other celebrations

All the love, all the valuing

And then asking it, do
you wanna help rebuild?

Do you wanna build?

You said you wanna make this
country great and protect it.

Do you wanna use all that energy
and take it away from the anger and

the war and the hatred, and use it
to build and create greatness here?

Audree: It's so beautiful

Until we can do this internally,
there'll never be healing externally.

And what's interesting is

Wow.

The splits, the fractals

Heal instantaneously

That reminds me, I have to backport

We have to redo the transformational
audio and backport all the healing

into all the split fractals

I don't know the right words
right now, but I'm feeling

Michael: it Mm-hmm.

Got it

Audree: This is probably
the most important, profound

podcast that'll ever be

Michael: So then I realized
that everything on our

journey is just a fractal.

And I've had this tension of,
well, is it energy or awareness?

And what I realize is that the
awareness that everything's a fractal

and everything that's going on, that
the energy is just an aspect of it,

the physicality is just an aspect
of it, all the mental and beliefs,

those are just fractal aspects of it.

So it really truly is, I guess I'm
learning what the teaching means.

Awareness is the primary
mechanism of evolution

Audree: Mm-hmm

' Michael: Cause when we have
awareness of everything that goes on

within the healed aspect of our being
and that goes into the egoic, the

most wounded aspect of our being.

All the aspects of our being that
form it propagates through all these

fractals, that awareness that we are
light, that we are source consciousness

having an experience

When that awareness propagates all the
way through, that's the full and complete.

And I think that she said something
yesterday or the day before, which

is enlightenment, what people have
been talking about it for thousands

of years on the planet, that's 3%
of what we're talking about here.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Yeah.

Michael: Enlightenment is just
getting by with the, you know, the

ego consciousness and being able
to do your own thing or, you know.

Audree: No, enlightenment is
actually the awareness of you

as source, but it's still not-

Michael: The full healing
and the transformation

... Audree: the full healing.

Yeah.

Michael: The, yeah, the fractal, yeah.

Audree: The intentional awareness.

Michael: So that's what
I wanna share with you

Audree: Well, thank you

Michael: I think something I'm
just, just feeling back through

this is there, there's no trying
to get rid of anything here

That like the whole notion
of struggle or conflict or...

It's just completely gone.

I'm just noticing that.

And, and, and it must have been that
I was working towards moving from

that to less and less and less, but it
feels like that, that's like this...

I'm just feeling that the signature
of this whole thing, this whole share,

is there's no, there's no struggle,
there's no judgment, there's no...

It's just like, "Hey, what are you doing?

Like, do you wanna, do you
wanna keep on doing this?"

Like, but not from the, like, a
place of this is bad, this is like...

It's more just of a, oh,
this is what's happening.

Audree: Well-

Michael: We're hurting our own being here

... Audree: because i- if you do have the
judgment or you're trying to fix or heal,

it creates resistance automatically.

Michael: Yeah.

So the way to surrender is
to stop trying to surrender.

Ha ha ha ha.

I mean, the mechanics need to
actually truly surrender fast

Achievable at the same time

I'm reminded that everything
that Audre and I are describing,

these are all mechanics.

These are mechanics available to everyone.

That's the-- You know, I like the, I like
the line from Gustav's line from that

animated show, um, that animated movie.

Audree: Everyone can cook.

Michael: Everyone can cook.

Everyone.

No matter who you are, you can cook.

Right?

Or something like that.

We're doing an impression of a,
I don't know, a cartoon from...

Anyway.

Audree: Ratatouille.

Michael: Ratatouille, yeah.

So, so this is kinda like the, I guess,
what I'm, what's coming to me right

now is that, you know, right now,
whether you know it or not, whether

you believe it or not, you are source
consciousness, and the mechanics are here.

Audre and I have done the hard work.

We've proved it out.

The mechanics are here, and you can
scratch that itch and actually, not in

some future lifetime, in this lifetime,
in a matter of probably a few years,

reach the truth of what and who you are as
source consciousness incarnate material-

incarnated in the material plane.

So you, you can just have peace and
love and joy and create from that place.

It's not a theory.

It's here now, and it's ready.

Whenever you want

Audree: I'm just sensing
into the energy of this.

There's a really profound transmission in

this podcast in your share

To begin to unlock the consciousness
towards the transmutation and the

healing and the transformation.

So I think we should do like a,
do we have time for seven minutes?

Michael: Uh, yeah, we're at 49 minutes
now, so we can do seven minutes.

Audree: Yeah, let's just do a seven
minute into mantra transmission.

Into

Michael: mantra.

All right.

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