Masculine and Feminine - The Hijack, Epiphany and Balance

Michael: Okay, so as usual, we're just
gonna start and see where this goes.

So I, there were two, two major
revelations or understandings

this morning, and, uh, so
I'll start with the first one.

So the first one is just
pure mechanics of creation.

It's actually really extraordinary.

So, human design is this wonderful
gift that tells us the mechanics

of our incarnation that govern
about 40% of what and who we are.

Of course, you know, a lot of the
rest of it, which is kind of the

uncharted territory, which I haven't
really been worrying about, is, okay,

well that's where the, that's where
all the, you know, the, the, the

energetic structures are the wounding,
some scars, the trauma, all that.

So that's outside of human design.

Human design itself
doesn't have any of that.

That's why it's totally blind to.

The rest of our beingness,
the rest of the 60%.

Audree: It's how we're
structured to function.

Michael: Yeah.

And so part of it, ha ha ha, this is
the, this is the update is that there's

an aspect that governs how we function.

That's part of our soul inception crystal.

And that aspect is, we can call
it the percentage masculine or

feminine or the percentage balance
between pure creation and structure.

And so what, what came out of that is, is
really a bunch of beautiful things like

understanding that people who are single
definition have a lot of balance in them.

Like they're, you know, either 50 50
or 40, 60, but they're very balanced.

That's why they're very functional
on their own because they have

the creative aspect of being,
and they have the structure.

They're kind of like, you
call it the whole package.

And that's why people who are split
definition, some of them are in balance

just to make the life interesting.

But most of us who are
in split definition.

What's going on for us is that,
uh, we need the other to function.

And with a human design perspective,
we're looking at just in terms of

gates and, and channels and so on.

However, we actually need a, a, a
balance and a, a harmony in terms of

the creative life force, the feminine
and the structure, the, and, and when

those two come together, that is the
creative force of, of, of, of the

power relive creation in this universe.

And so what I see going on with myself,
and I'll speak about myself here, I'm

coming from a, a, a, a position within
creation where my soul inception crystal

is, I'm gonna check this, you can
check this too, Audrey, is is pretty

much a hundred percent structure.

Is that what you get as well?

You seeing this

Audree: for your soul Inception?

Michael: My soul inception Crystal.

Audree: Oh.

Okay.

Michael: I'm asking you
to, to check energetically.

Audree: I am.

Yeah.

It's like 90%.

Michael: Hmm.

Audree: I got 90%.

Michael: 90%.

Okay.

So it's some very, very high percentage.

And so again, when we understand
the structure of our incarnation,

not just our because,

Audree: because I thought you were
asking me to check mine and I was like,

Michael: no, yours is,
yours is the other way.

Audree: I know.

Mine's exactly the opposite.

Yeah, exactly.

I was like, there's no structure here.

Michael: Exactly.

Audree: I was actually scanning so,

Michael: right.

So, so what I realized, and this is
like really profound, what this means,

see, just to clarify, when we never
use aspects of how we are created

as a justification for how we are,
we use it a way to understand the

beauty and the gift of our uniqueness.

And so the beauty and the
gift of my uniqueness is that

Audree: You should say that again.

'cause this is really important.

'cause this is where people get bought in.

Yeah.

Michael: So human design.

So anybody who says, well my design is
like this, therefore I can act this way.

That's a justification.

That's the ego hijacking your design to
justify its own low frequency operation.

Audree: Right?

Because the human design, you
would never be operating in

a low vibrational frequency.

It's not meant for that.

Michael: Well, your human
design is designed for whatever

frequency runs through it.

It can run on low frequency and
create all sorts of distract

Audree: disproportion.

I'm saying, for example, you're a hermit.

That doesn't mean that you can
use, oh, I'm a hermit, and you

go live on a mountain somewhere.

Michael: Well, that may be correct.

I mean, that's not, that's
not what this is about.

Oh

Audree: my God.

Okay.

We're getting confused and digressing.

Michael: Yeah.

Okay, go ahead.

So just coming back to the mechanic
of percent and mass and feminine.

So this explains a lot about what I am
and what my capabilities are and what

they are not, and just being okay with,
you know, there's this idea within, you

know, you know, kind of pop culture,
HR focus on your strength, right?

Don't worry about your challenge areas,
which is a distortion of its own.

But, but the, the core idea, when
it has balance, you need to do both.

But when it has balance is
like, well, what am I good at?

I'm good at structure.

However, I'm not good at what
Audrey's good at, which is feeling

into things and is this correct?

How will this impact people?

How will this work?

Which is really funny 'cause I've got
the gate of planning so I can see all the

structures, I can plan it all out, but I
have no idea how it will impact people.

Audree: Isn't ta-da

Michael: cool, ta-da

Audree: or ha

Michael: Right?

And so, so, so this is
where the crazy making is.

'cause I come up with these plans, the
structure is perfect, everything I see

is perfect and then it doesn't work.

Or Audrey tells me, Hey, it's
not gonna work 'cause of this.

And unless I stop and listen
really carefully, I can't see it

because I'm blind just as Audrey.

If you know what the metaphor for this is,

Audree: what

Michael: it's a you, uc,
in terms of possibility.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: You see, in terms of possibility,
that's how you're designed to see.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: And when you see in terms
of probability, it's a complete

disaster every single time.

Audree: Yes.

And hold on, I, I'm just
gonna add a side note here.

My whole entire contemplation
this morning was about how

my father sees improbability,
and it's always the negative.

And I was, I'm like, imprinted with that

Michael: negative, IM probability.

Wow.

Audree: Yeah, go ahead.

Michael: Okay.

So

Audree: fun fact.

Michael: So, so, so when we, I mean,
just, you know, a side note here.

When we understand how to design
and how we see, we know what

our anti-pattern is, where we're
going into low frequency, right?

Mm-hmm.

So, so using that as a metaphor,
Audrey, what we can do is use that

with our incarnation structure
of percentage balance between

the creative and the structure.

So then for me it's knowing,
oh, I can see structure.

This is why I'm, I'm a genius
architect and I can see everything.

I can see all the structure.

I can turn the structures
around, I can put them outside.

I can create 80 million versions
of different structures and figure

out which structure's gonna work
for whatever mechanical reason.

But I don't understand how it
impacts people no matter what I

do, because that is not in me.

Like I'm missing that.

Remember, we've always
said I'm missing a chip.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: We know what chip it is now.

Audree: Oh, thank God.

Michael: Right?

It's not that I'm missing

Audree: a chip.

I know what Brad Pitt's chip is.

Michael: It's not, not
that I'm missing a chip.

Audree: Sorry.

I'm in a strange mood.

Go.

Michael: It's not that I'm missing a
chip, it's just I'm designed for specific

functioning, and when I embrace the
beauty of that, there's no more problem.

Now I go, oh, just like you say,
oh, I can't see probability.

Got it.

How should we do this?

When I go, oh, I really can't
see the impact on people or

feel into how this will work.

Oh my gosh, my whole system can let go.

'cause I'm not doing anything wrong.

It's, I don't have that
capability in my system.

Audree: In your human design chart,
how do you, what is your perspective?

How do you see,

Michael: I see what's needed.

Audree: You see?

Right.

So that's planning.

Michael: I see what's needed.

So that's like a, a color four.

In my, um, my, my challenge mode
is when I see from survival.

So every time I'm thinking about
survival, like I, I'm in low frequency.

I mean, that's just the structure of it.

And so really when I think about
this as a metaphor, every time I'm

looking for, how does this feel?

Like, it's just like, it's not
really, it's not really low frequency.

It's just, it's blindness.

It's a blindness.

Right.

And we're going through this
yesterday with the bookie two, right?

You thought, oh, this is all done.

This is perfect.

But I'm looking from the
structural perspective saying,

Audree: oh my God, no.

Michael: Right, right.

And you're going like,
but I can't see that.

I can't see that.

Why can't I see that?

And this is the answer to why.

Audree: Right?

And then I'm getting discouraged
'cause I think something's wrong

with me because I can't see that

Michael: you, it's impossible
for you to ever see structure.

That's why you cannot do and create
a quality product on your own.

So

Audree: here's, here's

Michael: fact.

Fact.

Audree: What I don't understand.

How come I could see a, like a
five year, 10 year business plan?

I'm really good at that.

Michael: You're good at seeing a
possibility for a five year business plan.

Audree: Oh, that's right.

Michael: Because you
can see possibilities.

Audree: Yeah.

I could see, like, so for example, I
had a client I was working with and

she was developing a new product.

I, I could see the whole entire,
I could see exactly the future

of it and where it's gonna go in
step one, step two to get there.

Yeah.

Michael: And, and the, and the
possibility, the plan you see can never

work because it's gonna hit up against
their conditioning and they're not gonna

clear it, and then they'll fail unless
they understand that and they use the

plan as a way to decondition themselves.

Audree: Well, that's what happened.

She got all the way to, um, making,
making the product a frozen product

in, in selling it at Whole Foods,
when Whole Foods was buying local.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Audree: Ven, you know, from local vendors.

That's as far as she got.

And then I don't know what happened.

Mm-hmm.

Michael: Well, I can see it even
with me when you've come up with,

Hey, Michael, here's the plan.

We can go do this thing.

It, it would hit up against my
resistance, my challenge, my limitation.

And so it's not that your plans aren't
good, it's that your plans are so good

that they take people right into the part
of their being that needs purification.

Audree: Oh, fun.

I could, fun

Michael: fact,

Audree: I could blow
people up with the plan.

Michael: Oh my gosh.

So this is like, no, no,
this is profound for you.

So every time you think, oh,
I should, I see this for this

person, I could go tell them that.

Audree: Right?

Like, I could see people's life purpose.

It's in their field.

I could see it.

Michael: Right.

However, if they don't want to
know it or they're not ready to,

to do the clearing to live it.

Mm-hmm.

There's no point.

And it comes back to your projector ship

Audree: mm-hmm.

Michael: Living as a projector.

Mm-hmm.

And only giving information
when people ask for it.

And in, in terms of this,
like, you know, if there, it's

your line of work, pay for it.

Audree: I remember when I worked
on the medical team, we were

having all like, uh, the doctor.

Was having for marketing.

We were having everybody that worked
there come to me for a, for healing.

And there was one

nurse, I think she was a nurse, or
she did admin, I forgot who she was.

She came in, she was a doctor.

She came in and I'm working on her and
I'm like seeing in her field that she's,

I I, the potential or the possibility
of her being a famous writer, like a

really, really famous, famous writer.

And I was like, oh, you're
not supposed to be a doctor.

You're supposed to be a writer.

I just like boarded it out
and she was really quiet.

I went on and I continued, and then I was
like, wow, this is really, really strong.

Like you're a writer.

I'm like, do you write?

And she didn't say anything.

She was really quiet.

And then she said, I think
I said something else.

And then she's like, okay, can you never
ever speak about this or tell anyone?

And I was like, what?

And she's like, I am a famous writer.

I write under a different name.

And she's like, you could not
say anything to anybody ever.

I guess I'm saying
something to everybody now.

But

Michael: you don't say who it was.

Audree: No.

No, no.

Michael: And even if you did, they,
they could never figure out who

Audree: answer.

Well,

Michael: I don't even

Audree: remember her real name.

Michael: Exactly.

You don't have the real name.

You don't remember the pseudonym.

So I think there's a high
level of anonymity here.

Audree: No, she didn't tell me what
the name she was writing under and she

wouldn't tell me what she was writing.

Mm-hmm.

You know, I'm assuming
that it was fiction.

'cause that's what I was picking up.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Audree: But it was like, it was so funny.

She was just like, and
that's what I was there for.

I was there to prove that, um,
energetic healing was real.

So I was, I was like filled with power
or tricks 'cause I could see everything.

So, um, yeah.

She never came back for a healing though.

I think I freaked people out.

That was my freak to genius.

But yeah.

So what I'm saying is that your
life purpose is in your field.

Well,

Michael: where else could it be?

Audree: Right?

Well, it

Michael: was not hidden
away in some dark dimension.

Right?

Like what

Audree: Ev every single person
has a purpose for being here.

Oh.

Michael: So that's why when you met me and
you go, oh, he's not so bad, is 'cause you

could, even though you could see through
all the layers of, of crap on my knee.

Audree: Well, in the beginning when
I first saw you, I was like, no, his

resistance is too thick, too heavy.

His no is too hardcore.

There's, he is unredeemable.

So

Michael: shut down,

Audree: unredeemable.

Michael: Not a fact.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

But then when I actually
gave you a healing, I like

actually put my hands on you.

I could feel what was underneath.

Mm-hmm.

Which everybody, that's the other
thing underneath everybody of source

consciousness, like everybody.

Can be successful, everybody can
heal, everyone can cook like in oui.

Hmm.

Okay.

So what were you getting at?

Michael: Well, so, so the mechanic with
human design is to understand what is

the design aspect and to clear away the
conditioning and wounding around it.

Mm-hmm.

So we can live in our
correct design aspect.

That's what evolutionary design is about.

Right, right.

About's giving us the tools to
actually live our human design.

Yeah.

Audree: So I think that some of the
backstory is that in this very room,

in our living room, we held an academy,

our residential, our advanced courses,
our residential course, and for fun.

We had just met somebody that
was really good at human design.

She studied it for 10 years.

We loved her.

I still, we still love her.

Um, she's just,

you know, and, and well, and we
wanted to bring human design into

our work because we saw the power
of, or the possibility of it.

Michael: Well, we were using it for
ourselves and finding great value.

Audree: Yes.

So, um, we had her come for a day
and do, um, you know, teach everybody

what human design is, and then go
one by one through everyone's chart.

And what we found was that, first of
all, when the human design, the chart is

so accurate, that what we were finding
was that when people had their human

design chart read, when they saw it.

It explained to them some of the things
that they already did intuitively

or naturally, and it was, it ex
it, it just showed this very, um,

precise explanation of why they
did such and such for, for example,

I, I'm just gonna make something up.

Um, why they like to eat with the lights
down low and they needed quiet to eat.

I'm just gonna make something random up.

It explained this, the nature of
their being to them, that why they

preferred to do things a certain
way or why they did certain things.

It was in, identified in their
chart, and all of a sudden.

They felt better.

Michael: Well, they had
permission to be themself.

Audree: They had permission to be
themselves, and it was like, you

know, when you go against conditioned
behaviors in society, there's this,

there's a background, there's a
background like kind of self-talk of,

oh, I'm doing something wrong, or I
sh I really shouldn't be doing this.

Right?

Don't fit in.

I don't fit in.

Right.

So we were finding that our students
were, were having this, this

like beautiful positive impact.

Then what we were also seeing was
that people just assumed that this

was their design and this is how
they were, and what we were seeing.

What we began to see when we
were, everybody's chart was

being read, we started to see.

Where the blocks were in people
while she was reading the chart.

Oh, this is how you are.

Well

Michael: she has Garden of Eden,
so she's seeing everything as,

you know, just, just the positive.

And, and so I was trying, really
struggling to reconcile like we

have this deep work about clearing
conditioning and moving through

the limita limiting factors.

And then, you know, here we have
this person saying, oh no, this is

just how you are, this is great.

And I'm going.

So it wasn't until later, it was
actually probably maybe six months,

a year later when I actually sat down
and did my deep dive into human design

where I actually got the bottom it and,
and put those two mechanics together.

And that's when it wasn't even then,
that's when I started using it on myself.

And it was only later we
called it evolutionary design.

'cause I realized it was a
separate body of knowledge.

That's independence, not human design.

Audree: Right.

There was no, there was no plan to, it's

Michael: not evolutionary living proof

Audree: on human design.

Michael: It's this, this union of
the two that creates an unlock.

It's,

Audree: well, you saw the outage
because in, and the truth was.

I think for, for us, it was
obvious when we started having

these readings, we started to
see, oh, here's their superpower.

Here's the channel, here's
how they're supposed to be.

But they're not showing up like that.

What is going on?

And then we realized, oh my God,
that's where the blocks are.

So then we began to, we you started
to use human design as a quickening,

like an accelerator to find, you know,
and identify where the blocks were.

Michael: Yeah.

Yeah.

So that was a really beautiful pro.

So that's why I called this,
this, you know, roadmap to

exactly what needs to be cleared.

'cause, 'cause when we can go through
one's design step by step mm-hmm.

And know exactly what to look for and
exactly how to clear and what process

to use and what's and and so on, then
it becomes this huge accelerator.

But you know, the really interesting
thing was now they think back to it.

We didn't start that way.

I started with, oh, hey
everyone, here's your design.

And then go use the tools.

And they're like,

Audree: what are you talking about?

Michael: Yeah.

Wah, wah, wah.

Like, what?

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: And I'm like, and then
I'm going, oh, wait a second.

This is like everything
I've ever done before.

I need to tell people what
is the step by step mechanic.

Audree: And you didn't get that.

And you did.

Okay.

You guys, I need to tell you something
about Michael that I never knew, and I

learned it in the field, in the field
study of watching the animal in its

habitat, which I've never seen before.

For months, Michael sitting on the
couch outside on our porch for four

months, maybe five months, and studying
human design every single minute.

Every single day, he
stopped doing everything.

Yeah.

And you only studied human design.

You scared the shit out of me
because I've never seen you deep

dive and study anything and I
had no idea what was going on.

That was really scary.

And thank God you did that.

'cause I had no idea where it was going.

Michael: You were in so much resistance
and hate because you could feel the

Audree: okay,

Michael: the mixed frequencies of raw.

And

Audree: so, so here, here's the thing

Michael: is, oh, and
it's all pure structure.

Oh my God.

Oh, coming back to the original
thread of conversation,

Audree: it is pure structure and I
can feel raw and all I was feeling

from him because so, so studying
human design is, first of all,

what I noticed is it's labyrinth.

Of information and there's
so much information.

I think what Michael studied maybe
two or three years of human design

in a matter of four or five months.

Mm-hmm.

Because of the way he did it.

Not only that, if you're studying human
design through another teacher, the, the,

the transmission and the information is
getting fil filtered through this person.

Michael didn't do that.

Michael studied human
design directly from raw.

Michael: Only from raw.

Audree: Only from raw through the audios,

Michael: videos, the

Audree: audio videos,

Michael: transcripts.

Audree: Transcripts.

Michael: Yeah.

Audree: Right.

Michael: That was it.

Audree: And so he was getting this
pure transmission of the work.

And what I was noticing, 'cause I
was feeling into the transmission,

is I was feeling Roz, the guy
that that founded human design.

He, I could feel his frustration.

I felt his anger, his mm-hmm.

His frustration.

But he has a manifester,
so his bitterness, like

manifesters have all of it.

Like, and, and I, and so it
was, there was, I was sensing

the distortion in the teaching.

And so I had to remind Michael that even
though he's the founder of the work in

holding the transmission, he was given
the knowledge through mystical experience,

there was still some additional, like,
he wasn't doing the work, he wasn't doing

the clearing work, he wasn't clearing his,

Michael: he didn't even understand it.

He, he just labels everything that's
not designed, not self into one

big bucket and then ignores it.

Audree: Oh, that's what
most scientists do.

Um, so, so that's what I was sensing.

And so I, at first it scared me
because then I was just like,

this isn't correct knowledge.

There's no way we're using, 'cause
Michael started saying, Hey, I

think we could use our work with
this, and here's what I'm doing.

And I was like, we're not
teaching this to anybody.

I'm not teaching human design.

First of all, I'm not
gonna study human design.

Um, so you'll be the holder
of that piece of knowledge.

And I'm not putting, I'm not
implementing it into our work.

It's not clean.

It's not clean, you know,
it's not a pure teaching.

It's not clean, dah dah, dah, dah da.

And until

I don't, I don't know
what happened until we, I

Michael: was having do
these breakthroughs.

Audree: Oh my God.

I

Michael: was having these huge
breakthroughs and telling you about these

massive breakthroughs and happening.

And you're saying like, wait a second,
I've been trying to help Michael

through this issue for years now.

And this thing is giving the unlock.

And you then you became curious
about, well, what's my thing?

Can you share me?

What's my thing?

Audree: Right.

So, so here's what happens is I watch
Michael have these breakthroughs, and

at some point my resistance goes, well,
he must be doing something right here.

And, and then I, and then I
get these big breakthroughs in

teaching because he inspires me.

You ins, oh, you inspire me.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Audree: If I wasn't holding a cup of
coffee, I would make a heart with my hand.

Michael: You have a heart.

Audree: Here's a half a heart.

Um,

Michael: is it not heartless?

Audree: Yeah.

So, so now, uh, first of all.

I have so much gratitude for, for your
brain, the way it functions is like,

I've never seen anything quite like it.

I'm, I'm, I'm witnessing it now again
with, um, development of some technology

that we're working on, but I, it, it,
like, seriously, and I keep having to

remind Michael that what takes him 10
minutes and this is in your chart, what

takes you 10 minutes, takes other person
an hour to three hours to complete.

So you, so I didn't understand that
when you were, when you were doing the

human design, I, and then I was watching
the labyrinth of information and I was

watching you kind of this obsessive
kind of compulsive, um, you were like

a sponge soaking up this information.

I didn't get it at the time 'cause
it was my first time seeing you.

Michael: Mm.

You know, it's

Audree: not,

Michael: you actually were designed
not to get an Audrey because you're

not designed to see structures.

You're looking human design.

You can't see the structure.

You can't, you're blind to all the
structure, which is this beautiful gift.

And all you're seeing is the
frequencies that are with

raw, and you're like, mm-hmm.

Whoa.

Right?

Yeah.

But what happened is you, when you
slow down and you look past that,

you can actually see the structure,
but you have to hold still.

Audree: Well,

Michael: you have to hold very still.

Just like I can see the, I have

Audree: to be a quiet coyote.

Michael: Just like you can, yeah.

Just like I can feel the energetics
when you say, Michael, I'm feeling

this, and then I'm listening to that.

I'm going, oh yeah.

Like I can get it.

So when you lead me, and you can
get the structure when I lead you.

So

Audree: this is very interesting about
the feminine and the masculine and the

difference between the two is that,
and we have both inside of us, is that.

The feminine is pure creation
energy, and it's whirling.

It has no structure, and the
masculine is pure structure.

And for creation to work, the two must
come together in complete harmony.

Because what happens is that the
structure, in order to physically

manifest in the material realm,
the structure holds the the form,

and then it energy comes in it.

The creation energy comes
into those lines of light.

It's like, and that's the
fuel to make it all happen.

That's how creation happens,

Michael: is intended to be and
functions outside of the deviation.

That is how it functions.

It only functions the way
audience described it.

Well, I, let me finish.

You're interrupting.

So,

Audree: but you said only

Michael: let, let me finish.

Let me finish.

Finish.

You were

Audree: talking in absolutes.

Michael: Let me finish.

Outside of the deviation, there was only a
harmony between the mask and the feminine.

Inside the deviation creation
happens in all sorts of ways.

In fact, if you look at our whole
history, you could say, oh, this is

masculine male dominated without balance.

Mm-hmm.

The world is out of
balance, the, the whole

Audree: which was caused the deviation.

Michael: Right.

Humans are a balance.

There's disease, there's
mental disorders, there's a D.

Mm-hmm.

There's all this sort of stuff going on.

That's because the creation
that's been happening here.

For us as humanity has been out of the
balance arteries, he's talked about you

Audree: still need the two.

You still need the masculine
and the feminine to create.

We we're not talking men and women here.

We're talking about uh, two aspects.

Creative life works, aspects of creation.

Because we live in a duality universe.

We live in, everything's in duality.

We need both.

It's just that one is
dominating over the other.

Michael: Creates some balance

Audree: and creates some balance
outside of the deviation.

This is what the difference is,
is outside of the deviation.

'cause I have the gate of explanation,
so I'll be explaining this now.

Is that 'cause I have the feels.

Michael: You have the feels.

Audree: Okay.

Outside of the deviation,
creation will not be allowed to

happen unless there is balance.

So if you go all the way through
the layers of all of creation.

You can actually say nothing will be
allowed to exist if it's not in balance.

Michael: Well, you're speaking about
the transition between the fifth phase

frequency for humanity in the sixth phase

Audree: I'm, or sixth phase.

I am, I'm talking about
sixth phase outside.

Yeah.

Uh, I'm talking about where we're evolving

Michael: to completely
purified out of the deviation,

Audree: completely purified
out of the deviation.

We're being given time to be,
oh my gosh, purified outside.

To be purified.

We're out of the deviation.

We're being given time to purify.

Once that time is up, anything
that remains, that is not in

balance will no longer exist.

That is the law,

Michael: right?

So what, what I'm getting here is, okay,
this, this is finally making so much

sense now it's just so clear and obvious.

Audree: Okay.

This is so exciting.

See,

Michael: this

Audree: is why we have
these conversations.

Michael: So, so what's going on?

Is that there's a transition from
the fifth dimension or fifth phase

of universal frequency, the, the
sixth phase of universal frequency.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: And so,

Audree: and they overlap too.

Michael: And so what's happening is
in the sixth phase, there can only be

creation and balance because we're moving
towards instantaneous manifestation.

Yes.

So if there was imbalance, it
would create a, a massive, massive

disaster all over the place.

Yes.

And so what the evolution of humanity
at this time right now is, is a choice.

Am I willing?

Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

Michael: And do I choose to come into
bound and harmony within my own being

so that I can move into the sixth
phase of the universal frequency and

participate in the evolution of humanity?

Right.

Or do I want to just take the,
the prize and say, you know what?

This has been great being incarnated.

I'm ready to go back to source.

And, and there's no right or
wrong, it's just a choice.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Hmm.

Michael: And so this is where the
problems of the world is so obvious.

These are all signs of disharmony.

Mm-hmm.

The disease, the poverty, the starvation,

Audree: the war,

Michael: the wars.

Yeah.

And so what happens is the way to solve
it is actually we can't fix the outside

world when we're in imbalance internally.

Mm-hmm.

All we can do, if you try to
do anything, listen, listen

people, I'm speaking to you now.

Anything you try to do to make the
world a better place, you're doing

it from your own level of harmony.

And unless you're in balance in all
aspects of your being between the

creative aspect and the, the, the, the
structural aspects, so-called the, the

feminine, the mask, and within your
own being, unless you're in balance and

peace within your own being of how you
are uniquely functioning and correct,

uh, for your uniqueness with your human
incarnation design, with your balance of.

Of creative and structure within your

Audree: soul, all your conflict,
internal conflict, clear and purified.

Michael: Yeah.

Then you can really have
impact on the world.

Then you can bring harmony externally.

'cause you have harmony internally.

Audree: Yes.

Michael: So if you're listening to this
and you want to, you know, solve, you

know, this problem in the world or that
problem in the world, the way to do that,

Audree: or just a, a pro, you know, like
an issue at work or an issue, uh, at home.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Audree: Yeah.

Like

Michael: just have a better relationship.

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: Finally.

Have a great boss.

Audree: There's a, yeah, there's a,
uh, there's a story that we heard

from, uh, somebody that worked with us.

Uh, he knew of a, an organization

that completely failed, like
completely, um, dismantled.

And they, they went back to
look at like, what happened.

In retrospect, I think I, I don't remember
the whole story, but what it was, was

that there was a receptionist and the
receptionist was completely negative, and

everybody that walked through the lobby,
she took out with her negativity and, and

it took out the whole entire organization.

One person took out this
whole entire company.

Like that's, you know, we, with Star
Wars, we talk about the power of

anger, we talk about the power of
negativity, and it's not the most

powerful force in the universe.

And at the same time, it's still
a great force of destruction.

It can take you out and you could
spiral in it because there's something,

if you think about the, the power of
negativity in your own being, it's

like if you think about, let's say,
being angry, there's something in it.

It's like you feel the charge.

And if you're, and when you're really
disempowered, especially when you're

disempowered and you feel the charge
of anger or frustration or bitterness,

this, this really low vibrational
frequency, it feels good in your system.

Like all of a sudden you
feel like you have power.

And so you think, oh, I'm in my
power, or, oh, I'm finally feeling

my power for the first time.

You feel strong, you feel, um, capable,

but it's a false sense of power.

And I think that like where religions
come in, it, it's a false sense of power.

It's not the truth of who you are,
but you get wrapped up in it or

you get addicted to it, or you
allow it to take you on its ride.

Michael: I just had a profound insight.

Audree: I'm, I see that.

Would you care to share?

'cause sharing is caring.

Michael: The term balance of the
mass and feminine is old language.

That's incorrect.

Audree: Hmm.

Michael: Within my being, there ain't
no balance between mass and feminine.

There never will be because my,
my soul inception crystal is

formatted to focus on structure.

90 plus percent.

Audree: This is,

Michael: so let, let,

Audree: I'm gonna let you finish.

Lemme finish this and then I'll finish.

I have something to share
about the, what the, she said.

Good.

This is very good.

Okay.

This is amazing.

Michael: Yeah.

So

keep

Audree: going.

Michael: So I'm not designed to
come to balance, like, the truth

is my structure is 90 plus percent.

Like the, my, my, the, my, my soul
inception crystal, the nature of

what and who I am that is not per
mutable is 90 plus percent structure.

I will always be this way.

This is my design.

And when I embrace it, I go, oh.

That's what I am, that's what I'm made of.

That is the structure of how
consciousness is flowing through my

being and I become at peace with it.

So it's being at peace with the
masculine and feminine, the creation

and the structure within our own
being and outside of our own being.

And when we're at peace with ourselves
internally with what and who we are,

we're peace with our role in creation.

Then we're all set.

Okay.

I'm done now.

Audree: Great.

Where's your microphone?

Michael: It's right here.

Audree: Oh,

so this is what the, she said,

Michael: oh,

Audree: they said you are
structure, you, you come from a

collective that is pure structure.

Michael: Yeah, I got
like a hundred percent.

So,

Audree: yeah.

You

Michael: know,

Audree: so hold on.

This is so, it's impossible to be a
hundred percent just letting you know.

So just hold on a second and hear me out.

What's going on with you
because you're like empowered,

but it's like really wonky.

Michael: And what did they say?

That's what they said.

Audree: No, they s and they
said that I am pure creation.

I'm unstructured.

What is happening is that when you have
self-love, love for what you are, which

you are structure, and I am formless
fully and 100% completely, which is

what is happening to you right now.

It's not that you'll never come
into balance and your right balance

is not the correct word anymore.

Michael: It's coming to peace and harmony.

Audree: It's coming to peace and
harmony because what happens is, and

this is why there's so much resistance
between men and women in relationship,

Michael: let's say the mask
and rule and the feminine rule,

because it doesn't, the actual,

Audree: I understand

Michael: the actual gender of an
incarnation is not specifically relevant,

Audree: is that

the feminine energies must tests,
must know that the structure can

hold it, because that creation
energy is very, very powerful.

The structured energy
must be able to create it.

So there can't be any
breaks in the structure.

The structure can't have any
weakness, can't have any holes.

So in relationship, I'll just say in
relationship, the, the creation energy

is always testing the structure to
see if it's strong enough to hold it.

So when the structure energy
doesn't accept and love its

own nature of being structure

when it's fully whole and
complete and purified,

just the same way as the, the creation
energy can love and accept its own nature.

If it trusts itself, then it
can trust everything else.

It's only then that that creation energy
can come into those lines of light.

The structure, that's when
it's in harmony with itself.

Both aspects are in harmony with
itself, in in completely pure and

healed and transmuted and transformed.

And then it can come in and create.

Creation must happen when there's
harmony and a balance for, you

know, for lack of better word.

So they could fit together,
they can come together in peace.

It ends all conflict.

And I remember when I was
getting divorced, I used to

like just lay down in Shavasana.

And feel the left side of my body
and the right side of my body.

It was a very simple, but I noticed,
started to notice that there was in

an, an imbalance in my own being,
which was creating an external conflict

between me and, and my husband.

I was like, oh, no wonder why I
can't be in relationship here.

Like I, I, I don't have, I don't
have the relationship in internally,

so that's why I say that 90% because

you have both internally, you have the,
the creation, force of creation of, of

nature in the universe, and you have the
structure, yet you are mostly structure.

You are meant, your whole entire
nature is meant for structure.

Michael: It operates from structure,

Audree: it operates, operates.

Michael: You see structure,
operate, operate.

Audree: Right?

And so you have to have both.

So, so this, that kind of I'm
structure and I'll never be in balance.

Like, do you see how that's,
that's like a distortion.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: Yeah.

That got clear.

There's a whole bunch of
stuff that got burned.

Audree: But, but did you see how, so what

Michael: happened?

Well, the, the ego hijacking the hold

Audree: on.

Michael: The realization,

Audree: hold on.

I know this is really good.

So,

Michael: so I mean, that's
what, that's what happens.

Audree: What, what happened inside of you?

What were you feeling when
you started to feel the power

of accepting your own nature?

Well, so you started to feel your power.

Michael: Yeah.

So what happened in my experience
now that I kind of trace back,

is it moved from just an isness.

To as it was talking.

Mm-hmm.

Then the, the, the egoic aspect
of my being got a activated.

Mm-hmm.

And it says, oh, I can claim this as
power and, you know, and I need to

claim this as power to make myself safe.

And like, you know, it's
like, you know, so Exactly.

You know, why else would, why else
would it try to claim it as power?

Right.

So that's the, when they talk about,

Audree: that's what the empire,
the emper, spiritual hijacking.

Right.

To Anakin Skywalker.

Michael: Yeah.

Audree: He was like, yes,

how easily we can get hijacked.

It's a perfect example.

And at the same time, that's the process.

Like you do, you do,

Michael: you need to
let it come up and out,

Audree: but you need to claim
your power like you need to.

It's, it's, you're coming into
peace and love and acceptance

of the truth of who you are.

You are feeling your real power.

You're feeling that that energy
moving through you, 'cause

it's unlocked, it's free,

it's no longer blocked.

So it starts to feel really, really good.

And then the ego wants to feel safe

and that's okay.

It comes out wonky in the beginning.

Michael: So what this is reminding me of
is, and this goes back to unlearning and

our, our, you know, our either our level
two course or Le Leah one leadership

course where, where we talk about, um, me
versus we and, and you know, how do you,

you know, listen to the whole system and
how other people have different ideas.

Mm-hmm.

Right.

Audree: And the paradox of power

Michael: and well just, just
other ideas, just stay with that.

Mm-hmm.

And other people have different ideas
in their head and being okay with that.

And then, so what I got here is, well,
everybody else has to have other ideas

and see things differently 'cause
they have a different human design.

And then I got the layer here,
which is what we're talking about.

Which, well, everyone has
to see things differently.

'cause they have a different balance of,
of the, the masculine feminine of the

creative and the, and the structural.

Mm-hmm.

And so of course, of course I see things
in a complete different way than you do.

It's fundamental to the
construct of our beingness.

Audree: That's how we could work together.

Michael: Well this is why it becomes
wonder, twin powers activate is

because when we bring that, that
powerful structure and that powerful

creative force, oh, I'm feeling it now.

There's just this explosion of energy.

Audree: Right.

Michael: Because that's the unlock.

Audree: She said that, she said,
when we actually come together in

harmony, it's like a nuclear explosion.

Michael: Yeah.

It's not even one in one make 11.

It's like really like a nuclear explosion.

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: And that is the
creative power and potential.

That exists for every human being
on earth as they come into harmony

Audree: within their own being,

Michael: the harmony and peace
with what they are and how they can

function as part of a greater creation.

And this is about the, you know, for
me, for both of us, has been letting

those, oh, I can do this myself.

Why do I have to rely on another person?

Oh Lord, please free me from
being dependent on another person.

Audree: But Oh, oh.

And like, and, and how, and how
Psychology, the industry of psychology

labeled it as codependence and it's bad.

And we've, our whole entire society
within the deviation has said,

you need to be self-sufficient to,

Michael: and yet we know from
the business world you need

Audree: to do things on your own.

You need to support
yourself, da dah, dah, dah.

Right?

Michael: And yet we know from the
business world, the power of teams.

Audree: Yes.

Michael: I mean, if you look at the
single most valuable thing you can

do in the workplace is create a team.

So you have different
skills and capabilities,

Audree: but then what happened in
the workplace, they created silos.

And then the whole entire organization
started to be dysfunctional

because they created silos.

Michael: Well, even creating
teams, they were creating silos.

'cause then you have teams
that don't talk to other teams.

I mean, it's the whole, anyway.

Audree: Yeah, that's what I mean.

I mean, you know, it's like
everything is siloed, you know?

Michael: Yeah.

Audree: And then they ha and then
they notice, oh, wait a minute.

There's a silo effect going on.

And now it's, our whole entire
organization is dysfunctional

because we've been taught this
through deviated concepts.

Speaker 3: Yeah.

Audree: To disempower our own being.

Hmm.

Fascinating.

The thread unraveling right
here in our living room.

Hmm.

Michael: So what I'm experiencing right
now is this rightness in my being with

the recognition of, of the nature of the,

the, my exp my experience of, of
consciousness and creation through this.

Through the, my soul inception
crystal into this in physical

incarnation through the human design.

And it's, it's, it feels
like this, the same thing I

experienced with human design.

This kind of rightness at a
very, very profound level.

Hmm.

It's a, this deep construct
level where my whole system is

going like, oh, now I get it.

And so I feel this just
letting go of the struggle.

'cause there's nothing to
fix, there's nothing to do.

There's just a embracing of the
truth of this experience, of creation

that through the portal of my being.

Anything more before we close,

Audree: I just wanna say the
most extraordinary thing about.

Creation, this universe,
this planet humanity, is that

each one of us is so unique.

It's extraordinary.

The uniqueness is extraordinary.

And when we stop trying to be
like everybody else and homogenize

and we embrace our uniqueness,
our power is in our uniqueness.

And not only that, if we can experience
the uniqueness of the other person in

front of us, that's where the beauty is.

That's what makes life so extraordinary.

Michael: I'm realizing this, this
pattern I have of when you're saying

things and I'm hearing it and I'm
saying, well, structurally, that's

not entirely a hundred percent
correct and this is the correct story.

That's why I have all these
corrections going on, is because

I'm noticing the structure.

And for me, having a a, a pure
clean structure is, is is the

greatest thing in the world.

And, and this is important.

We need the, the energetic imprint, which
is what you're giving the feels of it.

And we need the structure
to understand we need both.

And so what's going on here with what
you're saying is, uh, is that embracing

the uniqueness of who we are in high
frequency is what we're here for.

Embracing the uniqueness of us in
low frequency, in the distortions, in

the not self is just a train wreck.

And so a lot of what I've seen for
people embracing myself and so on, and

you know, these, you know, pop culture
weekend experiences or this thing

or that thing is about experiencing
and embracing the whole of it.

Both the, the correctness of
design and the distortions.

And I'm not saying to judge the
distortions, but I'm saying to recognize

the distortions are not what and who
we are or how we're meant to be here.

And they are what's creating the
challenges that are blocking us

from being in the high frequency
flow of, of our uniqueness.

So funny watching the
structures, isn't it?

Look at that structure guy over there.

Ha ha.

Audree: You know what, I see
the structure on the window and

I'm like, it's blocking my view.

Michael: Well, I guess there's some
healing to embrace the structure fully.

Audree: I, I was trying to
embrace the structure and,

and you wanted to correct me.

Isn't that interesting?

I I, and that's the nature,
that's where there's disharmony.

Michael: I wasn't correcting you.

I was just clarifying.

I was just clarify.

Adding, saying yes.

And there was not a correction.

There was a yes and

Audree: no.

You, you were actually saying how,
you were admitting how internally

uhhuh you were wanting to correct me.

So I, I'll, I'll say something
else about structure.

Michael: No, no.

It wasn't about correcting you.

It was about having clarity.

It was having, having
clarity of the structure.

It's not about Correct.

It's nothing to do with you.

It's about having clarity of the
structure because we don't have

clarity what the structure is.

We don't have clarity
of what the feels are.

We can't come into alignment, but

Audree: that's not what I was saying.

Oh, I was just saying how extraordinary
it is that we're all unique.

That's what I was saying.

Michael: Oh, okay.

Yeah, I agree with you.

That's saying yes, eh,

Audree: no.

Feel it.

Michael: Hmm.

Audree: I don't want you
to agree with me ever.

You know what I'm discovering
about myself right now

is that

I explain things not
to be right or correct.

I, I explain things so people can feel,

Michael: oh, this explains so much.

Oh, and I take things
literally 'cause I'm structure.

This is the cosmic joke on us.

I think we've unraveled it.

Yes.

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: Men are for Mars and are for

Audree: Venus.

And even me.

It's like, well, oh.

Why am I explaining things and
then people misunderstand me.

Oh my, because I'm not
explaining to be correct.

You're explaining for the, and even
myself, I think 'cause that's in

the deviation, you would always
explain yourself to be correct.

And what I'm getting right now is that
I, I have no desire to be correct.

I only have a desire to feel.

Michael: Yeah.

That's beautiful.

Audree: Right.

I have the right angle
cross of explanation.

Michael: Oh, so this is the
tension with the book as well.

You're not here to make the, get the
book correct and have things correct.

That's my job as structure.

Mm-hmm.

Your job is to get the fields across.

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: And that's when I was just
doing a pure structural change.

I dropped the fields and you're
like, what the heck did you do?

Audree: Oh, I got so angry.

Michael: Right.

Just like when you did it on
your own, you had all the fields.

No

Audree: structure.

Michael: And structurally it was like,
you know, inaccurate and you know, like,

you know, it's just like, it's beautiful.

I mean, we're learning about
what the nature of creation

is through our own beings.

Audree: Yeah.

I, and

Michael: extraordinary,

Audree: this is, I'm having an
epiphany right now about my own being.

It's like we have per misperceptions
about our own self and how we function

because we're making assumptions based
on distortion and within the deviation.

That's why the, even the, she
keeps saying, we're we, we have

to let go of everything that we
know and how we functioned before.

'cause it's not the same.

Oh God, that feels so good.

Michael: We're not trying to be
something where we can't ever be.

Audree: I had a misperception
about my, the own, my own nature.

Michael: Me too.

Audree: Of my own nature.

Of course you did.

I am just kidding.

Michael: Jokes don't work with me.

That's why I know it's too structural.

Audree: But you make jokes, so I

Michael: know that's 'cause

Audree: it gets confusing.

Michael: I know that's the way it is.

It's not that I have a chip
missing, it's that I'm designed

to function in a different way.

Audree: Well, you know what I'm
noticing about these windows

is that the structure of the de the
design is not allowing the, in the, the

energy to flow into the home properly.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

With this like little
grid pattern they have.

Audree: Yeah.

Do you like the structure?

Michael: No, I was just noticing
that what I love are those big

floor to ceiling, just glass

Audree: open windows.

Yeah.

Yeah.

'cause it allows the energy
to flow into the home.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Audree: Unobstructed.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

We're at 58 minutes now.

I don't know if you
wanna share more wrap up.

Audree: Yes.

Mr.

Structure.

Michael: I think we just close here.

Audree: That's two.

A three minute.

Michael: Do a three minute?

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: Okay.

You ready?

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: And so everyone
just tune to the frequency.

Okay.

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Creators and Guests

Audree Tara Sahota
Host
Audree Tara Sahota
I was born with mystical gifts I learned to hide from a world that wasn't ready, the weird kid teaching Samadhi at slumber parties while trying to make sense of being different. Almost a decade in formal healing training, a graduate of the Barbara Brennan Collage of Healing. Five years on a Chicago medical team, healing what Western medicine couldn't touch. In 2009 I received Evolutionary Energetics, yet discovering it and embodying it are completely different. I've done the messy work: dissolved my ego, healed my deepest patterns, trusted guidance I couldn't see when everything rational screamed not to. I'm not a guru with all the answers. I'm a real person who happened to be born remembering cosmic truth, walked the uncomfortable path of living it, and learned how to make it practical.
Michael K Sahota
Host
Michael K Sahota
Raised with logic and science, I started as the ultimate skeptic. In my AI PhD program, I discovered that human vision and cognition is controlled hallucination; we literally make up reality. After years in software architecture and management roles leading organizational transformations, the pattern became clear: the consciousness of the leader creates culture, culture creates outcomes. I hit the truth: I was the limiting factor in every change initiative. Meeting Audree transformed everything as our opposite approaches unlocked something extraordinary. Through 100+ leadership trainings, we didn't create this work, we received it, download by download, in an unfolding evolutionary process. I've done the messy work: learned to trust direct experience over logic, followed guidance that made no rational sense. I'm not a guru with all the answers. My passion is the mechanics of creation. I'm the bridge between worlds, translating cosmic downloads into step-by-step practical tools.
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