When You See How You Are Creating Your Life

Audree: So let's just state
for the record that you're not

committing to doing a podcast.

Michael: Exactly.

So,

so that these profound openings
of consciousness happening.

And

I was gonna share these two observations
with Audrey, so I'll share them now.

The first one is experiencing.

The egoic consciousness of it saying, oh,
you gotta do this thing 'cause of that.

It's, it's, I had just had this
experience of, it's not even me.

Like, I'm just experiencing the ego
consciousness as if it's separate.

Like, it's not like the voice in my head
telling me this is what's going on and I

believe it, and all that sort of thing.

I'm just experiencing it going like,

Speaker 3: wha wha wha

Michael: over here.

And I'm just like watching it and
going like, huh, that's, that's,

that's a really interesting experience.

Wow.

Which is extraordinary
considering the level of suffering

I've been experiencing with

this aspect of my being.

Oh, and then the other one,
which was profound is, is

seeing Audrey having her experience
and then I, this again egoic

conscious aspect saying, oh, well
maybe I should do this or that.

And I got like, what?

Like, and then I was like, what?

What am I doing?

Like.

Uh, Audrey has just sourced consciousness.

Having this experience and whatever
she's experiencing is perfect.

Like there's nothing wrong with that.

And then it's like, oh, no, but
if, if she doesn't do that, then

you'll be stuck and you can't.

I go like, and then again, then that's
where I was looking at this thing inside

of me and that, that I know is not me.

Like I'm experiencing the, the
isness of what I am as, as completely

separate and looking at it going like.

Like, it just, it doesn't
make any sense anymore.

It's not even like I have to think, oh,
this is not true, or not me, or, you

know, any of these kind of practices.

Not that it's just having this direct,
visceral, knowing that the, the, the

whole premise of what's being proposed
is, is immaterial, not even relevant

and, and, and, and has no substance.

Audree: Right, because I was seeing my
No, at a deeper level, like a deep, deep.

I was having an awareness of my no,
and then I was like rolling through

my life and seeing all these nos
and then having this sudden insight.

This really intense but
beautiful insight of.

How my know has been creating my life.

You know what I was
seeing when I was little?

The, so Joey lived on one side of my
house and Brian lived on the other,

and I was in the middle and they,
we would play together, but they,

I would make them play my game.

And like we would make like mud pies.

And then I'd be like, eat it now, Brian.

And he's like, I'm not gonna eat.

Like I was bossy.

I was like, super.

Can you believe that?

How bossy I could be?

Michael: I don't know what you're
talking about, Audrey, you.

Wanting things your way.

Audree: Oh my God.

So I, so, so I was, I
was really seeing this

and, um, and seeing my no, it, like,
it, it came with seeing my no in my

life and how it was creating my life.

And so then I, I told Michael and
then you were trying to fix me.

Michael: Well, I was just.

Because you speaking about a past context.

Yeah.

Essentially, I was trying to make an
adjustment to improve your experience.

Audree: Right.

You're, because I would,

Michael: which is so ridiculous.

Audree: No, no, no, no.

It wasn't.

It was actually really sweet.

And it's, I I, this is
interesting because if you look at

relationships between men and women.

Men try to do this.

Like women talk about their
issues, their problems.

They're like very vocal about
their feelings, and then men

come in and they try to fix, it's
like it's a very common pattern.

Michael: Well, I just wanna clarify.

I'm a man's man because my human design
is to see the situation and what's needed,

and then to take action in the world.

Audree: Okay?

Michael: So I'm a man's man,

so whatever that pattern is.

I've got it completely and fully.

Audree: It's, it's a, yeah, it's, and
it's a very masculine and, and women,

Michael: it's very good for achieving
things in the material plain.

Audree: Yes.

And, and women are really about
sharing how they're feeling.

Not trying to fix it, but just to share.

And, and, and to feel nurtured, not fixed.

And so you were going into a fixing mode
and I was just like, no, no, no, no, no.

I'm just sharing with you.

Like, it was like, it wasn't a big, a
big deal, but that's when you had your

Michael: mm-hmm.

Audree: Your, you know, watching how the
ego was coming in and, and trying, like

Michael: starting to become aware,
well, what's behind this pattern.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Yeah.

Michael: Or, you know, what's
fueling it or, you know, why

is the mind active around this?

Mm-hmm.

Like, what's going

on?

Audree: Yeah.

Oh, my stomach's going crazy.

Um, which is a good thing
'cause that means that the

nervous system is resetting.

Right.

I'm in a deep, deep, deep letting go.

I'm seeing my notes.

So,

Michael: so, you know the joke is

Audree: what

Michael: the joke is.

You've been like.

Having an ax to grind with my no.

And my wanting things my way.

Audree: Yes, I have been.

Yes.

Right.

And it, and it's, and it's really just
been there so I could find my, no, it's

taken me years, like this is years now.

I, I had this sudden
epiphany this morning.

So I've been writing the book Evolutionary
Energetics since 2011, and it is now 2026.

And I've been in this whole
entire week of like feverishly

trying to finish this book.

And last night when you went to
look at it, you saw a whole bunch of

things that were messed up with it.

And I was like, no, it
ca why is it this way?

And I got really, really, last
night I got very, very discouraged.

Like,

Michael: and angry.

Audree: And angry.

Like, I keep trying, it's not working.

And today I just had this sudden
realization, 'cause I'm looking

back at, you know, since 2011.

I had time, I had money.

I had six full years
of not having to work.

And being financially fully supported.

And I remember working on the book, I
remember having somebody, like a friend,

I flew her in to California so she can
help me for a month working on the book.

Like I have had time and
money to finish this book.

And I also know at the same time, I
couldn't finish the book because I was

not finished on the evolutionary journey
for all the information to come out.

I mean, it's so obvious meeting you
and doing the work that we've built

together and, and all the evolution
that has happened consciously.

All the transformation needed to
happen in order to get to this moment.

To finish writing the book, and at the
same time, I've never seen my, no, in

not wanting to do this until right now.

And I think that's what you were doing.

You were like saying You were
even last night when I was angry,

you're like, no, no, no, no, no.

It had to happen this way.

It's a really good thing.

It,

Michael: we're just gonna iterate.

Yeah.

It's not a big deal, like Right.

I'm feeling into it.

Most of what you did was good.

About 80%, maybe 90%.

And it's just some restructuring and you
know, and I'm thinking like, of course.

Well, first of all, I, of
course you can't do structuring.

You're the force of creation.

I, I, I'm, I'm the master at structure.

Audree: I'm also highly, you

Michael: know, you're never supposed

Audree: to do

Michael: the structuring.

Audree: I'm highly uneducated.

I mean, like, truly like my, and,
and, and at the same time, I have

massive arrested development.

Michael: I don't think it's even that.

Audree: I'm just not normal.

Michael: I'd be who I'd be normal.

Audree: It is like holding this body of
knowledge is so incredibly amazing for

my own evolutionary journey, but there's
also been this like kind of, and this

is what I've been working with since.

Teaching it in 2011 is that there's
been this massive egoic, like,

oh, it's gonna save humanity.

Oh, I have to become this teacher.

Oh, I have to hold this,
this huge responsibility.

I remember a long time ago, um,
doing this work, the the, with

the she matrix, this women's gift.

And my very first, um, gift, I
go this initiation of, um, of, of

rights into the divine feminine.

My very first gift, my my initiation.

I can't talk about the process.

I just want you to know that for my
process, I used the nine Inch Nails song.

I can't even, I don't remember the words,
bow down before the one you deserve.

You're going to get what you deserve.

And this was my process.

I was so angry.

Oh my God.

The ego at consciousness was like.

Pissed off that I had to bring
this work out into the world.

It's like,

you know what I wanted
this podcast to be about?

Quiet Coyote.

Quiet Coyote.

Michael: You are
referencing the movie Soul.

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: Where the guides, the guides
in the, you know, before, before beings

get humans get born, they're figuring
out what they want to do on earth,

what their spark is, what they're here
for, and the, the guides of that place

that when they're, they want the, uh,
the, the unborn souls to calm down.

They make, make, put their hands in the
gesture and go quiet Coyote, quiet Coyote.

Quiet coyote.

Audree: And when Michael does
that, my whole entire being,

let's go and settles down.

Like my, my nervous
system just calms down.

And then when I do it
to myself, quiet Coyote.

Oh, it's the best.

It

Michael: was bringing us to stillness.

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: It's a, it's a pat
What's, it's a pattern Interrupt.

Audree: What's the
character in that movie?

The, the one soul that's pissed
off and doesn't want to live.

Michael: 22.

Audree: I'm 22.

I'm

Michael: Audrey.

Audrey.

We're all 22, whether we know it or not.

Audree: Well, that's, that's
the ego of consciousness is 22.

Michael: Yep.

Audree: It's pissed off,
doesn't want to come to earth.

And that goes back to like really
understanding source consciousness

is incarnated in the material realm,
just to create and have experience.

Michael: So getting back to
where we started this, from that

perspective, everything's just fine.

Like the, there's no problem.

Oh, I'm creating all this
self-sabotage in my, in my life.

Let me experience this cool beans.

Like, wow.

Audree: Well, remember,

Michael: however, we don't
have that perspective.

We're in the self-sabotage,
judging ourselves, feeling bad

about it, experiencing this
physical sensation or body this

extraordinarily that we're categorizing
extraordinarily uncomfortable.

And, and, and that's 'cause
we're caught in this loop.

Audree: Well remember in the movie.

So Soul is such a beautiful movie.

I mean, we actually,

Michael: just to clarify, we do not
have stock in Disney or Pixar film.

Audree: Is that a legal disclaimer?

Michael: No, no.

It's just for fun.

Audree: Um, but we do,
we do use that movie.

We have our students at the
academy watch that movie.

'cause it's in what, in the second level?

Two maybe.

But, um.

And remember there's those, um,
souls that get really dark and angry.

Oh, the

Michael: realm of lost souls.

Audree: Yeah.

Yeah.

And then the ship has
to go and capture them.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

And purify them.

Audree: And purify them.

It's like, that's what the deviation has

Michael: been.

Right.

That's all of all of Earth.

Audree: Yeah.

Such a great movie.

Michael: It even shows the, the, the,
the darkness getting purified out.

Audree: Yeah.

Yep.

Mm-hmm.

Michael: Yeah.

Audree: I'm having this
weird ringing in my air.

Michael: Hmm.

Anyway, so what was it about choir
Cody, you wanted to talk about?

Audree: I don't know.

Maybe that's it.

It's like actually quieting the,
the ego of consciousness down.

Enough to let it know
that everything's okay.

The other thing is, is that like, I
don't know about you, but like when I

experience the, my ego at consciousness
or the ego at consciousness, it's kind of

like, ha ha, ha, I'm gonna do it my way
and I'm gonna, you know, and it really

takes charge of the situation and does
everything it can to sabotage and what.

It's doing is it thinks it's
creating reality on its own.

And the truth is, is that source
consciousness is always there

because there is nothing else.

So the, the egoic consciousness is
running around, sabotaging everything,

having control, doing it my way.

And, uh, and, and it's, it's the,
it's the source consciousness

aspect of our, our whole being.

That's kind of like coyote, gu, coyote.

And then there's this point
where the ego of consciousness,

like that's what we're healing.

That's what's transmuting and transforming
is this aspect of us, of our, of our

beingness that thinks it's separate,
thinks it's on its own, thinks it's

in control, and then sabotaging.

And I remember,

so I'm on part three of
the book and I was writing.

And this is what we say on
our website too in our work.

It's like, what if it were true that
we are source consciousness creating?

And if so, then why are we not in
alignment with that understanding

and creating reality from that place?

Gifting.

Source consciousness, the temple,
a beautiful life, prosperity,

you know, health and vitality,
beautiful connected relationships.

Mm-hmm.

From the perspective that we are source
consciousness, and I think that that's

what people have been searching for.

It's like this knowing in our being

that that is the truth.

Yet we're busy over here saying,
no, that's not really true.

Michael: Hmm.

Well, what I'm, I'm getting now is
everybody wants to have improvements

in their life, the better relationship
they have, greater financial

success, all this sort of stuff,
the inner peace and all this.

And when we look at it,
well, what does that take?

Well, it's, you know, people go and go,
well, I, I want to end the monkey mind.

I wanna have stillness in my thoughts.

I wanna end, you know, the pain and
suffering in my physiology through

my emotional system I'm experiencing.

And what I'm looking at now from,
from the journey and, and experiencing

this, you know, very super complex
step-by-step journey and process

that we've been taken through.

What I'm, I'm recognizing now
is that without the, the opening

within the field of our awareness.

To experience what we are and then
harnessing that so that our, our

physiology, there's actually a
crystallization within our physiology that

allows us to hold the truth of what we
are as source consciousness without, uh,

like all these steps of preparation needed
to hold that within our being there.

There's no way.

There's, there's, I mean, maybe
there's a, there's some other

magical technology out there.

Wait,

Audree: just hold on a second.

I totally just passed out.

Michael: Okay.

Audree: Like, unconsciously,
I like shut my mind.

Shut off.

So it couldn't hear you

Michael: Uhhuh

Audree: it actually went and
thought about something else, and

I know when that happens to me.

Michael: Yeah.

Audree: It's happening to everybody.

Michael: Got it.

Audree: So just backtrack.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Audree: What were you saying?

Michael: If I boil it all down,
it's, there's a realization

that without a series of step-by-step
procedures that, and where we are right

now, which is the, the, the holding of.

The experience of knowing what
we are and having that CRI form

crystallized structures within the
physiology, that's what it is that

allows, that's allowing me right now.

Audree: Wait a second.

Go back.

Michael: Yeah,

Audree: because it happened to me again.

Okay.

It's very interesting.

Michael: Hmm.

Audree: What's happening?

Michael: Hmm.

They're not supposed to talk about this.

I don't know.

Audree: What do you, what are
the crystallized structures?

Michael: So, so what I've been
experiencing is, is as I'm holding

the awareness of my field of, of
what, and who I am, experientially

through my physiology, there's a,
there's a crystallization process.

Mm-hmm.

That's happening, that's stabilizing
that, and it's through that process

that it's not that the mind is shutting
off, but it's, it's that there's

a knowing of what I am that allows
the mind to be externalized for me.

Audree: So, um, yeah.

Michael: And as it's externalized,
it no longer has the grip.

Audree: I

Michael: understand.

And then it has no, so it
is essentially the fuel.

That there's a shift in our physiology,

the anchoring of, you can call it
the anchoring of the high vibrational

frequency, and it's not just frequency,
it's the, the, the perceptual shift

of the awareness of what, who we are.

Audree: It's like when you play piano over
and over and over again, the practice like

sets the neurotransmitters in the brain.

You're like harnessing the, the technique.

And I think that that's what you're
talking about, that every time you harness

I am source consciousness into your being.

Michael: Well, I, I am agreeing
with you and it's not, I am source

consciousness in the mind thinking it Yes.

It's having the direct,
visceral experience.

Yes.

Which is, again, this the series
of steps to get that experience.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

You're harnessing the
vibrational frequency of that

with a, and it's a gnosis that

Michael: it's more the crystalizes.

I'm experiencing the perception
and the experience of it.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Yeah.

That's gnosis.

Michael: Yeah,

Audree: that is gnosis.

It's a very different than the mind.

Michael: Exactly.

Audree: The intellectual.

Michael: So it's an experiencing of
the nosis and then the anchoring of the

nosis, if you wanted to call it that.

Audree: Yeah.

Or the anchoring of.

Michael: It is the
anchoring of the knowing.

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: And that's what I'm saying.

There's a physiological
shift that comes with it.

Mm-hmm.

That is the anchoring.

It's not, and that's what
the anchoring process is.

Audree: Right.

So you had these moments

of per, it's like a profound
mystical experience that the, it's

not, it's not induced by the mind.

Well, it, it's a happening through, uh,
practices like through meditation or,

Michael: well, what I've been
doing is using the, the script

that she gave us from two days,
three days ago, I think now.

And using that as a, as an a, as a, a
mechanism to take my myness through it.

Yeah.

A technique.

A technique to take my beingness
through it again and again and again.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: And then it, that's, that's
where the, the, the, uh, the anchoring

and the crystallizations happened, right?

Audree: Well, they, I mean, didn't
they even mention like in, uh,

the Islamic religion, they stop
and they pray five times a day.

Um, tm you meditate twice a day.

It's like these, there's certain.

Techniques that you do,
or procedures to activate

Michael: or, or Christianity,
practicing the presence of God.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: Right?

So there are all these ideas of, you
just need to saturate yourself in it.

The, the challenge is that, and, and
this is certainly my experience, well

Audree: that's what even
Joel Goldsmith says.

He says, you know, take five minutes
every, you know, every hour, and do that.

Michael: Right.

So this is my, my big insight is
that until you actually can harness.

And fully experience that full
frequency, those practices don't work.

Audree: Exactly

Michael: right.

So, so basically that whole idea of doing
this five times a day or two times a day

or whatever is a complete waste of time
until a certain stage of the journey.

So it's a correct technology at almost
like the very final stages of the journey.

Audree: Right.

So what we've been doing is instead of
practicing that presence, we've been.

Clearing,

Michael: purifying.

Audree: Purifying.

Michael: That's how we start the journey.

Audree: 20 times a day, 30
times a day, it becomes you.

You practice the technique and
then you use that te technique

moment to moment to moment, and
you continuously make the choice.

Instead of being angry and frustrated
and blame outside, I'm gonna, I'm gonna

purify whatever's going on inside of me.

I'm gonna purify whatever's
going on inside of me.

And then at some point.

There's a shift.

Michael: So that's where, so I, so that
we've both known that at some point

there's a shift and we've both tried
to say, oh, we're at the shift now.

How many times have I, I feel like
I've done that 10 or 20 times.

Audree: Oh yeah, of course.

I, you know what?

It's

Michael: never been the time.

Audree: Well, because you have
then, then all of a sudden you had

these spontaneous experiences of.

Being in the nosis having, I
don't like to use those terms

because those are old terms.

It's just being in a state,

Michael: the experience

Audree: of high vibrational frequency.

There's a shift in perception that is
in alignment with the truth of what

and who we are as source consciousness.

It's, I can't, there's no words to

Michael: explain it.

Well, I can explain it.

I, I can explain it.

I don't know.

In a way that's an unex explanation.

You wanna hear it?

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: Okay.

So it's experiencing
creation without the mind.

Audree: Very good.

Michael: So that's why
we say direct experience.

And so, and it, and it, and it's like
the weirdest thing ever to get here.

Audree: Well, and

Michael: because we start with
experience and creation through the mind.

Right.

And then we think that, oh,
I'm experiencing creation.

And it's all through the mind.

And that's a really great place to start.

Mm-hmm.

Because you can't start anywhere
else 'cause that's where you are.

Fun fact.

Audree: So when you start having these
experiences, then those experiences start

to actually, that vibration begins to
really start another type of purification

process that is extremely deep.

Like I, I remember.

Even before I met you, having these
intense, you can say, experiences

of enlightenment and I knew the next
two or three days I was gonna go

through a deep purification process.

Intense.

And I'm still finding that

Michael: intensity.

Audree: Not the, it's the same process.

Mm-hmm.

It's always the same process.

That high vibrational frequency is
going to find the places within your

being that need the purification.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

So the mechanic doesn't change, but
the experience of the mechanic changes.

Audree: Yes.

So the, the, the
experience is more intense.

It's a longer, um, state.

And then the purification that
happens after it is even more

intense, but it's shorter.

And that's where I think the
flip starts to happen, where

your, your whole being wants to
be in that state of stillness

and peace with the mind shut off.

And so the, the choice to be
in that state becomes, um, more

crystallized in your being.

And then when you have those, the, that
awareness or, or sitting in, like for me,

sitting in the know, it's like, oh, wow.

You know?

Speaker 3: Hmm.

Audree: If I really wanted evolutionary
energetics to be written and finished, it

would've been finished a long time ago.

It would've been published a long
time ago, and I can see why that

would've been a really bad thing.

I would've had to rewrite
the book Volume two

Michael: second edition.

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: What what, what I'm seeing
right now, and this is what's coming

up for me, is, is a caveat is that this
has been the most painful, excruciating

experience I've ever gone through,
and this journey has been to say,

has been, you know, a hundred times
harder than I ever thought it might be.

Is is not a exaggeration.

It's, it's been.

Uh, it's like literally like so painful
and so difficult and experience that

I could not recommend this to anyone.

Audree: Yeah.

That's why people don't do it.

Michael: Yeah.

And at the same time, I also know that
the rate at which our students get things

is dramatically faster, so nobody has
to go through what we've gone through.

And then the other, the other thing,

Audree: it's still uncomfortable.

Michael: The other, the other thing

Audree: still have ascension symptoms.

Michael: Yeah.

It's still, it's, we still
gotta walk through our darkness.

Yeah.

Audree: I mean.

Yeah.

Remember our one student last summer, four
months of intense physical pain mm-hmm.

Beyond anything that anybody
should ever experience.

Mm-hmm.

You know how many times
she went to the er?

Michael: Yeah.

Audree: Like three times.

Michael: And, and, and then the question
is, well, would if you had a choice

of going back to the way you were?

Audree: Oh.

She was like, no,

Michael: no.

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: I'm glad it's outta my system.

Audree: But that was, I mean,

Michael: I'm even, I'm even thinking of,
of one of our students recently where they

were, they were doubling down on all the
practices to, to stay in a high state.

And then, and then we talked
to them and I said, stop it.

Stop it.

You're not allowed to do that anymore.

What you have to do is you have
to do all, all the get clear

is you have to go through all
the things to unblock yourself.

Mm-hmm.

And then within a week or two
weeks, their life changed.

Audree: Yeah, completely.

Michael: Yeah.

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: Like unblocked.

I mean, it's like, and so that, that's
the, the, the, you know, we gotta,

gotta go through the difficulty.

'cause that's where the truth, so that's
where the ego consciousness hiding the

truth of what you are in all the pain.

So the only way to get to where
you are is to go through the

pain and get to the other side.

And on the other side, where we're
right now is like beyond anything.

I mean, it's just like
un unt tradable for it.

I mean.

It makes the whole journey worth it.

Audree: You have to see and know how the
ego of consciousness has been functioning.

You need to know the nature of it,
and then you need to actually have

those insights because I mean.

We talk about this in the book,
it's that, that type of awareness.

That's why awareness is the
technology to shift consciousness.

That's why we say awareness is the
primary mechanism for evolution,

because that very awareness is what
starts to dissolve those patterns.

Like that's what we learned
at Oneness in India.

Michael: Well, we
learned to use awareness.

We didn't learn that it was a
primary mechanism as a whole.

Audree: No, we did not.

That's our teaching.

They just were vaguely mentioned
it showing us shaking a bottle

with water in it, you know?

But you know, with eyes to
see, and ears to hear, you

start to understand, you know,

Michael: maybe that's how we
start part three of the book.

Audree: Yeah.

Awareness.

Mm-hmm.

Well, and

Michael: that's, and then it ties in with
that graphic we have, which we're, we're

gonna include in the E two mini course
as the concluding part, which shows the

graph of awareness of evolving awareness,

Audree: right.

Of

Michael: that's the technology to
move outta the ego or consciousness.

Audree: Yeah.

I thought I heard something outside.

I was hoping that the
delivery truck was coming.

Speaker 3: With our new couch.

Michael: Yeah.

Audree: Yes.

Michael: Yeah.

Audree: Yes to part three.

Part three is, it needs
some restructuring.

Michael: Well, the good news
is I looked at the whole book.

Audree: Yes.

Michael: And I, and I know
what needs, needs to be done.

Audree: Very good.

I couldn't do this without you.

Michael: That, that was the blog.

I'm gonna go work on my own for days,
days, days, feverishly, and not get input.

Audree: It's a, it's
actually, I didn't need ipo.

Like, it really, it, it's really been
a, a very profound process for me.

Mm-hmm.

Because I'm very, very excited
about this work and the book.

Speaker 3: Well, I think

Audree: that's, I just
also need to grow up

Speaker 3: mm-hmm.

Audree: And, and really ready myself
to bring this work out into the world.

Mm-hmm.

And that's

Michael: what it's all about.

Audree: Right?

It's not about the destination,
it's about the journey.

Michael: Well, even
it's about the journey.

Even the sheer like really clear.

It's like, well, and this is the shift.

It's not working on things 'cause we
have to, or we should, or blah, blah,

blah, blah, blah, which is low frequency.

It's like, well wait till
you have the inspiration.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: Wait for the inspiration.

And when that happens,
everything just flows.

And if it's not flowing then
you know, look for the block.

And if you look for the block
and there's no block or.

Or you keep, or

Audree: there's a block, a block, a
block, a block, and it's, nothing's,

Michael: nothing's working,

Audree: changing,

Michael: or working.

Maybe, maybe it's time
to change the destination

Audree: pivot.

Michael: Like, yeah.

Why?

Why?

Because 'cause if we keep on
experiencing blocks, it means that

there's some sort of struggle going on.

And if we're struggling,
then we're not like there.

Then there's, they

Audree: say the path of least resistance.

Michael: Yeah.

So, so it's, which is learning
to flow with life, which is,

you know, ending the surrender.

Right.

If you know, I mean there are all these
terms, but it's, it's a mechanism.

And it's a learning shift.

There's all these

Audree: terms, but what do
the terms actually mean?

Michael: It means actually shifting the
mechanism we use at each moment of life

for choosing where to put our energy.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: Even down to
how am I eating my food?

What is my intention?

How am I living?

What am I wearing?

What am I in, in my environment?

It's all of it.

Audree: Quiet coyote.

Michael: Quiet coyote.

Audree: Quiet coyote.

It really works, doesn't it?

Michael: It helps to hold the frequency.

And the And the noses.

Who

Audree: knew?

Michael: Who knew?

Audree: What's your technique for
stillness and peace and enlightenment?

Michael: Quiet

Audree: coyote.

Quiet Coyote.

Michael: Well, we've actually
anchored a transmission in it now.

Audree: Mm-hmm.

Michael: Do you feel that?

Audree: Thank you Disney.

Hmm.

You know, and I'm having this realization,
so I'm watching this series on Netflix

and there's this like feral
girl that comes to work on the

estate and she's totally feral.

She doesn't even wanna wash her hair.

And, and then at over time she
actually turns into a, a, like

a lady, you know, of society.

And, uh, I feel like that's me

or that's the ego at consciousness.

It's just healing and transforming and
maturing into the truth of what and.

Who it is,

Michael: it's creator consciousness.

Audree: It is creator consciousness.

It just refused to acknowledge that.

Michael: Hmm.

Audree: And at the same
time, there's nothing else.

Michael: There's nowhere else to go.

Audree: There's nowhere else to go.

There's, there's nowhere,
nothing else to be.

Even when everything dies,
where do you think it goes?

That's like the darkness.

Where do you think the darkness came from?

If there's only one source of
everything that created everything.

Oh.

That came from that too.

Now what?

Quiet Coyote,

what?

You look different.

Michael: I am different.

Audree: Yeah, you are

Michael: step 497, check.

Audree: Isn't that the
price of our course?

Why is that the perfect
number for sales 497?

Like why don't you just make it 500?

Like

what the f is that?

Some random arbitrary number
that the brain likes the mind.

It's helping a trick to trick the mind,

blah.

Boo, no red.

Ah,

what happens when you
let go of everything?

Speaker 3: Wow.

Michael: The trick is we
don't know what everything is.

Audree: Oh my God.

Wait, look at our new coffee table.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Audree: It's chaos.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Audree: But we can, and we see it moving.

It's like actually not stable.

Michael: Wow.

Nothing's permanent teaching.

Audree: That's.

What we're moving into,

Michael: how to walk through walls.

Audree: Exactly.

The atoms need to rearrange themselves, or
your perception needs to rearrange itself.

Mm-hmm.

To understand that your
energy, just like the wall is

because.

When you know the truth of the
mechanics of creation, that's

when you can work with it.

Michael: And if you're not getting the
reference about walking through walls, you

can watch the film Men Who Steroid Goats.

It's a fun watch.

Audree: George Clooney
is so good in that movie

and what is it?

Jeff Bridges.

Jeff

Michael: Bridges.

I was enjoying Jeff Bridges.

Audree: Oh my God.

We should watch that movie.

Michael: I think that's a good, good

Audree: movie.

Oh my God, that's such a good movie.

Oh.

Actually it's um,

Michael: it's interesting
'cause it takes the j Sorry,

Audree: isn't it all it
illusions and it's, um,

Michael: what's starting

Audree: walking through Walls
is from illusions the book,

Michael: is it?

I don't know.

Audree: Yeah, and it's the,
um, the ascended master's hand.

Michael: Oh, well.

So, so that was the, the whole
thing in men who's Theories through

goats, it was all about, you
know, walking through the wall.

Like that's how things Yeah.

Started.

Um, but I was thinking about the, the
structure of the movie and it, and it

starts with this one person coming in
saying, well, what's going on with this?

Right.

Completely innocent and unknowing
from a traditional world perspective,

and slowly being brought into the.

The storyline through, through narration

Audree: mm-hmm.

Michael: Of, of the possibility of a world
beyond what we conceive of or imagine.

Audree: And the truth is,
is that he was everything.

It wasn't an accident.

Everything was

Michael: planned,

Audree: planned and orchestrated.

You know, the universal
consciousness orchestrated for him.

To, to be in the, in that place at
the right time with the right people.

Just auto, you know, drawn in
unconsciously or innocently.

Michael: Mm-hmm.

Audree: Yet there wasn't really
anything innocent about it.

Michael: It's all planned.

Audree: It's all planned.

We just think it's chaos.

Michael: Well, that's a fun thing that
it, it seems like it is and it isn't.

And that the, the sheer, very careful to
say, it's not that everything's planned,

it's that everything's planned for.

There's an important difference
there is that there's a knowing,

there's always been this, you know,
so-called, you know, rescue plan

for us as source consciousness.

Getting ourselves out of
this situation that we're in.

Audree: The deviation,

Michael: the deviation.

However, the structure of how that happens
has to follow the mechanics of creation.

So that part is known that there's
a sequenced structure and journey

to this process of what we call
evolution from an egoic perspective,

or waking up, or whatever you wanna
call it, or exiting the deviation,

the con corrupted conscious loop.

There's a structure to it.

However, because we're sovereign
beings and we have choice.

The way we move through that
is not defined or known.

And that's where we can go.

Right.

Or we can go left.

However, the journey
remains, remains the same.

Audree: That's where we have free will.

Michael: Yeah.

Audree: It's only eight 30 in the morning.

Michael: Yeah.

Audree: How long have we been up?

Michael: I don't know.

I think it's probably a good place
to close, you know, 46 minutes here.

Audree: Okay.

Do

Michael: you have anything
more you wanna share?

Audree: No.

Michael: Any closing comments?

Audree: I think my closing comment here
is that when your life is not working

the way you want it to work,

I think to just stop and, and.

Go into contemplation.

Like what if it were true that you're
creating it, you're creating your

reality, your life exactly how you
want it, and it's, and it's becoming

aware of your, your no, your allegiance
to it being difficult or, or.

Whatever, whatever.

How and why it's happening

and what do they say?

At first you might be very disturbed,

so it will be disturbing.

It will be difficult.

It won't feel comfortable.

Michael: Hmm.

My closing comment.

About everything we've shared here is

all the support of nature
is available to everyone.

Listen to this right now
for you to make the journey.

The only thing that's been missing is
your choice and everything that you

think is a circumstance preventing you.

Every reason why every, everything
going on with you that is not

experiencing what we're describing
here is ultimately your choice.

And when we fully own that and
recognize that, then we can say,

oh, this is what I've been choosing
and, and I will choose a new

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: And I will choose a new,
and that the possibility of what

we we're not, we're not special.

Like this is the built in
mechanics and machinery of

every human being on the planet.

Audree: Yes.

Mm-hmm.

Michael: We just have a role
to share this information.

Our role.

Audree: Well,

Michael: and we're all, we're all, maybe

Audree: it's not even our role
because you know, maybe nobody's

listening to these podcasts,

Michael: so are rules to share that
with anybody who wants to hear it.

That's actually the, the correct.

Audree: That's true.

Michael: It's not up to us for anyone to

Audree: No,

Michael: that's on the transmission.

Audree: Yeah.

Michael: Anyway.

Alright.

Should we close the three
minutes of, of Quiet Coyote?

Audree: Quiet Coyote,

Michael: and we begin.

Why hit Coyote?

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